"Why are you in my room?"

She was shocked and a little uncomfortable.

Zuo Xingyun didn't answer her question, and got straight to the point: "I saw those things on the Internet." ”

At this moment, Xiang Wan was embarrassed.

She didn't know why she was embarrassed, obviously she didn't have such emotions in front of Shi Nian'an.

She hugged her knees and lowered her eyes silently, not daring to look directly into Zuo Xingyun's gaze.

After a while, Zuo Xingyun spoke again: "Why didn't you tell me?" ”

Xiang Wan was full of negative energy, and felt like she was about to drown in her emotions: "Why do you want to tell you? ”

"You have never been able to hide your thoughts, you will tell me everything in the past......" Zuo Xingyun's tone was full of loss, he stood up and turned his back to her, but he did not leave, and his long figure was reflected more and more upright by the light of the stage.

His words became the last straw that crushed the camel, Xiang Wan got up and knelt on the bed, grabbed a pillow and smashed it on his back: "Then what do you want me to do?" You killed my dad, what do you want me to do?! Why are you still being nice to me? Is it because of guilt or is it because of the past?! Do you know how tormented I am? While looking forward to your death, and on the other hand, shaken by your kindness to me! Don't be pretending anymore! I'd rather you hadn't saved me that day and let me go with my dad! I don't want to live like this again......"

After venting, only helpless choking remained.

At this time, Xiang Wan felt like a lonely boat on the vast sea, rocking in the huge waves and not knowing the way forward, and fearing that he would sink to the bottom of the sea in the next second.

Zuo Xingyun's kindness to her was like a pair of hands helping her stabilize the lonely boat, giving her a sense of security and making her no longer afraid. But it was these hands that put her on the boundless sea!

Her heart was forced to split in two, half for resentment and half for remembrance.

What I resent is the hatred of killing my father, and what I remember is that the old man is no longer there.

Zuo Xingyun looked back at her, hesitated for a second, and suddenly stepped forward and took her into his arms, which was a force that could not be refused.

Xiang Wan struggled hard, but couldn't break free, and finally simply leaned on him and cried, tears wetting his expensive suit.

In a trance, she heard him say, "As far as I owe you, you can rely on me, just like when you were a child." You have never lived alone, and I will never leave you. ”

At this time, Xiang Wan was like a child who was twisted, crying and scolding him for being a liar: "Say that you will never leave me, so what are the eight years?!" You're a liar! ”

……

When he woke up, Xiang Wan had a vague memory of last night's events, as if he was drunk, and many details evaporated with the alcohol.

The only thing she remembered clearly was that she had been crying at Zuo Xingyun for most of the night......

It has been proven that when people are extremely emotionally out of control, they cannot control their own behavior.

That kind of embarrassing thing is unbearable to recall, just thinking about it, the toes can be embarrassed to be deducted out of three bedrooms and one living room.

She prayed that Zuo Xingyun had already gone out, at least for the time being, she didn't want to meet him, so as not to be awkward.

She deliberately went downstairs about ten minutes later than usual, and when she saw Zuo Xingyun's door closed, she breathed a sigh of relief, and listened carefully to the movement downstairs, which was very good and quiet.

When she got downstairs, Zuo Xingyun was really not there, Zhang's mother beckoned her to breakfast, and she waved her hand: "Don't eat, it's too late today, and I'm going to be late for my part-time job." ”

"Don't worry, the second master hasn't left yet, I'm waiting for you at the gate, he will send you, it's too late!"

Zhang's mother's words were like a fixed bullet, which shook Xiang Wan's body, and her hands and feet began to stiffen and become uncoordinated.

She had no choice but to move to the dining table, took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Zuo Xingyun: Don't wait for me, you can go first.

I didn't expect Zuo Xingyun to be unusually 'considerate': It's okay, I'll wait for you.

She held her phone tightly, struggling in her heart, and finally she could only accept her fate, embarrassing is embarrassing, anyway, it's not the first time, is there less embarrassment in front of him?

In the end, she overestimated herself, and when she went out, her limbs stiffened even more, so that the first thing Zuo Xingyun said to her after getting in the car was: "Why did you go on crutches?" ”