Chapter 30 The Flowering Season Is Approaching
When Jinyun Chong heard this, the smugness on his face suddenly disintegrated. He lowered his eyes, narrowed his sharp gaze into a line, and stabbed straight at her, "What did you say?" ”
Jin Yunlan suppressed the irritability in her heart and tried her best to stay calm, she met his cold gaze without showing weakness, "I just understood." Your hatred of me comes from the jealousy in your heart, so you are always hostile to me and sarcastic to me. You are dominated by jealousy in your heart, and you are bitter and anxious. I can only get a little pleasure when I don't expect it. ”
Jin Yunchong was caught off guard and poked at the heart he didn't want to admit the most, and he fought back in annoyance, "Eldest sister is really clever and eloquent!" It's clear that you did something wrong, but you blamed me for everything. Could it be that I sent you out on a business trip, that I didn't let you enter the gate of this Jialan Courtyard, that I made you happy Xiuxiu's appointment? ”
Jin Yunlan only felt that the blood in her whole body was so uncontrollable and embarrassed, she completely gave up the little remaining sister and brother feelings, and stabbed the window paper thoroughly: "You dare to ask yourself, have you ever said a half-separated word in front of Xiuxiu?" ”
"What is the word of discord? I'm just telling you the truth. How have you ever cared for our brothers and sisters? For my father, my mother, me, and Xiuxiu are all dispensable, only you! Jinyunlan is his heart! Jin Yunchong was inspired by the momentum that Jin Yunlan single-handedly created, and poured out all the resentment that had accumulated in his heart for a long time to her.
When Jin Yunlan heard this, she stared at him incredulously for a while before replying: "You are crazy, how can you say such a rebellious remark." My father was only kind to me when he saw my biological mother die young. He didn't treat anyone in the Garland Courtyard lightly. Your birthday, Xiuxiu's birthday, when did he forget? In celebration of the festive season, how can the gifts we receive be uneven? How could my father have favored one over the other and need to be hated by you so much? ”
Jinyun Chong was furious, and shouted almost hysterically: "You don't understand anything! Do you think your mother really likes you and welcomes you to Jialan Temple? That's because it's only when you're in Garan Courtyard that your mother has an excuse to invite your father to sit down, and your father is willing to look at your face to see his wife and her children. Isn't that enough to tell the whole story? ”
The blood seemed to flow backwards in her body, and all the emotions on Jinyunlan's face froze in an instant, shock, doubt, and heartache were mixed up on her face like a palette, showing an extremely strange appearance, like the absurd work of a clumsy carver.
"Don't be stupid. There is no woman in this world who truly loves her husband's original child. Not to mention, the child also deprived her husband of all care. Jinyun glanced at her hatefully, sneered and slammed her thin shoulder, and went against her.
Jinyunlan stood in place in despair, and the servants of the family frequently passed by the still her on this inevitable road, all of them lowered their heads, and secretly cast strange and curious glances at her.
After a long time, she was manipulated by an invisible hand like a marionette, and returned to her room in a reluctant.
Summata brought breakfast from the kitchen and was standing in front of the door waiting. Seeing that his young lady was pale and walked towards him with blank eyes, she looked like a walking corpse that had been pulled out of her three souls and seven spirits. She called her uneasy, but she ignored her.
She passed by the fulfillment in a trance, walked straight to the desk, studied the ink silently, and began to write her homework without saying a word.
At this time, Consummation only felt a little weird, but for three days in a row, her young lady was so sullen and depressed, and she looked like she had been lowered.
Suddenly, she realized that something had happened.
She went to find Miss's best friend Zhuzhu privately and revealed to her the strange situation of her young lady, hoping that she could explain it to her young lady in her busy schedule. Zhuzhu hurriedly searched out one of the most exciting and exciting words from her library, as a souvenir, and planned to "visit the sick".
At that time, Jinyunlan had just finished sorting out the day's paperwork and letters. She sat in the church for the past few days, quietly transcribing. The whole person exudes a calm atmosphere that is different from the normal. Even if she was dressed in the capable and lively uniforms of Jinyun Academy, which were so sassy and heroic that even some boys were like boys, she couldn't suppress the lifeless air around her.
However, the elders of the clan were very optimistic about her change, and thought that her sudden stability and quietness were an excellent omen.
The synagogue also received a letter from the Great Elder, saying that he had been invited by the patriarch of the Fuguang clan to be a guest when he passed through Yucheng, and that he was afraid that he would be delayed for several days, so he had to postpone his arrival in Los Angeles.
There was nothing wrong with the wording, but it was sloppy and unscrupulous, not like his usual steady and rigorous style.
Because of this strange situation, after several elders in the clan rushed to see it, they were full of doubts, and a few more gray hairs were born.
Jinyunlan was full of thoughts, full of sorrow, and still depressed.
In the evening, she received a message from Zhuzhu, but she didn't see anyone come to the door. She opened her book and prepared to review her homework, and the servants of Zhuzhu's family invited her to meet her at the restaurant.
She was invited to go, and at a glance, she found Zhuzhu who was negotiating business with people in the old window on the second floor of the restaurant where business was booming and overcrowded.
Sitting across from her was probably the bookseller she had always mentioned, Lao Sha.
Jin Yunlan always thought that the bookseller Lao Sha, who could be mentioned by Zhuzhu in such an insignificant tone, must be a middle-aged bald and unattractive lascivious uncle, but when I saw it today, he was actually a very handsome and chic young man. It's hard to imagine that he looks like such a decent gentleman and a talent, and he would like Zhuzhu's works.
Sure enough, no one should be disguised.
The two had a great conversation. Jin Yunlan didn't get closer, just leaned on the railing on the second floor, waiting patiently.
Soon the man left, and as she passed by Jinyunlan, she smelled the scent of ink on him.
She walked forward slowly, taking the man's seat across from Zhuzhu.
Zhuzhu was staring out the window, not noticing her arrival. After a while, her mind relaxed, and she realized something.
"Oh, here you are. How not to squeak? ”
Jin Yunlan shook her head, her eyebrows were faint, and she was interested, "I don't want to disturb you when I see you in a daze." ”
"I heard Chengcheng say, you've been very wrong these days, what's wrong?"
"She's been your ear. It's you, who is that man? Bookseller Lao Sha? She asked rhetorically.
Zhu Zhu showed a rare cramped smile: "No." He's my blind date. ”
Jin Yunlan was taken aback, and almost choked on the tea: "Didn't you say that you saw through the red dust and dedicated yourself to literature." ”
"That was before. People are going to become. Besides, I'm nineteen, and in half a year, I'll be twenty years old. In Los Angeles, the only person who has not married at the age of 20 is the lilac of Aunt Li's family on East Street. ”
Jin Yunlan frowned: "But Lilac is a dog." ”
Zhu Zhu showed a ridiculous smile: "Yes, Lilac is a dog!" ”
"Does he know what you're doing in the dark?" Jin Yunlan asked sharply.
"Of course not. If he had known that he had seen my handwriting on the road to adulthood, he would not have been able to sit still with a cup of tea. Zhuzhu laughed at herself soberly.
"You're going to keep it a secret?"
"Concealment is sometimes done to avoid trouble. And I'm not going to continue in the future. ”
"Why? You're clearly that enthusiastic. Jin Yunlan looked at her in astonishment, she couldn't believe that she could hear this from the mouth of this literary enthusiast.
"The Shen family is a scholarly family, and Shen Ruyi is simple and kind. If you want to get married, you still have to be innocent. Zhuzhu smiled dismally, trying her best to convince her to convince herself.
Jin Yunlan was silent, and Zhuzhu was not noisy. On the second floor, where business is booming, only their table is surprisingly quiet.
It took a long time for Zhuzhu to feel melancholy, she had drunk so much that every word she said carried a drunken drowsiness in every word, but her thoughts were clear, "Maybe we will eventually be swallowed up by the existing rules in this world." How can the power of an individual change the aspirations of a group of people. Xiaolan, do you still want to continue to play a savior? Her perceptive gaze was sharp at her.
Zhuzhu's words were like a wooden fish that frequently rang in the hands of monks, and each blow hit her heart with precision. This undoubtedly poked at the sore spot that she didn't want to admit the most.
"Playing? Do you think my efforts for so long are just a comical play? She was so calm that even she was surprised. I have to admit that she seems to think so shamefully in her heart.
There are so many things she wants to do, but none of them have come to fruition so far. Maybe it's because she wants to do too much that she is so disorganized and lacks skills, which leads to mistakes and mistakes.
Zhu Zhu said in all fairness: "What you want to achieve is more difficult than ascending to the sky, and it may be easier to call it a drama." Xiaolan, we grew up together, I understand your personality, I won't stop you if you want to uphold justice, but if you want to save the fate of a race, do you really think you alone can do it? Don't forget, you're a human being or a woman. Even we often feel unfair, let alone give justice to others. ”
Isn't it good to be a carefree, well-dressed lady? You can still uphold your kindness, only to a limited extent, and you may be able to make it a lot easier. When she said this, she was really a bit of a literary person.
The embarrassing silence struck again. The two of them looked at each other in one place, without interfering with each other.
Xiao Er's hurried figure swept past them several times, and the ripples of the tea distorted her languishing face, making her dizzy. She fastened the lid of the tea and said goodbye.
She crossed her arms and wandered aimlessly through the brightly lit streets. She suddenly looked down and began to search for the lost lock of life along the way, and although she knew that the chances of finding it were slim, she still couldn't resist the urge in her heart.
She looked up, and the precipitous mountains seemed to be nothing at night, and the looming outline turned into a sinuous silver thread, trying her best to outline a home between the heavens and the earth.
The mid-air was full of prayer Kong Ming lanterns, and before I knew it, it was already the Mid-Autumn Festival.
Li Yi, who was originally admiring the moon, moved his eyebrows slightly, and the ghost stood up in a daze, and walked out of the house without saying a word.
Li Tang looked at his back in a daze, raised the Li Greedy sword he had forgotten on the table, and shouted at the back: "The sword is not carried anymore?" His gaze fell abruptly on the two pots of gardenias that were about to wither in the doorway.
The Mid-Autumn Festival has arrived, and the flowering period is coming to an end.