"Yes." Zuo Xingyun replied without thinking, and then asked rhetorically, "Do you have it?" ”

Xiang Wan nodded heavily: "I'm the same, it's a pity that there is no regret medicine, and time will not go back." ”

They tacitly didn't ask each other what the thing they regretted was, maybe they knew each other in their hearts.

Xiang Wan suddenly felt that his eyes were astringent, so he raised his head and looked at the sky.

The moonlight sparsely sprinkled down through the gaps in the trellises, cold and soft.

After a long time, she spoke again: "We can't be the same as before, you got everything you wanted, I want to know, why do you still treat me as well as before?" You should have left me and my mom alone. If it was because I saved you, I didn't have to, from the moment you killed my dad, I hated you so much. ”

"Huh." Zuo Xingyun suddenly laughed, revealing a thick sense of helplessness, and seemed to be mixed with a bit of self-deprecation: "If I say that your father's death has nothing to do with me, you won't believe it, even I don't believe it." As for why I didn't let you and your mother go, it's because I don't want your mother to end up being like my grandmother......"

Xiang Wan remembered that Zuo Xingyun had a grandmother, who was his only relative, and she had been dependent on each other since childhood. Since Zuo Xingyun left eight years ago, she has not heard anything from him, and she doesn't know what happened to his grandmother.

She vaguely guessed something: "What's wrong with your grandma......?" ”

"Dead." Grief infected Zuo Xingyun's voice: "A person, alone in a dilapidated rental house, the body was found only after the body was decomposed, and finally scribbled and buried, I didn't even see her for the last time......"

Xiang Wan was a little shocked, her throat seemed to be stuck by something, and she couldn't speak.

Her mind is very confused, Zuo Xingyun is sitting on the Galaxy Group, it stands to reason that he will not be short of money, how could he let his grandmother die alone in the rental house?

His tone clearly showed that this matter was not so simple.

Xiang Wan suddenly thought of it, Mu Zi'an said that Zuo Xingyun had been in prison before, was it true? His grandmother's death happened while he was in prison?

Ah Chen said that his life was worse than death in the past eight years, and she became more and more curious about what he had experienced in the past eight years, the eight years without news, and the eight years that made her wait became a boulder in her heart, suffocating and uncomfortable, and she couldn't remove it.

Before she could continue to think deeply, Zuo Xingyun suddenly stood up.

The moonlight refracted his long shadow on Xiang Wan's body, almost completely covering her.

He said, "I promised your dad that I would always take care of you, and I would do it until you no longer needed me." I know you're curious about a lot of things, but I can't tell you, that's the best protection for you, and sometimes curiosity isn't a good thing. If we can, I hope we can still do the same as before, it doesn't matter if we can't, as long as you listen to me and don't get to the bottom of it, no matter what you do to me, I can stand it. ”

After speaking, he reached out and probed the temperature of the teapot on the table: "The tea is cold, go back and rest early." ’

After Zuo Xingyun left, Xiang Wan sat alone for half an hour.

This is the first time Zuo Xingyun has talked to her so much since she came back, and she felt that the person sitting opposite her and confiding in her was not him, after all, there was a huge contrast between him and usual, and he had never been quiet.