Chapter 45: She is still the same Gu Niansheng
Don't forget to watch the corners of Gu Niansheng's eyes slowly become mist, a little unclear.
The water droplets from the corners of Gu Niansheng's eyes slowly slipped down his cheeks and into his neck.
"Nian Sheng, what's wrong with you?" asked Mo Forget softly.
"Huh, what?" Gu Niansheng turned around and looked at Mo Forget suspiciously.
Don't forget to find out that Gu Niansheng had tears on both cheeks.
"Nian Sheng, you, cry!"
"Cry!" Gu Niansheng raised his hand and touched his cheek, only to realize that he was crying!
"What's wrong?" Mo Forget couldn't help but ask again.
"No, it's okay!" Gu Niansheng wiped the tears on his face in a panic, and turned sideways to Mo Forget.
Gu Niansheng's side face is very beautiful, but such a sad mood is not suitable for her.
"Niansheng~" Don't forget to see Gu Niansheng's sadness, but what is hidden behind the sadness, don't forget.
Gu Niansheng bypassed the bed, walked to the side where Mo Forget was lying, squatted down, and looked at Mo Forget: "Are you thirsty?" I'll pour you water." β
Mo Forget looked at Gu Niansheng in front of her, there was still mist in her eyes that had not dissipated, and her frowning brows made Mo Forget look very distressed.
Don't forget to raise your hand and put it on Gu Niansheng's head, and gently rubbed Gu Niansheng's hair.
"Nian Sheng, do you have something in your heart to say to me, is it right to say something, and you have something to tell me? β
Don't forget that the gentle voice made Gu Niansheng unable to resist, you can imagine how lethal this sentence will be to Gu Niansheng.
Gu Niansheng was tired of squatting, and sat directly on the floor. Then he lay on the bed and began to cry.
Don't forget to look at Gu Niansheng gently and distressedly, and gently caress her back with his hand.
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Gu Niansheng's worries and doubts that had been pent up in his heart these days were finally vented in one go.
Gu Niansheng's doubts came from her adoptive parents, who couldn't stand their beating and scolding, so she ran away from home and came to Beijing. Gu Niansheng didn't know if she should go back to see them, but she was worried that she would have to be beaten and scolded when she went back, and in that family, Gu Niansheng felt that she was a superfluous person, she didn't want to see their family happy together, and she couldn't fit in like an outsider.
Gu Niansheng was adopted into the Gu family when she was eight years old, and her adoptive parents were very good to her at first, until her mother became pregnant and gave birth to her younger brother, their attitude took a 180-degree turn, and they no longer cared about her.
Gu Niansheng could have run back to the welfare home by herself, but she didn't. She didn't want to be disappointed again and again. The boys in the welfare home were adopted one by one, but there were more and more girls, and the little Gu Niansheng knew that the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, so after a long time, she no longer expected it, and when she didn't expect it, she was adopted into the Gu family.
When he was a child, Gu Niansheng didn't know why his parents were so good to him at first, and then they became like this. It wasn't until he grew up that Gu Niansheng slowly learned the answer from his parents' abuse every time.
Gu Niansheng's adoptive father is called Gu Hou, and his adoptive mother is called Li Xiuping.
It's just because Gu Hou and Li Xiuping have been married for many years and haven't been able to have a child, so they went to the welfare home to adopt Gu Niansheng, and then less than two years later, Li Xiuping suddenly became pregnant and gave birth to a son. Gu Niansheng naturally stopped being treated.
It wasn't until Gu Niansheng was forcibly dropped out of junior high school by his parents and resisted to no avail, that Gu Niansheng knew deeply that if he wanted to get out of the sea of suffering, he had to leave this home. But even if her adoptive parents treat her badly, Gu Niansheng is still a person who values her family, and she is still a little reluctant to this family.
On the day of her eighteenth birthday, she thought that her parents would remember, even if they didn't pay attention to her, at least such an important day, Gu Niansheng thought that they would be kind to themselves and would buy a cake for her to celebrate.
But no, nothing, no cake, no better, not even a happy birthday.
Gu Niansheng lay on the bed at night, tears slowly flowing down, soaking the pillow. Before dawn the next day, Gu Niansheng took 300 yuan from Li Xiuping's wallet, ran to the train station alone, and bought a ticket to Beijing as soon as possible.
Gu Niansheng, who was sitting on the train, shrunk herself in the corner, and everything around her was so out of place with her. Only the only belief in her heart, the only voice, is still supporting her from falling.
After getting off the train, although she was attracted by the scenery of the big city, she soon found that she was unfamiliar with the place, and she couldn't find any money in her pocket. Gu Niansheng squatted in a dim corner crying with some despair, all the grievances and sadness were vented at this moment, she was in a foreign land, and she didn't even know what to do next.
That's when Grandma appeared!
She took Gu Niansheng home, bought her new clothes, and took Gu Niansheng at home. Gu Niansheng felt that the warmth of family affection that she had never felt before wrapped her, making her even more grateful to the old man in front of her.
When he first came to Beijing, Gu Niansheng was unfamiliar with his life and was ostracized everywhere. She has no education, no background, nothing, and runs into walls everywhere.
She has been living at her grandmother's house, not charging rent, eating and drinking for nothing, and her grandmother will buy her new clothes from time to time. Gu Niansheng didn't know what to say, she felt very ashamed, she didn't do anything, but she got such a big favor.
Grandma said that she would not take it to heart, because seeing her reminded her of her daughter and granddaughter. Grandma's daughter died in the operating room, dystocia, and grandma's daughter was gone, along with her granddaughter.
Grandma said that seeing Gu Niansheng was like seeing them, so that she, a lonely old man, could also enjoy the happiness of having a granddaughter.
What else can Gu Niansheng say, but she has regarded her grandmother as her own grandmother in her heart, and secretly swore that she will be filial to her grandmother in the future.
Until he received the offer call from the dessert shop, Gu Niansheng still felt a little unreal.
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Finally, she did it, she was not defeated by reality, but still positive, optimistic and cheerful to face every day. Gu Niansheng thought that when she came to the big city, she would change, become realistic, become snobbish, and become unaware of herself! But no, she is still the same Gu Niansheng, the simple, cheerful, and courageous Gu Niansheng!!
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