Chapter 117: Just You
Jun Zeci did not withdraw the hand on Wei Huai'an's hand, maintained this posture, and quietly looked at the stone statue of the first emperor placed at the door not far away. Wei Huai'an didn't say anything, and asked Jun Zeci what he thought. She was now keenly aware that perhaps what Jun Zeci was going to say to her next would make her realize a more comprehensive Jun Zeci.
After a period of silence, Jun Zeci did not continue to follow what he had just said, but inexplicably began to recall some distant events. His voice became distant, as if he was immersed in a certain memory, "I have been personally raised by the imperial examination since I was a child, and I have learned the art of the emperor; I also heard what the Taifu said, to be polite to the scholars, and to strengthen the country. Taifu once said that as a generation of Ming Jun, he should be a virtuous minister and a far villain. As a family with many talents, a Ming Jun treats the family more politely. Therefore, when I was young and ignorant, I once thought that all families should produce talents as Taifu said. ”
Wei Huai'an was silent, but his heart suddenly brightened, and the dark clouds that had been covering his heart before finally dispersed at this time. She thought that she might understand a little bit why Jun Zeci hated the family so much. If you didn't have a beautiful fantasy about the family when you were a child, and there was no comparison, maybe Jun Zeci would easily accept such a reality, and then slowly figure it out.
However, because of the unrealistic illusions about the family when I was young, when I see these families as brilliant as flowers on the surface, but they have rotted into mud in their bones, it is inevitable that there will be a sense of distortion.
"The emperor once said to me that since the emperor has obtained the supreme right and is regarded as the son of heaven by the people of the whole world, he must bear all the responsibilities and risks. So, in fact, no matter how disgusting these ministers are, I will endure them. I have a mirror in my heart, and I am always scrutinizing my actions and making me behave in a way that is in line with the kingship of a country. I am the king of a country, and I want to think about the people of the world. ”
Jun Zeci said this, pausing for a moment. He suddenly sneered, and the mockery in his eyes could no longer be hidden, "But what about these people? Which one is really for the country and the people as Taifu said? However, for the sake of the stability of the country and the stability of the people, I have to endure the disgust and disgust of these families and slowly remove these tumors. ”
Wei Huai sighed quietly with peace of mind. I couldn't help but think of something else. In this way, is Jun Zeci's indifference such a natural nature, or did he gradually become cold in his heart when he was growing up, because he witnessed all kinds of coldness in the palace and the sinister face of the family?
Just as she was thinking, Wei Huai'an suddenly felt a chill coming from beside her cheeks. She was stunned for a moment, and felt a chill rush up from the soles of her feet.
Wei Huai'an raised his head and looked in the direction of the coolness, it turned out that Jun Zeci didn't know when he had withdrawn the eyes of the stone statue that fell outside the hall gate, and turned to look at her. Jun Zeci looked at her with very focused eyes, as if there was no one else in this world except Wei Huai'an. When such a thought flashed through Wei Huai'an's mind, he was suddenly startled.
According to what Jun Zeci just said, Jun Zeci should have the people of one country in his heart. However, at this time, his eyes looking at her were too pretentious, and there was even a little bit of terrifying paranoia in them. No, when did he become what he is now?
Wei Huai prayed in his heart that he had seen it wrong, and stared at his eyes seriously, trying to see something else in them. As long as there is more anger that has been suppressed for a long time, or less paranoia that I just saw, it is okay.
Jun Zeci naturally noticed her expression, not only did not hide, but let her observe his expression, and his eyebrows were full of pleasure that was only looked at by her. His hand lightly landed on Wei Huai'an's side face, hooked the corners of his mouth and asked, "How?" What did the queen see? ”
When Wei Huai'an heard this, he realized that he had been staring at Jun Zeqi for a long time, withdrew his gaze, closed his eyes, and covered up his expression. Although her heart was already half cold at this time, she still hid other emotions well, just pretended to be strange, and asked as if she didn't care, "I didn't see it." I'm just waiting for you to continue. ”
After that, she snorted lightly as if nothing had happened, and said, "I don't know why Your Majesty suddenly stuck and didn't speak?" ”
…… It shouldn't be what you guessed. Wei Huai'an thought silently in his heart, hoping that his guess would come to naught. It shouldn't be that he realizes that the world is false, so he thinks that it doesn't matter what he does now. Isn't that just a mess? It shouldn't be enough for you to resign, right......
But recalling Jun Zeci's performance during this period of time, Wei Huai'an was suddenly unsure, so he could only wait for Jun Zeci to continue, and then speculate from his many expressions.
Jun Zeci seemed to sense what she was thinking, and chuckled lightly, looking at her with a focused and meaningful look. Jun Zeci did not answer Wei Huai'an's question directly, but bent down and looked at Wei Huai'an face to face, don't mean it: "Xiaoman, don't you know what I'm thinking?" ”
It is clear that his throne is fake, but he still has to bear the responsibility for the false throne.
Obviously, these families are just bloodsuckers who can only oppress the people, but he still has to deal with them according to his own wishes for the sake of stability.
Obviously, the world is also fake, but he still has to work hard for the country.
Since this whole world is fake, the people he wants to defend are also fake, the rights he has are also fake, and his existence is fake, so what if he does well or not?
Anyway, no matter how well he does, the world is controlled by others, and there is a possibility of being destroyed by others at any time, so why does he bother to do it?
Only her, only the person in front of her is real, and nothing else matters. As long as you can use all false means to imprison her by her side, so that she can stay by her side for one more day, what else does it matter?
Jun Zeci gently stroked her face, and then moved his hand to her eyebrows, as if he had finally obtained the treasure he had been asking for for a long time, he slowly showed a smile and said softly: "Xiaoman, don't guess." As I said, I always want you alone. ”
However, looking at the unconcealed persistence and calmness in the eyes of the young man in front of her when he spoke, Wei Huai'an only felt a chill rushing up from the soles of her feet, which made her shiver.
Wei Huai'an clearly realized that Jun Ze's resignation might be ...... It's already crazy.
Happy New Year to all! In the new year, everyone will show off the "rabbit", and the former "rabbit" is like a brocade!
New Year's Notice~
I'm going to run the door or something in the New Year.,I'm a little busy.,I'll update it when I retire from the third year of junior high school!
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