Chapter 39: Not Accepting Your Apology
Shen Xiyan felt that he was quite funny, there could be no one wearing a mask is Chen Jinchuan, there are many people wearing masks on the street outside.
"I must have drunk too much, if I don't take a sip again, I guess there won't be hallucinations." Shen Xiyan said that he was going to pour himself another mouthful.
But the man spoke, "This wine is for tasting, not for you to pour it in." As he spoke, he took off his mask, and this person was indeed Chen Jinchuan.
Chen Jinchuan's eyes were bright when he looked at Shen Xiyan, as if he wanted to see through Shen Xiyan, "I'm here to apologize." ”
As soon as these words came out, Shen Xiyan didn't know why, and his nose was sour. Being used like this by good friends and people he likes, Shen Xiyan really couldn't be happy. How did the person you like become a selfish person?
These are all things that Chen Jinchuan did not expect, he always thought that Shen Xiyan was so arrogant, but he liked her, because of his selfishness, so the heroine of this scandal can only be Shen Xiyan. He thought that this matter was over, and when everything was over, he would explain it to Shen Xiyan well, and it would be fine.
However, he forgot that he himself had changed, so how could Shen Xiyan still be the same as before? And Chen Jinchuan has never really understood Shen Xiyan from beginning to end.
He doesn't know that she likes him, doesn't know why she deleted herself?
"I have a boyfriend now, don't show up in front of me, it's troublesome for my boyfriend to misunderstand." Shen Xiyan said to Chen Jinchuan that he wanted him to leave.
Chen Jinchuan still didn't want to leave.
Shen Xi said, "What? You're coming to me specifically? ”
Chen Jinchuan did come specifically to find Shen Xiyan, he followed him all the way, he saw Zhang Ruiyi go out, he was afraid that something would happen, so he came in to take a look.
"I'm here to find you, I'm here to apologize."
Shen Xiyan looked at Chen Jinchuan in a daze, and said in his heart, why did this person come to him? Isn't it good for this person to stay in Beijing and concentrate on being his own star?
Suddenly, Chen Jinchuan's mobile phone rang, and Chen Jinchuan picked up the phone, "Brother Rui, where are you?" I'm going to look for you. ”
After hanging up the phone, Chen Jinchuan looked at Shen Xiyan and said, "Your senior brother will come back later, you are still drunk, don't go out and run around." I'm going to go first. ”
Shen Xiyan blinked his eyes, his eyes were confused, but after Chen Jinchuan said don't run around, he had to leave beforehand, and suddenly a trace of ridicule burst out of his eyes, "Lie to me again, you didn't come to me, you came to find Jiang Rui." ”
"I'm sorry, Yanyan." After Chen Jinchuan finished speaking, he put on a mask and hurriedly walked out of the private room. Then call Jiang Rui.
"Chen Jinchuan, I don't forgive you, and I don't accept your apology."
Chen Jinchuan's body paused, didn't stop, and walked out of the private room.
Shen Xiyan was the only one left in this room, and Shen Xiyan wanted to have another drink, but he was completely uninterested.
After Zhang Ruiyi came in, he saw such a scene, Shen Xiyan put his head on the table and wept silently. Suddenly made Zhang Ruiyi regret a little, he shouldn't have gone out to the bathroom, what happened when he went out to the bathroom?
Zhang Ruiyi pulled the chair next to Shen Xiyan, "You also pulled a chair over?" How? Still want to sleep here? ”
This chair was pulled out by Chen Jinchuan, and he sat down here. But Shen Xiyan felt that if he said that Chen Jinchuan had come, Zhang Ruiyi would not believe it, so he wiped the tears on his face, "Yes, you haven't come back, and I can't go back by myself, I want to sleep here for one night." ”
Shen Xiyan, who has red eyes and a dumb voice, is something Zhang Ruiyi has never seen before, he has only seen her serious, meticulous and cute, and her excellence in her studies. Today he saw her hilarious and vulnerable.
These seem to stimulate his desire to protect more, Zhang Ruiyi looked at the wine glass next to Shen Xiyan and took it over, "I'll pour you some hot water to drink, you can't drink all the time, it's not good for your health." ”
After speaking, Zhang Ruiyi poured a cup of hot water beside Shen Xiyan, "Drink it." ”
At this moment, Shen Xiyan really needed a cup of hot water, so Shen Xiyan picked up the hot water, drank it slowly, and slowly sobered himself up.
Zhang Ruiyi sat aside, I don't know why he sighed, "Xiyan, the shyness of the scholar can still be said, and the shyness of the woman cannot be taken off." You know more about these things than I do, and some things still need to be put down as soon as possible. ”
Zhang Ruiyi is to teach people a lesson, and also take away a tenderness. Shen Xiyan nodded, signaling that he knew.
Could she not understand these things? She has also been educated for so many years, and she understands it very well.
"Xiyan, I don't know what happened back then, you want to break up with me, but now. I want to tell you that I still like you. It seems like a slap in the face to say this, after all, the last sentence is still persuading you to let go, but it is me who can't let go. After Zhang Ruiyi said this, his body trembled a little, and he hurriedly poured himself a glass of wine, and then poured it all into his mouth, and the hot feeling went down his mouth and esophagus, which warmed Zhang Ruiyi's whole body.
There is a saying that wine is strong and intimidating, Zhang Ruiyi knew this, and let go of it and drank it.
Shen Xiyan didn't expect Zhang Ruiyi to suddenly pour such a large glass of wine, and hurriedly poured water for Zhang Ruiyi, "Don't drink so quickly, it will be very uncomfortable." ”
Zhang Ruiyi took the water poured by Shen Xiyan, and smiled a little embarrassedly, he is a person who is suitable for learning and not for communication, so he also mustered up the courage to say it just now.
"Senior brother, I, I don't know how to answer you." In Shen Xiyan's cognition, Senior Brother Zhang is a very good person, a good senior brother, a very good friend, and a very good colleague. At the same time, in the cognition of secular people, he is also a good husband candidate.
But Shen Xiyan can't just be with someone just because it's suitable! Didn't they break up because they realized this problem?
Seeing Shen Xiyan's embarrassment, Zhang Ruiyi hurriedly said, "I said this to you, not to force you to agree, first, to tell you, you see that I haven't let go, but I don't have the same sad face as you all day long, you have to live every day happily." The second is to let you know that I still like you, it's enough for you to know, to give you some confidence, in fact, you are a very good girl, worthy of being liked, at least I like you. Chen Jinchuan may have a better option, but you are not useless. ”
"Also, that is, you can use me as a way back, if you really can't do it, you can look back at me." Zhang Ruiyi was a little unconfident when he said this, after all, this person likes an excellent character like Chen Jinchuan, but it really makes Zhang Ruiyi feel that Wushan is not a cloud.
Zhang Ruiyi used to be a humorous person, but he didn't expect to say so much, and he didn't know what he was talking about. This made Zhang Ruiyi nervous, and poured himself two cups of hot water, which calmed down.
Shen Xiyan didn't know what to say, "Thank you, senior brother." "Especially thank you Zhang Ruiyi for that sentence, you are also worthy of being liked, and you are not useless. Shen Xiyan was actually hit a bit hard by Chen Jinchuan, which made Shen Xiyan sometimes think that he didn't have any friends in his life, even if he couldn't be a couple with Chen Jinchuan, but he had always been his best friend, but being treated like this by Chen Jinchuan, Shen Xiyan really doubted that he wouldn't make friends?
"No thanks, in fact, I should thank you, these words have been pressed in my heart for a long time, and I think it's good that you can let me say it."
In fact, thank you senior brother, Zhang Ruiyi also understood, in fact, Shen Xiyan still didn't like himself, he didn't like it when he didn't have Chen Jinchuan back then, and now he doesn't like it even if he has Chen Jinchuan.
Zhang Ruiyi had no way to question why Shen Xiyan didn't like him, after all, he liked someone and didn't ask why. It's like myself, I don't know why I like Shen Xiyan, from the beginning, I just think it's suitable, my family background is suitable, my education is suitable, and my three views are suitable. Now she has a little taste that she can't must.
And why does Shen Xiyan not like himself, it should be the same, obviously the two of them are suitable, but why don't they feel it? There is no solution to this problem.
"Okay, let's not talk about this topic, you just need to know that you are a very good person, your knowledge, and your career are great. Just try harder. Then Zhang Ruiyi found that there was nothing more to say, "You sit here for a while, drink some water, and I'll go settle the bill." ”
Shen Xiyan suddenly shook his senses, "No need, I'll go check out, after all, I'll invite you." ”
But Zhang Ruiyi had already left the private room, and the person had already disappeared. And Shen Xiyan was a little dizzy because he got up a little violently. I thought in my heart that Senior Brother Qian would not ask for it, so I would invite Senior Brother to have another meal next time.
You must not drink anymore, otherwise it will not be good to be in such a situation again.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that Zhang Ruiyi would come back after a while, and said with some puzzlement, "I asked the front desk and said that our account has been settled?" ”
Shen Xiyan breathed a sigh, the money was made by Chen Jinchuan.
Shen Xiyan hid the panic in his eyes and said, "I remembered, I paid for it, and when you went to the bathroom, I paid for it." ”
Shen Xiyan wouldn't say it anyway, the money was paid by Chen Jinchuan. Even if he said it, Zhang Ruiyi wouldn't believe it. "It's late, let's go."
Zhang Rui held the half bottle of wine on the table in his hand, "Since this wine was stolen from my uncle, it is better for you to return half a bottle than not a bottle left." ”
Shen Xiyan thought about it and felt that it made sense, regardless of whether this wine was given by Chen Jinchuan or not, but wine is good wine after all, and this thing can't be wasted, so Shen Xiyan put this thing in his bag. "Okay, take it back and let my dad continue drinking."
Zhang Ruiyi took Shen Xiyan out of the small hotel and drove Shen Xiyan back.