This is probably a doomed thing.

Shen Qinghe, who has such a "rich" growth experience, is unlikely to be a bright and upright character.

Just like movie fans, fans think that he has a wealthy family and is loved by his parents, so he is warm and sunny and flawless.

In fact, the barren soil can't raise beautiful words, and the dark and chaotic growth environment can only raise a false perfect male god.

The real him, as Ming Dai said, is a cold, selfish, arrogant and despicable person.

In this way, of course, he will choose to beautify himself in his memory.

I remember when I first met Mingdai, her eyebrows and eyes were amazingly beautiful, and there was no trace of gloom on her face when she smiled.

He was moved by the smile, but he didn't believe that anyone could smile like that.

Obviously she is nothing special, and even has a pair of vampire parents and an agent cousin who manipulates her, growing up in that environment, why is her personality so pure that she seems to have never experienced wind and rain?

What's more, her heart is crystal clear and magnificent, reflecting his face so ridiculously pathetic.

Because he was ashamed of his appearance, he chose to suppress her and belittle her.

As if in this way, it can raise his ridiculous self-esteem.

After the two came together, he was obviously happy and satisfied, sweet and enjoyable, but he wanted to mock hard:

Look, she's no different from the others.

He and his adoptive parents took what they needed, and he and she took what they needed.

She provides him with emotional value, and he provides her with the resources of the entertainment industry.

In fact, now that I look closely, the so-called resources given are not important at all, and he excluded those big productions and good scripts that can really make her popular, but he just gave a few bad vicious female supporting scripts, and asked her to be grateful to Dade.

But the truth is that Ming Dai's talent and appearance are all excellent, and it only takes one opportunity to become popular, and the scripts he gave not only failed to create and support her, but instead made her gradually consume her acting aura in the seamless group of continuous rotation, and became mediocre and unbrilliant.

What is holding her, she should be grateful to Dade...... It's clear that he ruined her!

Later, the two broke out in an affair, and public opinion is always more tolerant of the man, plus he is absolutely strong on the side of fame.

He Shen Qinghe, who is well versed in the evil of human nature, really doesn't know the little abacus of the agent Xiang Yuan?

He knows.

Even all the methods that Xiang Yuan used to be used in his mind were already associated with him.

Agent Xiang Yuan is selfish and profitable, in order to maintain his reputation and interests, and ensure that his fan circle is stable and will not run fans because of this, he will definitely choose to point the spearhead of public opinion at Ming Dai.

So he poured dirty water on Ming Dai, and portrayed her in word of mouth as scheming and vicious, unscrupulous for the top, so that Shen Qinghe is a clean and flawless male god Shen Qinghe.

As a result, the public opinion that was already targeting Ming Dai became more and more out of control, chaotic, and vicious, which was enough to be called a kind of cyber violence, and even affected Ming Dai's work.

Ming Dai was also affected by this, and asked him for help in fear.

He was contemptuous, dismissive, and even couldn't help but think, it turned out that she was not as strong and brave as she thought, but she was just an ordinary being, and she would be influenced by the outside world, so how much of what she showed was true and how much was false?

In the end, in a cruel and cold tone, he told her slowly:

Maybe you should look to yourself for the reason. ’

Stop pretending.

Reveal your true self.

And Mingdai, who didn't know it, looked at him in disbelief, as if she was hurt by his words.

At that moment, his heart ached uncontrollably, tearing.

It was also because of this that Shen Qinghe noticed that he had developed unusual feelings for Ming Dai.

It turned out that it was not a casual liking for kittens and dogs, but a budding love for a man for a woman.

…… Love?

Is there really love in this world?

The love of parents for their children is to be able to use their children as a punching bag and a shield;

The love of husband and wife for each other is betrayal and violence all the time;

…… What else can be called love?

Back then, Shen Qinghe, who found the word "love" popping up in his mind, almost frantically wanted to deny this fact.

In his opinion, Ming Dai is never worthy of this love.

Of course, he didn't deserve it.

Thereupon.

Hurt for granted;

self-righteous indifference;

arrogant and ridiculous pretence;

……

Shen Qinghe, who is self-loathing and has never learned from his lover, used that spike to push Ming Dai farther and farther.

Looking back many years later, perhaps he not only pushed away the only love and warmth he could have in this life, but also completely missed the only opportunity that allowed him to heal his childhood trauma and return to normal happiness.

Shen Qinghe regretted it.

But so what?

As Ming Dai said-

His tragic childhood is not a reason to hurt Mingdai.

He doesn't have that qualification.

……

……

Shrouded in darkness and oppressive room, Shen Qinghe slept in the dark.

He had a dream in which he went back to many years ago, when he and Ming Dai first met.

met Ming Dai, who was in a bad situation and still had a clear and pure temperament, he fell in love at first sight, and after a year of hard pursuit, she finally agreed to his request and became his girlfriend.

One is a popular star, and the other is a young actor who no one cares about, but in private, he is not high-minded, but he loves her very much, treats her as a treasure, and carefully takes care of her cleanliness.

When her vampire parents and sinister agent cousin try to squeeze her, he becomes furious and takes matters into his own hands, never mentioning Minday's name again.

And his agent Xiang Yuan, dissatisfied with his burying of his rising career for his girlfriend, quietly smeared Ming Dai's reputation with the paparazzi, but he found out, and he decisively chose to terminate the contract with Xiang Yuan and draw a clear line.

Later, the paparazzi photographed the two, and she was attacked by public opinion, he resolutely stood up, announced his relationship to the public, and expressed his feelings for her sincerely.

Fans couldn't accept it, and immediately lost more than half of his fans, and his commercial value as a top class was hit, and the negotiated script flew away.

But he didn't care, being with her made him feel more satisfying than a successful career.

Later, he worked hard to hone his acting skills, transformed from traffic to strength, and also walked out of a way.

And for so many years, he has always been with Mingdai.

Life is perfect, but that's it.

……

In the dream, they have been dating for many years, and they are finally about to enter the marriage hall.

At the moment when he held the diamond ring and knelt down to her to propose, she had always been smiling, her face was cold, cold and detached.

'I've never loved you. Not before, and not ever! ’