At this time, on the fourth day of New Year's Day, I sat weakly in the hotel, without a job, feeling so helpless.

Maybe finishing this book is my goal, but I need to have a place to eat, a place to live, and the winter in the Northeast is minus 30 degrees, and I am numb from the cold.

Tears seem to flow from tears, but I'm still holding back, I'm fighting for my dream, and I haven't given up yet.

It's very hard, very tired, I think back to the old days, I want to go home, but I told me that I can't, and that going back means that I am incompetent, at least until the book is finished, I will not go back.

I believe that I can take care of myself, I believe that I can finish this book, and I believe that I can follow my goals step by step.

I really don't want to think about the consequences of failure, and I always fantasize about a good result, how ridiculous and pathetic it is!

I replied to him, regret is useless, why should I regret it, I firmly believe in my own path, I will not give up.

Surviving in this world can be really tiring at times.

But I didn't give up, I'm still holding on, I'm still able to persevere, I'm never going to give up, I'm not going to forget the promise I made to myself. (January 4, 2013)

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Bufan has already been discovered, and there is no need to hide it now.

"Brother Bu Xian has been here before, I don't know if I can give me some advice!" Because of Bu Fan's realm strength, even the patriarch of the Guwu family was also an equal.

"Hehe, the ancient patriarch is polite, he only knows a little bit about it, and he really hasn't been to this mysterious place in Xia. Bouvan laughed.

"Shi Kui Wheel is really mysterious, when Brother Bu Xian was in Yongzhou, the Gu family took care of Brother Xian, and I hope Brother Xian will tell the truth!" Gu Xuanming asked.

"I've never liked to lie. Bufan's voice was very indifferent, obviously disgusted by Gu Xuanming's words.

"Haha, don't blame the virtuous brother. "For those in need, Gu Xuanming knew that he couldn't anger Bufan.

"But I also want to ask if there is a secret here to step into the realm of Zhan Shen. ”

Bu Fan raised his head and looked at Gu Xuanming's bright eyes.

"I don't know. ”

"You don't know?"

"Don't bluff me here again, you must know that due to your uncertainty, we will lose half of Shenzhou's combat power. Gu Xuanming couldn't continue to be calm.

"When you provoked the separatist war, did you care about the life and death of the Shenzhou monks and the people?"

Gu Xuanming was silent, and everyone was silent.

After a long time, Bu Fan said: "I can tell you very clearly that there are powerhouses in the Divine Realm here, and there is more than one. ”

"What?"

Not only Gu Xuanming, but even the people around him were shocked.

"What are you kidding?" Gu Xuanming was already a little speechless.

"Believe it or not. Bufan smiled slightly.

"I'm sure you won't lie to us. After a long time, Gu Xuanming took a deep breath and said in a firm tone.

"There are three Zhan Shen Realms, if we find a way to get one, I think we have hope of breaking through the fifth order. Gu Xuanming suddenly thought of a crazy plan.

Go hunt down a Divine Realm and get the secret to their ability to enter the Divine Realm.

"Are you interested in joining?" asked Gu Xuanming with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Bu Fan looked at Gu Xuanming very seriously.

"Actually, I'm here for another purpose. ”

"What is it?" Gu Xuanming asked subconsciously.

"Do you want to know?"

"This ・・・・・・" Gu Xuanming hesitated a little, and he suddenly felt a sense of crisis.

But he was no longer allowed to think, and the next moment Bufan had already clasped his hands, and several golden dragons had already trapped him.

"Now you can't even do it if you don't want to know!" said Boufan.

"What do you want to do?" Gu Xuanming couldn't help but struggle, but he was still so weak compared to Bu Fan.

"Catch you, that's all. ”

"Hurry up and let go of the family master!" The people of the Guwu family suddenly surrounded them, but in front of Bu Fan, they felt how powerless they were.

They were facing a fifth-order cultivator, and there were too many legends in Shenzhou, an existence that was almost deified.

But they can't retreat, even if they die, they have to rush forward, because they are members of the Guwu family, and for the honor of the family, they are willing to give up everything, even their own lives.

But it's a pity that Bu Fan is threatening them with the surname of the patriarch of the Guwu family at the moment, and it is not their turn to show themselves.

"You'd better get out of the way, or I can't guarantee he'll be intact. Bu Fan's hand turned into a sword finger, and the blade condensed with golden vitality was directly on Gu Xuanming's neck.

"Martial Demon, don't be stupid, do you still want to go against the Gu Wu family?" Gu Xuanyi stood up and shouted to Bufan.

"Oh, threaten me, but now I'm threatening you, unless you want him dead. "Bufan is indeed a bandit who takes hostages like a bandit.

"Did I have a holiday with you?" Gu Xuanming quickly calmed down and asked Bufan.

"Nope. ”

"Then why are you holding me hostage?"

"Because of my friends. ”

"Aren't you afraid of your own reputation? Don't you think it's ridiculous that a martial demon actually takes people hostage?"

"Fame?haha, I'm not a sanctimonious hypocrite like you, I can do what I want, as long as I think it's right, I'll do it. ”

"You'll regret it!"

"I've never regretted it..." Bufan's voice was cold and terrifying.

Gu Xuanming finally showed his bearing as the head of the family.

"Okay, I'll go with you, you get out of the way! Don't worry about me, if I'm not there, everything will be dispatched and commanded by Gu Xuanyi. After Gu Xuanming finished the last sentence, he was taken away from the crowd by Bufan.

"Martial Demons are really crazy!" Monk Arisan exclaimed.

"The patriarch of the Guwu family has been kidnapped, and only the martial demon dares to do it in the world!"

"But what did the Martial Demon hijack the Gu Patriarch for?"

"Who knows?"

The monks quieted down, each finding a place to settle and waiting quietly.

They need to wait for an outcome, at least someone who leads them to the right path.

Thousands of troops are easy to obtain, but one general is hard to find, and if they fight freely, their combat effectiveness will be greatly weakened.

And either Bufan and Gu Xuanming have this ability, first of all, they already have enough prestige to be able to convince the public.

Bu Fan took Gu Xuanming to shuttle through the underground space, and finally brought him to a stone cave.

"You can tell me why you brought me here now!" Gu Xuanming sat down very calmly.

Bufan took a few beads from the storage bag and hit them on the wall, brightening up the cave.

"Why did you have this night pearl in your hand?" Gu Xuanming's eyes narrowed, and Bu Fan asked.

"As a family leader, you should know about storage space, which seems to be a relatively high-end thing. Bufan said with a smile.

"I really didn't expect to see this kind of thing in my lifetime. Gu Xuanming sighed.

"You still have to worry about your life, I promised my friend to capture you and give it to her. ”

"Since it's already in your hands, there's nothing more to say, who wants to kill me?" Gu Xuanming asked very frankly.

"The people who want to kill you are here. Gu Yue'er also followed Bu Fan into this cave.

She looked at Gu Xuanming coldly, and her face became hideous.

"Who are you, why do you want to kill me so much?" Gu Xuanming looked at Gu Yue'er seriously, his eyes full of doubts.

"My name is Gu Yue'er, don't think about it, because you've never seen me. ”

"Gu Yue'er?" Gu Xuanming's eyeholes suddenly tightened.

"As for why I want to kill you, okay, I'll let you die. Gu Yue'er turned around and took a long breath.