Volume 5 Stroke of Genius Chapter 90 Untitled
The stone chair in front of the house was facing the lake in the twilight, Ning Que and Mo Shanshan were sitting on the chairs, and the big black horse was eating grass not far away, of course, it would not really swallow the grass into its stomach, but just pass the time of boredom.
Ning Que told what happened in Kyoto, Mo Shanshan's slender eyelashes flickered slightly, he looked down at the tip of his shoe sticking out of his white skirt, and was silent, even if he heard that his teacher was seriously injured, the expression on his face did not change, only after learning that Ning Que had become the monarch of Dahe, he was a little surprised.
She didn't say nonsense like many women in the world who have been nurtured by talented and beautiful novels for a long time, saying that since you don't want to marry me, why don't you want me to marry.
"In Chang'an City, you said that this time she ran to the sky, ran too far, and couldn't come back, so you didn't have any way, and now she has returned to the world, so what do you think?"
Ning Que said: "I found that what I thought at that time was still too simple, in fact, whether she went to heaven or on earth, she was always there, no way. ”
Mo Shanshan said: "She is no longer her, she is Haotian, can she always like it?"
Ning Que thought for a while and said, "I've thought about this question, she is Haotian, but she has all the memories of Sangsang, those memories with me, how can I say that she is not Sangsang?"
He was silent for a moment, then continued, "I know no one will like her, but I don't care, in fact, I have never cared about this since a long time ago. ”
"That's probably what I like. ”
Mo Shanshan raised his head, looked into his eyes quietly, and said, "What about me?"
Ning Que was silent.
Mo Shanshan said in a low voice: "You are a negative man. ”
Ning Que said: "From a certain point of view, I am indeed a negative man. ”
Mo Shanshan smiled and said, "But it's better than not being a bad man." ”
Feelings are such things, if you are faced with a choice, then you will always have to let one party down. If he wants to live up to the mountains, he has to live up to the Sangsang, and if he wants to live up to the hearts of the two, it is the heart of flowers.
Most of the men are flowery, and some people can do what they have, but he can't do it, because the most critical problem is that neither Sangsang nor Shanshan will accept it.
Ning Que thought for a long time, looked at her beautiful and said, "You are so good. ”
As soon as this sentence came out. He felt like he was stupid.
"I also think I'm a good girl. ”
Mo Shanshan looked at the direction of the lake and said with emotion: "But it's still not enough, I can't win this war after all, but this is the crime of heaven to defeat me, not war." ”
The last slanting sun. Illuminating the quiet lake between the cliffs, the sky is getting dark, the lake surface is covered with golden waves, and the lake water seems to be deep, drifting with the wind, really like ink in the inkstone.
Sangsang sat by the lake, although his figure looked a little lonely. But it's still as high as the sky.
Mo Shanshan looked at that place, was silent for a long time, and then put his legs on the chair as if he was a little afraid of the cold. Holding his knees tightly, he asked, "Do you still like me?"
Ning Que thought about it and said very honestly: "Yes." ”
"But you still don't like it enough," she said. ”
The previous inadequacy refers to herself, and the inadequacy here refers to him.
What should Ning Que say?
She hugged her knees. Said sadly: "You still like her better." ”
The skirt on her knees was wet with tears.
In the eyes of the world, she is a woman who does not ask about the world, is obsessed with runes, and is quiet and gentle. can live, no vulgar rhyme, know the general situation, and have a positive mind, as I said before, she is the best and the best.
Who would have thought that she would shed tears for a man?
This was the first time Ning Que saw her crying, she was very flustered, she didn't know what to do or say, and finally held back a sentence: "Kill me, can you be happier?"
He wasn't joking, he was telling the truth.
There are some things that are too heavy to be rewarded, so what should I do? He subconsciously offered his hands what he thought was the most important thing, and that was life and death.
"People only have one life, you give it to me, what will she do? Or are you used to giving people everywhere? So who do you want to give it to? Why are you so ...... What?"
Mo Shanshan said in tears, today is the first time she has cried in front of people, and it is also the first time she wants to scold people with dirty words, but at the last moment, she was still taken back.
Ning Que has done a lot of things in his life that are not allowed to be in the world, he knows that he is very cold-blooded and ruthless, if you look at it from a secular point of view, he is undoubtedly a scumbag, but he never cares, until he looked at Mo Shanshan's tears at this time, he realized that the original scum is not so easy to be.
It was quiet in front of the house, and the twilight faded, and the shadow cast by the tree behind the chair gradually spread until it blended into the night, and no one spoke for a long time.
"Where are you going next?" she asked, in a hoarse voice.
Ning Que said: "I don't know where the end is. ”
Mo Shanshan looked up at him and asked with concern, "It's hard, isn't it?"
Ning Que said: "I can still bear it." ”
Whether it is for the sake of the world or for himself, he must continue this journey, but since it is a companion swim, how can he be the only one who feels hard?
Just when he was thinking like this, Mo Shanshan looked at the back of Sangsang in the night by the lake, and his feelings became a little complicated, and said, "I think she is also very hard, right?"
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Sangsang has been sitting by the lake.
She first looked at the green lotus flowers in the lake, and calculated that in the early morning of twenty-eight days, the green lotus, which still looked so immature, would be fluffy like a fan, and would give birth to a very delicate lotus.
Then she looked at the lake and calculated that in another three thousand seven hundred and forty-four years, the river at the foot of Mogan Mountain would be connected to the belly of the mountain, and this rippling lake would disappear without a trace at that time.
The lynx girl walked over timidly, offered a cup of tea with both hands, and looked extremely nervous, and then wanted to retreat, but was left by Sang Sang and asked her to accompany her to talk.
Sang Sang likes little girls, because she used to be a little girl, but Tmall Girl didn't know that talking to Haotian was too much pressure for her.
Gossip should be said in idleness, and the person to whom the conversation is too nervous. Then it will be difficult to continue, Sang Sang frowned slightly, and felt
Somewhat bored, he waved her away.
Sangsang continued to look at the lake, trying to figure out whether this lake would disappear early because of the landslide six hundred years later, but he found that there was some chaos, and suddenly remembered the Yanming Lake in Chang'an City.
She looked at the green lotus in the lake, and remembered the lotus flowers in the Yanming Lake.
It doesn't matter, it's just that I grew those lotus flowers myself. So he was impressed, Sang Sang said silently, but he knew that this was just an excuse.
When night fell, she raised her eyes to the stars.
The stars, which seem incomparably complex to humans, are actually very simple numbers in her eyes. It's much simpler than earthly things. She thinks it's boring, humans always like to complicate things, because only then will they find it interesting and feel that survival is meaningful.
The starry sky looked at the earth silently in the night sky, and the position of the stars, and the distance between them, had not changed for countless years.
She suddenly realized that compared to her position in the kingdom of God. The starry sky from the ground, although equally beautiful, always seems a little monotonous and a little boring.
No. Silence is the real beauty, she said silently.
Tranquility is beauty, this is the concept of the Daomen, because of the law of the distribution of stars in the sky. It's Haotian.
Then nature cannot be changed.
At this moment, the cloud southwest of the night sky was blown away by the wind. A full moon is revealed.
The moonlight shone on the earth, and also on the night itself, and the starlight, which had seemed to be frozen before, instantly became alive, and the whole world became alive.
Sang Sang's eyes narrowed, and his willow-like eyes looked bright.
Her eyes were a little confused.
Haotian came to the world, which sounds like a god came into the world, but in fact, the rules leave the objective realm of the rules and come to the world, just like a baby coming to a new world.
Newborn babies rely on instinct to survive and learn in order to grow.
She also relies on instinct to survive in the world, but her instinct is cold rules and logic, and the warm things here are too strange to her.
She was clumsy in her studies.
She was lonely, and if it weren't for Ning Que, she would be even more lonely.
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Mo Shanshan looked at the back of Sangsang by the lake, and said with pity: "She is really pitiful. ”
Ning Que looked at that place, and after a moment of silence, said, "She definitely doesn't like to hear humans comment on her like this, but you're right, she's really pitiful." ”
Mo Shanshan said: "You have to take good care of her." ”
Ning Que thought about the torture in the Xiling Temple and on the journey, and laughed at himself and said, "I'm also pitiful. ”
Mo Shanshan said: "Am I not pitiful?"
Ning Que was about to speak, when he suddenly felt a wet and soft feeling on his face.
Mo Shanshan kissed him gently.
He was a little stunned.
She was a little ashamed, not wanting to grab anything, but just wanting to express her heart and satisfy her heart.
Ning Que was a little nervous and glanced at the lake.
Mo Shanshan looked at the lake and whispered, "Why does it feel like cheating?"
Ning Que smiled bitterly and was speechless.
Mo Shanshan said: "Don't worry. ”
Ning Que said, "I'm not worried about her. ”
Mo Shanshan couldn't help but laugh when he looked at his stubble.
Ning Que said, "I'm worried about you. ”
Mo Shanshan smiled and said, "You don't have to worry about me, in fact, I have already figured it out." ”
Ning Que said: "Can this also be figured out? I can't figure it out." ”
Mo Shanshan smiled and said: "I know you more than ten years later than her, time is such a thing, Haotian also has a way to reverse, let alone a mortal like me?"
"You go with her, if she really comes back to the kingdom of God and doesn't come back, or she doesn't want you anymore, you come to me again, until then, I will be fine. ”
"What if?"
"I'll find a good man. ”
Ning Que listened to this, and subconsciously wanted to answer: Where can I find someone as good as me?
Mo Shanshan knew what he wanted to say, pursed his thin red lips, didn't let himself laugh, and said, "There are not many good women like me, and there are many men who are better than you." ”
Ning Que was a little embarrassed and hurt his self-esteem.
Mo Shanshan suddenly said, "I like you." ”
The moonlight fell on her face, and it was beautiful.
Red walls and white snow, if you like it, how can you forget it?
"But I also like that you like her. ”
She smiled and said, "I like you like her like this." ”
Ning Que didn't speak, just smiled.
I like you too.
He said in his heart.
I like you who like me like this.
He got up and walked out of the shadow of the trees and the night in front of the house, came to the lakeside, looked at Sangsang's back and said, "Let's go." ”
Sangsang stood up and looked at him as he wanted to say something, but said nothing.
The trip continues again.
Someone sent each other off by the lake, and the white skirt fluttered.
In the first year of the Tang Dynasty, the three thousand four hundred and fifty years of Xiling Dazhi, and the fourteenth year of Dahe Chongsheng in the deep winter.
Two thousand Xiling Temple cavalry crossed the river and headed south.
A young man and a woman came to the Great River Country.
The monarch abdicated.
The Great River Kingdom was changed to Yuan Xihuan.
Xi refers to basking in the sun.
Huannai is a stream in the south of the country, and thousands of acacia trees are planted on the side of the stream.
The new monarch is a woman, and on the day she ascended the throne, the woman did not wear a national dress and still had a white skirt.
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(This story started from the red wall and white snow a long time ago, and it was about liking, and the last two likes today are all my views and all my pursuits about love.) Specifically, I will give you a detailed report in a single chapter in the future, or in the afterword after I finish writing the night, and talk about my understanding. This chapter is very laborious to write.,I really want everyone to accept the best to like it.,Half of the old life is gone.,There's only one chapter today.,After writing it, I found that I couldn't find any suitable words to do the chapter name.,I had to be untitled.,Two chapters tomorrow.。 )