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Inscription: I can't walk, my mind goes further; I can't speak, words are my heart.

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Many twists of fate are in an instant.

If Zheng Riqiang is described as "ill-fated", it is appropriate.

In the past year, there have been several major events that have tormented him.

The first thing happened just nine months ago.

He was still a doctor at the time.

As a resident doctor, he had to make rounds every day.

That morning, during his rounds, he found a middle-aged woman in room 520 weeping and tidying up.

When asked about the reason, the people in the same ward said that since the woman was admitted to the hospital, her family had never come, and she never listened to the phone, and she owed thousands of yuan in medical expenses, but no one had settled it, so the hospital stopped taking medicine, and now she was discharged from the hospital.

Since he was not the attending doctor, he did not know about it.

However, she is a patient of Zheng Riqiang, and the treatment of breast cancer has been effective in the early stage, and she will be basically cured in time. And now being discharged from the hospital is tantamount to losing all the previous efforts.

Zheng Riqiang was a little unbearable, and after the ward round, he was about to go to the medical department to help her speak.

Unexpectedly, in the medical department, before he could speak, the chief of the medical department found him.

The chief of the medical department was wearing glasses, and when he looked at him from above the glasses, he could see that Zheng Riqiang's heart was furious.

After a while, the section chief said: This month's salary has come out, and you are still the first from the bottom.

There was some anger and reproach in the voice.

Zheng Riqiang originally wanted to help the patient to say something, but he couldn't say it.

This is the third consecutive month that Zheng Riqiang's salary has been at the bottom.

It's an embarrassing achievement.

In fact, it is not difficult to get a high salary, as long as you tamper with medical records and laboratory reports to scare patients into hospitalization, you can get more commissions.

For example, once a patient went to the hospital for a B circumcision, and the preferential fee at the beginning was 1,314 yuan (this figure is said to be set on purpose).

After the surgeon pushed the patient onto the operating table, he said to the patient, you have nodules in this thing, you must have surgery to remove it, and it will not affect your fertility in the future!

The patient was frightened and frightened on the spot, so he dragged his half-numb body to pay the fee, 3 surgeries, more than 19,800 yuan.

More than 9,000 surgeries have been achieved in this procedure.

There is also a large prescription, the general doctor prescribes a large number of medicines to patients, and some people are bold enough to prescribe more than 800 yuan or even more than 1,000 medicines for cold patients.

Zheng Riqiang couldn't bear it, facing all kinds of patients, especially those in rags, his pen weighed thousands of pounds, and he even prescribed a prescription of only 7 cents.

Therefore, he has never received a high salary, except in the mouths of relatives and friends.

The section chief said expressionlessly, according to the decision of the dean's office meeting, you will be given another month, if you are still at the bottom of the salary, you will be eliminated according to the last position, you will automatically resign.

Zheng Riqiang's mind "buzzed". Unexpectedly, three years ago, when he heard that this private hospital (Oriental Hospital) had a high income, he joined it as soon as he graduated from graduate school, but he did not expect this to be the result.

Leaving from the section chief, Zheng Riqiang was distracted for a whole day, and his work was lost.

When I came home in the evening, my wife and son were not at home, and it was deserted.

The moon and stars are scarce, and Zheng Riqiang, an amateur astronomer, looks at the sky in a daze.

Looking up at the stars is one of his favorite things, and there is no one.

When others are on earth, their hearts fly out of the sky early. Moon, Mars, Venus, Saturn......

His telescope skimmed over one planet after another, and he thought to himself: there are too many helpless lives, just go to these planets.

In the sky, countless stars blinked, and he could see clearly. Mars is the brightest at -0.4 magnitude, and Saturn is not so bright at +0.5.

In astronomy, it is said that the smaller the number of magnitudes, the brighter the star.

The Full Moon corresponds to a magnitude of -12.6 and the Sun can reach magnitude -26.7.

The faintest star that one can see with the naked eye is a 6th magnitude star (it is said that those with very good eyesight are able to see a 6.5th magnitude star).

However, I don't think this statement is quite correct, for example, if there are a bunch of bikini beauties a kilometer away, people can see it clearly, but you try to change a bunch of uncles and aunts.

The room without wives and children was deserted.

He hadn't seen them in a long time.

The son is more than a year old, and they haven't seen each other a few times. After his wife was discharged from the hospital after giving birth, she went directly to her parents' house and refused Zheng Riqiang's visit.

Zheng Riqiang also felt that "out of sight and out of mind", he was a little reluctant on the surface, but he happily agreed.

The next day, Zheng Riqiang arrived at the hospital and felt that everything was difficult to give up. When it came to resignation, Zheng Riqiang was a little hesitant, and the bits and pieces of the past few years came to mind.

The first patient, the first prescription, the first pennant......

At this time, outside the outpatient hall, there was a burst of loudspeakers: Dongfeng Hospital doctors are dead, one corpse and two lives, shirk responsibility, and heaven will not tolerate it!

The family members of the deceased were crying and making a fuss in the delivery room of the hospital, which made Zheng Riqiang uneasy.

He finally made up his mind, picked up the pen and scratched and wrote: resignation report.

But I didn't know how to write, I wrote, kneaded, kneaded, struggled for an afternoon, and held back six words.

I can't do it, I don't do it.

When he got home, he was on the phone and said to his wife Dandan: Dandan, I resigned.

For a long time, Dandan has been in a bad mood, looking at Zheng Riqiang everywhere is not pleasing to the eye, and he has to find fault without a handle, and when he heard that he actually resigned, he scolded: The salary is less, you still resigned, you drink the northwest wind?

Zheng Riqiang said: I am looking for another job.

The wife said: The unit is opened by your family? Is it so easy to find a job?

Zheng Riqiang wanted to say something, but she hung up the phone in a fit of anger: divorce! We're divorced!

Zheng Riqiang was speechless.

Life is like this, if she likes you, your fart is fragrant, if she doesn't like you, your breath is wrong.

To tell the truth, Dandan still liked him.

When she was in high school, her grades were too poor, so she had to take the art exam, and in the end, she reluctantly entered an art college with three universities.

The reason why she likes Zheng Riqiang is because Zheng Riqiang took off his clothes during a basketball game, revealing a toned body, that is, a muscular man.

At that time, her boyfriend went to Shenzhen and broke up. She was extremely empty, and suddenly became interested in Zheng Riqiang.

As the saying goes, women chase men, and the interlayer yarn.

Dandan passed by the downstairs of Zheng Riqiang's room "accidentally" in a rain.

Zheng Riqiang saw Dandan like a soup chicken, so he warmly invited her to go up and change her clothes.

In the room rented by Zheng Riqiang, Dandan slowly changed into the men's clothes that Zheng Riqiang found for her, and she "warned" Zheng Riqiang: Don't peek.

It's so weird, the more you stress about what not to do, the more it happens.

This is called the "forbidden fruit effect", also known as the "Adam and Eve effect".

It is said that Adam and Eve originally lived in the Garden of Eden, and they did not worry about eating and drinking, so they had what they wanted. But God said, "Anything can be done, but one thing is absolutely forbidden, that you are not allowed to eat from the apple tree."

Originally, it was okay not to say it, but the more forbidden it was, the more tempting it became. The two of them were itching, so they stole the forbidden fruit, and from then on, suffering came.

This is also the case in reality, and I will definitely understand it deeply.

When parents tell their children earnestly not to fall in love.

But the children just want to taste the taste of this early love.

The parents hated the iron and persuaded their daughter: Don't marry that poor boy.

But she eloped with the poor boy.

Also, the parents said that they could not smoke.

but the children swallowed the clouds and spat out the mist.

Parents said they weren't allowed to drink.

But the children were so drunk that they were in a mess.

Zheng Riqiang didn't want to see it, but Dandan's words aroused his curiosity, so he secretly watched Dandan change his clothes.

Later, Dandan became Zheng Riqiang's wife. As for whose child it is, Zheng Riqiang always has a pimple in his heart.

A few days later, Zheng Riqiang's resignation letter somehow spread to the Internet, which immediately caused a huge reaction.

Zheng Riqiang is famous, and his original owner is also famous, which makes the hospital leaders very annoyed and threatens that whoever recruits Zheng Riqiang will be against him.

Obviously, Zheng Riqiang can't get a foothold in this industry, or even in this city.

In an instant, Zheng Riqiang lost his job and family.

In order to escape from this sad place, he traveled thousands of miles to Nanshan City to participate in the recruitment of a public institution.

As he got on the train, he burst into tears and shouted to the city: I will be back!

Unexpectedly, another big thing was waiting for him.