Chapter 1: The Long Road of Life
Blue Star September 9, 2030, Shencheng, Henan Province. A middle-aged man in his thirties said goodbye to his parents. Embarking on a journey on a poor journey, this is a middle-aged man with a story.
His surname is Yu, and his name is Zijun. Chinese New Year's Eve is thirty-three years old, and his silver hair shows that he is a man who has experienced the vicissitudes of the world.
Yu Zijun once had a happy family, but unfortunately lost everything in a car accident at the beginning of the year! His wife and children were killed in the accident.
The culprit is a rich second generation who is drunk driving, and Yu Zijun paid a huge price to let the other party receive the punishment he deserves.
Although the other party was punished, Yu Zijun, who was a husband and a father, still couldn't let go for a long time!
Get drunk every day, borrow wine to kill your sorrows! Hope that the temporary paralyzing effect of alcohol will forget the pain and let you sleep peacefully.
The ancients did not deceive him, drawing a knife to cut off the water and the water flowed more, and raising wine to eliminate sorrow and sorrow!
The dream of a happy family has been shattered, haunting my heart like a nightmare, lingering!
In the middle of the night, he often dreamed of his young son and daughter standing in front of him, and dreamed of his lover's voice and smile......
I could vaguely hear my son and daughter laughing and shouting at him, "Dad, come and play with us!" The lover stood in front of the dining table and warmly said to himself: "Brother Jun, come and eat." Don't always spoil your two live babes! Pamper them so much, you'll suffer when you grow up......"
Whenever I dream of these kind words, it feels like yesterday!
Yu Zijun, who woke up from a nightmare, had to face the grief of 'losing a child in middle age'! I can't wait to leave with my wife and children and leave this miserable world!
But when I saw the silver hair at home, the elderly parents, I couldn't bear it. Can't let them get hit again! The departure of the grandson, granddaughter and wife has made the second elder grief and heartbroken!
As a Son of Man, how can he... How dare you continue to sprinkle salt on the wounds of the second elder?
After more than half a year of ideological struggle and death struggle! Yu Zijun is getting thinner, haggard, and his silver hair is like frost......
Yu Zijun decided to hide from the elderly second elder of the family and transfer all the property in his name to his parents.
If you want to go out on a wandering trip! I hope to get out of my predicament...... I said to my parents: "Mom and Dad, I really don't know what I should do now!" So I want to go out for a walk. β
The parents listened to their son's words, and as a person who had come over, they also knew in their hearts that such a thing had happened. It's not easy to persevere!
He agreed blankly: "It's better to go for a walk and relax, it's better than drinking every day at home and having nightmares!" I often hear your hoarse screams in the middle of the night. We are also so tormented and anxious that we don't know how to comfort you! β
The kind mother looked at her son's gray hair, and said sadly: "Jun'er, your parents know that you are bitter in your heart. We are also bitter in our hearts, but life still has to go on. If you want to go out on a trip to relax, your father and I have no objection. But when you can't think about it, think about your parents who are too old. I don't want to say anything else, so I'm going to pack your bags. β
Looking at his elderly parents, Yu Zijun hurriedly spoke out and comforted: "Parents, don't worry! I'm really just going out for a walk...... It's not as serious as you think, I'm an adult and I know what I'm doing! β
The father looked at his only son, slowly got up and patted Yu Zijun's head. I left without saying a word, and silence is better than sound at this time!
Yu Zijun was patted on the head by his father, and he couldn't help but fall into childhood memories......
Young and sturdy fathers always like to touch their son's head after work.
At that time, he was young and naΓ―ve, and he was always angry! yelled at his smiling father: "Dad, don't always touch my head, I won't grow tall...... If you touch it too much, you will become bald...... I can't marry a mother-in-law in my life......"
The father is always amused to laugh, and still continues to touch his son's head affectionately!
I don't remember when my father really stopped touching his head! I gradually forgot what happened when I was a child......
But at this moment, the familiar and distant memories involuntarily returned!
The collapse of adults is often in an instant, and Yu Zijun burst into tears and couldn't cry at this moment!
That night, the only three people left in the family coincided and had no intention of sleeping......
Yu Zijun thought that as a son of man, he couldn't let his parents worry about the only relative in this world!
The elderly second elder stayed up all night, worried that his only son would not be able to open his mind and get into a dead end. is about to go out, and the second elder is even more uneasy!
left his son at home, and he didn't know how to comfort him. Watching his son suffer and be in pain. The two elders are full of entanglements and contradictions in their hearts, and they don't know what to do...... I can only fulfill his wish and let him go out for a walk and relax!
The next day, it was dawn. Yu Zijun got up early and prepared to leave silently! But he didn't expect his parents to be earlier than him, and he knew that he hadn't slept all night by looking at the bloodshot eyes of the second elder through the light!
The mother snuggled up in her father's arms, holding a plate of dumplings in her hand. Yu Zijun didn't know what to say, so he silently stepped forward to take the dumplings, and ate them in a big gulp, feeling the temperature on the dumplings.
Yu Zijun's silent tears flowed down uncontrollably!
The mother looked at her son who was full of silver frost and came to her heart, and the father comforted and comforted her on the side: "Jun Zai, just go out for a walk, don't worry!" Everything will pass, everything will be fine! β
The elderly mother was tired and sleepy, and fell into a deep sleep. The father took the blanket on the sofa and gently covered his lover!
On the other side, he smiled and showed off to his son: "Your mother was white and beautiful when she was young, she can be said to be a flower in ten miles and eight villages, and the people who came to propose relatives lined up from the head of the village to the end of the village!"
In the end, I chose to marry a stupid and stupid me, and many people don't understand. After I got married, I was curious and asked why your mother chose me at that time. At that time, there were a lot of young men with better conditions than me, why did they look down on me who was poor and stupid? Your mother always smiled and didn't say anything! It confuses me every time!
It wasn't until you got married that she told me the long-awaited answer, saying that I had no merit as a person, and that I was stupid because I was stupid. O man! Can't be too smart, too smart to be unlikable, and have a lot of thoughts. It's better to be stupid, people are more realistic, and there are some things in life that are hung on your face, and you won't feel uncomfortable in your heart!
Later, as your mother said, she and I were indeed happier in our lives, and the two of us solved some things with a smile!
Originally, your mother and I had no regrets in our lives when you gave birth to two dolls! But the sky did not fulfill people's wishes, but I didn't expect that in the ancient years, the white-haired people sent the black-haired people! ......
Do you still know what this plate of dumplings means? β
Originally, Yu Zijun was listening attentively, but was suddenly interrupted by his father's question. Looking at the dumplings in his hand, he remembered his mother's teachings to him when he went out to study for the first time: "Dumplings are homophonic to "godson", before the child goes out, the father's earnest teachings, and the mother's voice admonishes, just for the child to go out, do things well, be safe and smooth, and return home as soon as possible! β
Later, when I grew up, I knew that dumplings have many meanings. But most of them don't have the words of their mothers, and they remember it deeply!
Yu Zijun originally opened his mouth to speak, but was pressed down by the old father who raised his hand. Whispered, "Go! Go early and come back early. Just know it in your heart! Your mother is too tired during this time, let her sleep peacefully! β
Seeing his parents snuggled up on the sofa and falling asleep, Yu Zijun picked up his mother's luggage that he had packed last night. tiptoed to his parents and kissed goodbye to the second elder!
Came to the gate and looked up at the bright morning star in the sky. Yu Zijun knows that the new journey in his life has just begun!
Looking at the starlight in the sky, I seemed to vaguely see my wife and children blessing me: "Dear father, my love, you are not alone, we will guide you all the way in heaven!" β
Yu Zijun smiled and nodded, and responded in a low voice: "Lian'er, I have been very busy before my death, and I don't have time to accompany you on a trip. Now I'm going to take a look at this world of flowers for you. Xiaojie and girl, you have to listen to your mother carefully, otherwise your father will beat people! My father doted on you too much when I was alive, and now I don't have a chance to beat you if I want to, so let your mother beat me a few more times in the sky. I'm leaving, and you're going to show me the way in heaven all the time! I'm afraid I won't be able to find my way home......"
The bright starlight guides the way, and the lonely figure is gradually moving away! It was this father's and mother's love that saved the son's new life! Father's love is like a mountain, deep and steady. Mother's love is like the sea, soft and broad. The mountains and the sea are all affectionate!
Snuggled up on the sofa in the house, elderly parents who pretend to sleep will smile! At this moment, you can really sleep peacefully! The gentleman I was familiar with is back......