"You agree?" Chen Jinchuan's tone trembled a little, and his good-looking eyebrows and eyes didn't dare to look at Shen Xiyan, so he could only turn his gaze to the side.

Shen Xiyan was distressed, "No, I'll think about it." I think he's really suitable, don't you know, he knows a lot of archaeological knowledge, I went to the teacher to ask questions, I was afraid that the teacher would be unhappy, so I often went to Brother Zhang to ask. ”

If Chen Jinchuan knew that Shen Xiyan loved archaeology so much, he should have taken this major in the first place!

has been in the entertainment industry for so long, and Chen Jinchuan has also filmed a lot of romance idol dramas, and he knows too well what it means for a girl to think about it. As long as there is no refusal, it means that there is still room for it, and it is still okay.

Chen Jinchuan suddenly felt that all the strength in his body had been drained, and he seemed to have nothing left at this moment. "I don't think it's appropriate."

"Why?"

"No why." Chen Jinchuan didn't want to admit that his selfishness was too great.

"You don't even give a reason, just say it's inappropriate, it's too arbitrary, Senior Brother Zhang is very good." Shen Xiyan has always felt that people like Senior Brother Zhang, as an elder brother and a husband, are all good candidates.

Chen Jinchuan's tone had a hint of anger in it, "Can you associate with the other party just because the other party is good?" Isn't it time to like each other before dating each other? ”

This was said as if the elders were talking, but it startled Shen Xiyan. "I, I, I." Shen Xiyan said a few times, and I didn't have anything to do.

"But what does this have to do with you?" Shen Xiyan felt a little aggrieved, could this person become a big star and be able to point fingers at others? It's not your own parents, why do you care so much?

Chen Jinchuan stood up, not wanting to look at Shen Xiyan, his voice was a little inaudible to Shen Xiyan, "Of course this matter has something to do with me, because I like you." ”

The sentence I like you, which was four years late, was finally said by Chen Jinchuan. At this moment, Chen Jinchuan didn't hold the gold bracelet from four years ago, he didn't have Shen Xiyan's favorite archaeology book, and he didn't even have Zhang Ruiyi, he didn't even have a flower.

Shen Xiyan had already misheard it himself, but now Chen Jinchuan's voice pronunciation method is specially trained, even if the voice is low, but every word is clear. Shen Xiyan heard it clearly, and Chen Jinchuan said that he liked himself.

This made Shen Xiyan panic instantly, how could it be possible, how could Chen Jinchuan like himself. "What are you kidding? It's not funny at all. ”

"I'm not kidding."

Chen Jinchuan still had his back to Shen Xiyan, but the deep voice surrounded the entire living room, making Shen Xiyan feel that there was nowhere to escape, and she felt that she was extremely uncomfortable at the moment.

The person he likes confesses to himself, but it makes him uncomfortable, such a person, there is only Shen Xiyan himself in the world.

"That's a pity, Chen Jinchuan, I don't like you." Shen Xiyan said with a smile.

This answer, in fact, Chen Jinchuan expected, or rather, he expected it from the beginning, because Shen Xiyan never showed the slightest liking for himself. But so what, I like her, if I don't say it, she never knows, she is really with someone else, what should he do?

But now, even if she says it, she should still be with someone else.

"Don't like me, don't like me. yes, I don't like myself either. "Such a self has an empty skin, what is left? At the beginning, I was a child who followed Shen Xiyan to her house to eat since he was a child. During the college entrance examination, it was Shen Xiyan who planned to take the finance major, and he also took the finance major.

But Shen Xiyan abandoned himself and switched to archaeology, and now Shen Xiyan is like a fish in water in the profession he loves. And what about themselves, nothing. If you don't have a major you like or a career you love, what if you do a good job? What if you win the Newcomer Award? Those are just doing things with a lot of energy, not the entertainment industry, change industries, Chen Jinchuan knows that he will work so hard.

His only joy is Shen Xiyan. But Shen Xiyan doesn't like him. She likes the knowledgeable Senior Brother Zhang who is in the same class as her.

But, then why. Before the age of eighteen, Shen Xiyan wanted to be so good to himself? "Aren't you a fan of mine? Why don't you like me? His voice was a little hoarse,

"Star chasing is one-way, I just want you to be good, I don't want to be your girlfriend." Shen Xiyan is too self-aware of herself, she just wants to watch Chen Jinchuan get better and better, and then get farther and farther away from herself, and finally become an unreachable star.

Moreover, once he agreed to Chen Jinchuan's confession, what happened next? Chen Jinchuan is not a star in his heart. The star in her heart was gone.

"Hopefully I'm getting better and better." Chen Jinchuan really can't say what he feels in his heart, he is too much of a failure, and he can't sit on anything in his career. Love is enough to fail. "I don't think I'm going to get better."

"Don't say that, you're about to go to Beijing, you should go to school happily." Shen Xiyan received two confessions within an hour, one of which was his idol. I'm afraid that anyone will be happy to die of happiness when this is put on him, but Shen Xiyan is not happy at all.

There is nothing to be happy about, after all, she and Chen Jinchuan were impossible from the beginning. Even if you like it, you just like it.

"You didn't even want to say yes first, and just said that it was a pity. Are you really a fan of mine? At this moment, Chen Jinchuan turned around, his eyes were moist, and his eyes were full of unwillingness. But now all he can grasp is the identity of a fan.

Shen Xiyan couldn't bear to look closely, lowered his head, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm a career fan, a mother fan." ”

"Shen Xiyan, I'm not without a mother, I don't lack you as a mother, and I don't lack you as a fan! Can't you just promise me first? Chen Jinchuan has a hunch, and now that he and Shen Xiyan have missed it, they may have missed it for the rest of their lives.

Shen Xiyan raised his head and looked at Chen Jinchuan, "You said that I would promise you, first put aside whether you like it or not." You're going to Beijing to go to school, and I'm going to continue my graduate studies at Fuda. We're in a different place! You're still a star, am I going to hide all the time? Do you dare to say to everyone, do you have a girlfriend? Do you dare? ”

Chen Jinchuan didn't dare! He doesn't even have the right to hold hands with the girl he likes and walk in the sun.

A person who can't even decide whether to hold his birthday party or not, what to do. A person who can't even decide whether to release his exam video or not. What right is there to stripped another person of all his privacy and throw it in front of the mass media?

"Besides, Chen Jinchuan, I don't like you. Let's go! Shen Xi said.

Chen Jinchuan stood up and silently put on his mask. Shen Xiyan is right, he can't even protect his rights, how can he protect Shen Xiyan's rights, today's words, he is selfish.

is so selfish that he makes Shen Xiyan like himself, and let Shen Xiyan follow him to bear a life without privacy. "Okay, I got it. Shen Xiyan, goodbye. ”

"Goodbye."

These were the last two words Shen Xiyan said to Chen Jinchuan, and then the sound of the door being shut.

Chen Jinchuan silently went downstairs, got into the nanny car, and said to Dawei. "Let's go home."

Dawei was very keenly aware that Chen Jinchuan's eyes were red, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"What else, fall out of love." Years of crush, the confession was also said. Died without illness and died at the end of life. It's good, it's not a big pity.

Chen Jinchuan ripped off the baseball cap on his head, buckled it to his face, and said in a dumb voice, "Go home." ”

Shen Xiyan stood on the balcony and watched Chen Jinchuan's car slowly leave, and the whole person sat on the sofa as if he had been drained of strength, as if there was still Chen Jinchuan's body temperature on the sofa next to him.

It turns out that this fruitless crush goes both ways! It turns out that he is not alone in his own passion. Shen Xiyan thought of this, and the corners of his mouth smiled reluctantly.

But even if you go both ways, you haven't rejected Chen Jinchuan, and you haven't said to Chen Jinchuan I don't like you.

Not yet, it's over before it starts.

That secret love that lasted for more than ten years is over.

Thinking of this, Shen Xiyan nested on the sofa, wanting to cry but couldn't cry, the whole person was uncomfortable and died.

Shen's father and Shen's mother sent a message to Shen Xiyan at the beginning, but Shen Xiyan didn't reply, and then called again, but Shen Xiyan didn't answer. Thinking that something was wrong, I hurried home.

But when he got home, Shen Xiyan was fine, sitting in the living room like he was nothing, holding a book and reading it.

Shen's mother put down the bag in her hand, "Your father and I just went to the next city to play, but you didn't answer the phone or text messages, now it's okay, your father and I have to come back quickly to see if you're okay." ”

"I've been staying at home, what's the matter?" Shen Xiyan asked rhetorically, "The phone is out of battery, and it has just rushed to power." Shen Xiyan picked up the mobile phone connected to the data cable and showed it to his parents.

Shen's father and Shen's mother were made a little speechless by Shen Xiyan's trouble.

However, Shen's father noticed the difference in the living room, "When did we let go of flowers in the living room?" ”

Mother Shen likes those flowers and plants, but prefers the kind that is planted, and she doesn't like to buy them and put them in bottles, saying that flowers lose their soil and will soon lose their lives, and such flowers have no vitality. So there were some flowers planted on the balcony, with earth, living flowers.

Then how can there be a vase in this living room, and there are flowers in the vase.

"This flower, it can't be given to you by Jinchuan, right?" Shen's father thought about it and felt that his daughter did not have such a high temperament, nor did she have such a high aesthetic.

It's Chen Jinchuan again, Shen Xiyan was stunned for a moment, and then immediately said, "No, it wasn't given by Chen Jinchuan." ”

"Who's that?" Shen's father and Shen's mother suddenly felt that this matter was not good, their daughter was going to fall in love!

Shen Xiyan put down the book in her hand, now she has no one to discuss with, and the only one who can speak is Su Luoluo, but Luo Luo will be studying hard to take the civil service exam. I can't bother myself. "It's one of my senior brothers."

Father Shen's eyes narrowed, "Xiyan, are you in love?" ”

Shen Xiyan shook his head solemnly, "No." What I told him was to think about it. ”

Shen's mother also felt that this matter was very important, because Shen Xiyan looked heartless all day long, but there were few times when he was so dignified. "What do you want to consider? If you have anything to think about, you can tell us about it. ”