302, selfishness

Wen Changyun smiled bitterly: "Don't ask, I'm to blame, and I deserve it." ”

Pang Qiushi didn't believe it: "Lao Wen, we've known each other for so many years, I still think I know what you are, what can you do?" ”

Wen Changyun shook his head and said nothing.

"If you don't say it, then I'll ask Xiaoxiao."

Wen Changyun was anxious.

"It is true that when I am guilty of my own sin, I cannot live, so you can save me some face."

Pang Qiushi looked at his expression and said solemnly: "Lao Wen, are you threatened by others?" ”

"Not really."

"Then tell me the truth. I read your medical records, you are depressed, your heart is difficult to get rid of, and you will really worry about your life. What is more important than your life? ”

Of course. Wen Changyun's mouth was full of bitterness.

At that time, he learned the hard way and told the truth of the matter to his sons, daughters-in-law and granddaughters, who, as he expected, went from shocked to unacceptable to forced to accept the fact that their father, "grandfather", was such a villain.

His son, daughter-in-law, and granddaughter were all upright people, and they didn't understand what he was doing. One of the small reactions was the most violent, scolding him and condemning his actions. Although the son and daughter-in-law did not scold, the disappointment in their eyes was clear.

The air pressure in the house suddenly went down to the extreme, and he knew that he was spurned by his relatives. This does not include the grandson, who would have immediately disowned him if he had known about it.

Wen Changyun originally suffered a lot of pain and pain in his heart after seeing Li Xiqin, but now with the accusations of his family, he fell ill all of a sudden. After the doctor's examination, he said that there was nothing wrong with his body, but a heart disease.

Heart disease also needs new medicines.

After all, his son, daughter-in-law and granddaughter still feel sorry for him, let him relax, this matter has been a long time, there were too many bizarre things in that era, and there were too many last resorts, which would cause the original situation, and the matter has come to this point, and he can no longer take his own life.

The descendants of the Qin family can only find other ways to make up for it.

Wen Changyun naturally did not reveal Li Xiqin's true identity, only said that she was the apprentice of Miss Qin's family, and she was ordered by her master to end this grievance.

Having said that, the knot in his heart is difficult to get rid of, and Wen Changyun's illness is still getting worse day by day.

He knew that the condemnation and guilt in his heart had driven him to a dead end, and he couldn't let himself go, maybe this was the punishment Li Xiqin said for him, right?

How could he talk to Pang Qiushi about these things?

But what kind of person is Pang Qiushi, he knows that Wen Changyun has unspeakable secrets, but human life is at stake, and the life of an old man for many years is at stake, so he can't ignore it. So he had to force out Wen Changyun's truth no matter what he wanted today.

Wen Changyun couldn't be forced, and in the end he could only tell Pang Qiushi the truth.

Director Pang was also dumbfounded when he heard this.

Although he also came from that era, he was much later than Wen Changyun's generation, so he did not experience the cruel era of war, but he was very familiar with that period of history, all of which were knowledge obtained from books and documents because of the need for filming.

However, the TV series can't restore the truth, and when the naked and bloody truth unfolds in front of him, he only feels terrible.

"Now you know the truth, right? Do you want to persuade me? Wen Changyun smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry I deceived you and the world, I'm afraid you look down on me now, right?" So leave me to fend for myself. ”

"I look down on you." "But I don't know if I would have done better than you if I had been in your position." ”

Pang Qiushi smiled bitterly.

When you don't put yourself in your shoes, everyone can tell the impassioned truth. If it happens to you, how many people can really do it?

People are fragile and selfish, and will always magnify their difficulties countless times. And what does it matter to me?

"Yes, that's what I used to think." Wen Changyun said, "But Li Xiqin's words made me understand that being a hero or a bear is really just a thought, and my choice has determined what kind of person I am." Wrong is wrong, and I'm going to pay for my mistakes. ”

Pang Qiushi was silent for a while, and he felt more and more like a mystery about Li Xiqin. They were like strangers in the entertainment industry for the past ten years, but in the past two years, they have frequently done all kinds of unexpected things, and their acting skills have also improved by leaps and bounds.

To be honest, when he was shooting for three minutes, he was amazed by Li Xiqin's acting skills.

is very spiritual and diligent, it makes no sense for such an actress not to be popular.

And what she did is even more impressive, from adopting Zuo Zuo, to the kidnapping incident in Country M, to later entering medical school, this is not like something that a simple actor can do.

And now another "master" has appeared, which is really amazing.

"Could this Li Xiqin deliberately set up a trap for you to drill?"

"No!" Wen Changyun flatly denied it.

"Why are you so sure?" Pang Qiushi was surprised.

Because she is Ah Ying. Of course, Wen Changyun couldn't say this, he could only say it.

"She has a token from the Qin family back then, so her words are absolutely true, there is no doubt about this."

"Okay." Pang Qiushi nodded.

"In that case, have you ever wondered what way she wants you to atone for your sins? Death? ”

Wen Changyun looked at him, didn't he?

"No, you're an old man on the verge of death, and you don't have a few years to live. And now that you are tormented by your conscience, will you be liberated when you die? It's a hundred, but it's earned for you. Do you think Li Xiqin will be very happy with such an ending? Pang Qiushi said. If it were me, I'd just say it's really cheap you old guy. ”

Wen Changyun was speechless, he looked at his old buddy.

"You mean, I can't die yet?"

"Yes." Pang Qiushi said, "Not only can you not die, you still have to live well in order for Li Xiqin to see your end." ”

"That's not right." Wen Changyun shook his head, "If I have nothing to do, what is this?" ”

"Of course, it's not nothing. You are guilty and deserve to be punished. Pang Qiushi said.

"So what am I going to do?"

"You can be like the emperors of ancient times, and you can make an edict against yourself and tell the world about your crimes."

"No way!" Wen Changyun almost categorically denied it.

"Why not, you can't bear your name in this world, right? You changed your name and last name and enjoyed it for so many years, shouldn't you pay for it? ”

Wen Changyun was stunned: "No, even if I don't care about myself, my sons, daughters, grandchildren, and their reputations will also be affected, and I can't do this." ”

Pang Qiushi sighed.

"Therefore you are reluctant to give up your own name, and you are reluctant to give up the name of your descendants. You just want to die innocently. Lao Wen, to be honest, you are really selfish. I can probably understand why you made that choice at the time. ”

Wen Changyun was hit hard, yes, to this day, he is still thinking about himself and the Wen family everywhere.

(End of chapter)