Chapter 145: Broken Obsession

Qingwu fell into self-denial and conjecture for a moment, she stood by the window, looking at the forest in the distance.

The lush vegetation in the forest is full of the beauty of vigorous life, just like the baby in her womb, which is growing up healthily.

But now she doesn't know what to do, her long-standing obsession seems to have betrayed herself, and she really didn't think about this problem before.

She recalled all the sweetness and beauty of Cangyuan in the illusion, he pampered himself to the fullest, and his love for himself was like a tide.

He said that he wanted to make himself the happiest woman in the whole capital, and he wanted to give himself the best in the whole world, and his love was so true.

And he really did that, the grandest wedding banquet, wherever he goes, is the focus of envy of others, in front of people he gives himself enough dignity, and after people he still gives himself enough tenderness.

Such a perfect abyss, how could Qing Wu ever think about it when he set foot on the road to find him, he would not want himself, he would not want himself because of racial issues, how could it be?

Qing Wu thought of the abyss outside the phantom world, he was dressed in the costume of modern civilization in the mortal world, and disappeared silently after a night of entertainment.

After so many deliberate encounters, he obviously had many opportunities to tell the truth, but he didn't, he pretended to be strangers to him.

Oh, yes! In the illusion, they are all the same ordinary people, everything is fake, and naturally they can play the piano and ming, and raise their eyebrows.

In reality, the gap between them is too big, one is a demon, who can cultivate and live in the world for hundreds of thousands of years.

And he is just a mortal, a mortal whose life is only a few decades, in his eyes, it is just a blink of an eye.

How can such a small and ordinary self deserve to spend his white head with him? Others are still teenagers, and they are old and yellow.

Qingwu squatted on the ground and cried with her headache, crying silently, crying helplessly, crying sadly, it was humility from the soul, it was a powerless cry from the soul!

She blamed herself for her stupidity, why she came to him recklessly without thinking about these questions, and in the end everything was in vain, and so many people were involved in paying for it.

She and Fusang must have broken him if they didn't say goodbye, and he must have been heartbroken, and they almost promised to stay with each other for a long time.

Xiao He is the biggest victim, his heart is full of himself, maybe he is his only salvation, and in the end, it is just a sharper sword straight into his chest.

These are all the results of their own obsessions, their own impulses, and their own ignorance, and they are all suffering for themselves.

The more Qingwu thought about it, the more heartbroken she became, from a silent scream to a heart-rending scream, and she almost fainted.

She clung to the wall, clutching her chest to calm herself down, yes, she had harmed innocent people and was involved in this matter, but she was now a mother.

She can't hurt her baby again for something irreparable that has already happened, she can't control her emotions anymore, her baby is going to hurt.

Ying Ji said that he almost didn't help himself save the baby, and the baby is now very fragile and needs her care to maintain a positive attitude.

Qingwu took a deep breath to calm herself down as soon as possible, I don't know how long it took for her to stabilize her emotions, and she turned around and didn't know when Ying Ji left.

Qingwu had no choice but to hold on to the wall and tremble to the couch, she trembled and climbed onto the couch and fell asleep in a daze.

Perhaps the grief had drained Qingwu so much of her energy that she soon fell asleep, and then she had a strange dream.

I dreamed that she was dressed in a coarse linen dress like a peasant woman, and her long hair was pulled up, and she was buying something on the street, and someone called her from behind.

Qingwu turned around, it was a man, but she couldn't really see who that person was! The man's figure was blurred like a phantom.

But his voice was very familiar, and she couldn't remember who it was, and she was about to approach to take a closer look, when the scene in the dream suddenly changed.

She was standing in a small courtyard, still dressed in the coarse linen clothes, when there was a knock on the door, and she opened the door suspiciously, and at a glance, the door was an endless red spread.

I don't know who laid out the red carpet, from the gate of the courtyard where she was standing to the distance, at this time, a group of people like palace maids came into the courtyard.

Qingwu was about to ask them what they were going to do, when the scene changed again, this time she was standing on a high platform of a temple.

She turned around and walked a few hundred steps down, and the square below the steps was full of people, much like the civil and military officials on TV.

Qingwu wanted to bow her head, but she felt that her head was very heavy, and she wanted to hold on to something very heavy, and she would fall down as soon as she lowered her head.

Qingwu trembled and didn't dare to move, she turned her eyes slightly, wanting to look to the side, there was a person standing next to her, she didn't know who it was.

Qingwu was about to turn sideways slightly to investigate, but this time the scene changed again, she was standing in a palatial bedroom.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, Qing Wu turned around, and when he saw that it was Cangyuan, Qing Wu was happy to run towards him, but unexpectedly, Cangyuan teleported to her.

Qing Wu saw Cangyuan's face full of displeasure, he seemed to be very angry, and Qing Wu was about to ask him what happened to be unhappy.

Cangyuan suddenly became hideous, reached out and grabbed her jaw tightly, and pushed her back until her back was against the wall.

Qingwu felt that her jaw hurt very much, she was so painful that she couldn't speak, she wanted to resist, she wanted to slap Cangyuan to make him let go, but Cangyuan's expression was terrifying, and her eyes were full of murderous anger.

Qing Wu was so frightened that she didn't dare to move, so she let Cangyuan pinch her jaw hard, tears flowed down her cheeks and onto Cangyuan's hands, and Qingwu didn't even dare to cry out in fear.

Her whole body was trembling uncontrollably, Cangyuan's appearance was really terrifying, as if she dared to resist and say that he was going to kill herself.

But after a long time, Qingwu finally couldn't bear the pain anymore, and she said with difficulty: "A-Yuan......"

Before Qing Wu finished speaking, Cangyuan suddenly roared: "Why? You tell me why? Well? ”

Qingwu's mind was blank, what was Cangyuan talking about? What why? How did she not know anything? What the hell is going on.

Qingwu didn't speak for a long time, Cangyuan seemed to be even more angry, and kissed Qingwu's lips, his kiss was crazy, angry, and murderous.

Qingwu was very uncomfortable, she was about to suffocate, she tried hard to push Cangyuan away, but she couldn't push it, Cangyuan just wouldn't let her go.

Qingwu was really anxious, she already felt that she was starting to have trouble breathing, and she bit Cangyuan's lip hard.

The bloody sweetness of blood entered her throat, Cangyuan finally let go of her, and Qingwu immediately inhaled heavily, she almost thought she was going to die just now.

Cangyuan wiped the blood from his lips, the anger in his eyes seemed to be even stronger, and he immediately kissed Qingwu's lips again.

Qingwu was so frightened that she opened her mouth to shout for help, and then she woke up from her sleep, and Ying Ji was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at her with concern......