Xiaorou and I just returned to Nanjing, Xiaobao, Chunlin, Huo Feng and they came to play with me, because it was a holiday and it was a festival, everyone had no study pressure, and the long-suppressed playfulness was very strong, and they all wanted to vent, Xiaobao had to pull me and them to go to the Southern Tang Dynasty Erling to "rob the tomb", and it was an all-night "tomb robbery," these boys rarely seized a chance to be crazy enough, Xiaorou was very unhappy to refuse for me" My brother has just come back from Saiwai, and the fatigue of the journey has not yet recovered, so don't call my brother to go out to play, and come back in a few days!"

Xiaobao, Chunlin, Huo Feng, you look at me, I look at you, thoughtfully, pretending to be enlightened, as if a word to wake up the appearance of a person in a dream nodded his head again and again, Xiaobao laughed and said, "Have you gone on a honeymoon trip?" Shamefully went to get a feather and slapped Xiaobao, Xiaobao pulled Chunlin like an act and hurriedly fled from my house, deliberately hit the door and then covered his head with his hand and got into the elevator The parents looked at us and looked at us, as if they had returned to their youth, and couldn't help laughing happily, Xiaorou suddenly found herself a little tough, and quickly restored the image of a good girl in the past, and went to help her mother (also her godmother) do things after placing the feather shot.

Mom's cooking skills are good, Xiaorou seems to have gotten the true inheritance, and the fried dishes are also full of flavor, flavor and color. At the time of eating, my mother praised Xiaorou again, and the words of praise seemed to be intentionally said to me, anyway, my mother liked Xiaorou more and more, and the smiling and kind eyes looked like she was looking at her future daughter-in-law, and the New Year's money was more and more, and the thick stack of money in the red envelope was heavy, more than what was given to me, I saw that I was going to change the cash check in the future, Xiaorou looked at her nose and nose and heart like the little daughter-in-law who had just passed the door, and was as well-behaved as the little daughter-in-law who had just passed the door, snuggling up to her mother as if she was her own, and I was hugging her

In the middle of the night, the noisy city slowly regained its silence, not even the chirping of small insects, I lay alone in bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, the goddess in my heart seemed to have a thousand years of agreement with me, and appeared in a flash unexpectedly, during this time I dreamed more often, "that person" seemed to be getting closer and closer to me. In fact, in everyone's heart, there is a "that person" what will she be? Maybe everyone is in a different situation, so it will be different, it may be a gentle girl next door or a passionate little pepper.

And my "person" she is so sacred and indecent, so holy and not stained with a single speck of dust, she is like an inextinguishable beacon in my heart, like a faith floating in the air, flickering or sometimes, clear and vague like a dream - love is dreamy but real, who is she? She is like a charming and tender Jiangnan girl, no matter the change of time and space in spring, summer, autumn and winter, she has lived in my heart forever, the smooth and crystal beautiful eyes, like the brightest stars hanging in the night sky, thick and curved eyelashes, rhythmic intoxicating rhythm, she is the girl I have been waiting for for a thousand years, the goddess in my heart, she likes to use her long eyelashes to dance "eyelash dance" on me It must have been an original nirvana that only she could have, and from my head to my toes, she blinked with her beautiful eyelashes, like a light and fluttering fairy, gently sweeping every inch of my body

Her every voice and smile seemed to be so clear, deeply rooted in my mind, and the smile of the whole country was like the most dazzling sunshine, lighting up every corner of my heart. I have always wanted to quietly record every dream moment between me and her, record all the firsts with her, and wait until I sit in the rocking chair and can't go anywhere before telling her, she will definitely blink in surprise, blush and say: "I know that you, the big villain, will always remember so many firsts" Maybe after the prosperity, it is just a handful of fine sand, there is no longer that amazing appearance, everything drifts into the stream with the wind, precipitates, fades, and never returns......

This is what I have often been troubled by, life is as short as a glimpse, how can I bear to see my goddess grow old and wither? What could be more cruel and painful than seeing your beloved die in front of you while you could do nothing about it? Now it's okay, the Qingchao Divine Skill can relieve me of these troubles, and now I look forward to her appearance, I can wait for the moment when she runs towards me in a silk dress as white as snow, I can infuse her with the second layer of the Child's Golden Cover, and freeze her youth with a short-lived wood realm (which must give her soul true qi every month), so that her life is eternal.

"Why do you keep me waiting?" Why do you only appear in dreams and don't come to see me?Do you know how anxious I am?" She must have been coquettish and tired, "I just want to see if you big bad guy can forget me" Why is all this so clear in the dream? Is it the promise on the Sansheng Stone?

The next morning and Xiao Rouchen ran away, the road around the lake was depressed, the white dew and frost covered the dead grass on the side of the road, a dry plum tree next to the fake stone of the lake seemed to be lifeless, a small plum blossom stubbornly drilled out of the little head on the inconspicuous dead branches, in the morning glow of the yellow like the heart of the sunshine, is my goddess? I stood beside the plum tree and looked at the arrogant plum blossom in a daze, Xiaorou quietly came to me, looked at the plum blossom and looked at me, did not interrupt my reverie My parents went back to the company, lunch was made by Xiaorou, it was very delicious.

After dinner, I rested for a while and began to practice until after dinner, Xiao Rou's best friend Ling'er dragged her away, saying that she wanted Xiao Rou to accompany her to do her hair, and I was left alone in the empty room, and the cranky sunset gradually fell, and the afterglow finally disappeared in the tall buildings in the distance, an inexplicable sense of loss filled the whole room, time was ticking and ticking, and the black night began to fall quietly, as if to announce that the world would begin to fall silent, Xiao Rou has not come back, I don't know when it began, when I was alone at home, I liked to close the doors and windows, not turn on the lights or computers, and meditate quietly there。

After going through the ups and downs of life, I seem to slowly start to become numb, the sunny smile I used to be rare is rare, I am not too interested in anything, I don't want to pay attention to anything, it seems that I have depression. When I opened the corner of the curtain and looked at the endless night sky through the bright glass window, I thought most about taking refuge in Buddhism, and thinking that there could be a place where my mind could be calm, and that it should be a parallel world, right?

More than 2,000 years ago, the Buddha Shakyamuni was a brave and handsome prince, what was the power that made him give up his throne and the princess (his wife was a princess of a neighboring country) to abandon his worldly possessions and devote himself to the Buddha Gate of Pudu sentient beings? Is it to find a place where the mind can be settled ---- die? Or did the Buddha also know that there is a parallel world? It is impossible for me to know the Buddha's thoughts after a thousand years, but the stability of the mind is indeed the pursuit of every mortal.

Under Xiao Rou's supervision, the cultivation of "Qingchao Divine Skill" has been improving, and I have just opened my posture and is ready to consolidate the "Blue and White Chi You Lu" that I have just recently broken through when the first layer of the boy is flying, and then consolidate the "Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong" A rush of doorbells interrupted my train of thought. I opened the door, and was about to take a closer look, and there was a big head in front of me, and before I could ask, the big head began to squirt in a thick voice: "What's wrong Yuchen?

This talking guy is my hardcore brother - Deqi. As soon as I entered the door, he and his gang pulled me into the car to "Nanyi". In fact, I haven't been out for a long time, and it seems that if I don't go out again, I will probably grow hair on my body. Because of the inside line, we smoothly blended into the campus party scene.

As soon as I entered the door, I was infected by the passionate atmosphere of the party, with groups of handsome men and women dressed in avant-garde clothes, beams of bizarre colored lights, and soft music like fairy rhyme. In the haze of the lights, I saw a fairy-like girl, and from afar it felt like she was so "familiar" in her dreams? Her back was graceful and skillful, with a natural freshness to be carved, and there was also a kind of elegant and calm calmness. I was immediately struck by the beauty of this girl, there is such a beautiful girl in the world, there seems to be a red thread guiding me, and I can't help but walk towards "that person".