Chapter 54: Then let it go
"Just a few days before that night, I learned about my family's background, and I knew that my mother was sick, but she was going to hide it from me. So after seeing that Professor Sun changed the car to make you happy, I thought I would work hard to make money. That's why I chose the Department of Finance. ”
But later, Shen Xiyan found that he really didn't like the finance department, so he changed his major.
It's like a broken vase, which brings different sensations in the eyes of different people. She and Chen Jinchuan saw things differently. What his mother said is right, the two of them may not even be able to spend money together, and he is a person who is distressed when he loses a hundred yuan. And Chen Jinchuan grew up in a wealthy family, so he didn't attach so much importance to money at all.
Two people who have been educated differently since childhood may really not be able to have emotional resonance.
Chen Jinchuan didn't expect things to develop like this, there was unwillingness, pity in his eyes, and many indescribable emotions. Is it that since childhood, he and Shen Xiyan have gone through too many such things, so they like Shen Xiyan, but Shen Xiyan is experiencing a unique emotional experience for girls.
And Chen Jinchuan was unaware of this.
"I'm sorry." If he had known that on the night of the first semester of his junior year of high school, he might not have asked his mother to pick him up at all, let alone go for a ride with his mother.
Shen Xiyan just can't stand Chen Jinchuan's appearance, and knows that actors must have good empathy ability in order to act well. But Chen Jinchuan's empathy ability should be reserved for those characters in the play, not for himself.
Shen Xiyan stepped forward and patted Chen Jinchuan on the shoulder, "I'm sorry again?" What does this have to do with you? Besides, it's been seven or eight years, and if you hadn't mentioned it, I guess I'd have forgotten about it a long time ago. Comrade Xiao Chen, your family's money is all properly earned, and it is not a windfall, I will not be jealous. And now, I have a career that I like, and I won't envy it. ”
At this moment, Shen Xiyan is living more transparently. She and Chen Jinchuan originally had different cognitions, so they slowly let go of this matter. After all, there are few people's eighteen-year-old youth that is fresh and worth remembering.
Chen Jinchuan saw that Shen Xiyan could comfort himself with such lively and careless words, he didn't know whether to be happy, or to cry because he didn't notice Shen Xiyan's mood back then.
"Xiyan, you go slowly, I'll buy a ticket for the Treasure Hall." Chen Jinchuan tried to make himself look less sad, then took two steps and went to buy a ticket.
Shen Xiyan nodded, "Then I'll be waiting for you at the door of the Treasure Hall." Shen Xiyan really didn't think there was anything wrong with that year.
Later, my mother's illness was also cured, although the family spent a sum of money, but the medical insurance reimbursement did not use much. The eighteen-year-old youth that was once young has slowly forgotten.
Even, Shen Xiyan also understands that Chen Jinchuan, who she left in her memory at the age of eighteen, may wake up from a lunch break at noon one day and forget that she has her own family, a lover, and even a child. When I saw Chen Jinchuan on the screen again, it was no longer that face, but an eighteen-year-old youth.
There is no sourness in my heart, but only the sweet memories of my youth that have been precipitated by time.
Chen Jinchuan queued up at the ticket gate to buy tickets, and looked back at Shen Xiyan standing at the door of the Treasure Hall from time to time. He has been thinking about a question, does he really want to give up Shen Xiyan? Give yourself up this secret crush you don't know for years?
But what should he do if he doesn't let go? The same thing may happen to oneself as usual, but it is different in Shen Xiyan's body.
Chen Jinchuan didn't want Shen Xiyan to be hurt a little more, after all, Shen Xiyan now has a lot, love, career, and his own preferences. And what he imposed on him was only harm.
Maybe I should let it go. Then spend these two days with Xiyan, and think it is a good goodbye.
Shen Xiyan waited at the door of the Treasure Hall for only ten minutes, just waiting for Chen Jinchuan, Shen Xiyan didn't get the ticket yet, but went to get the camera that Chen Jinchuan hung around his neck first, "Give me the camera quickly, I want to take pictures of this Dragon Shadow Wall!" ”
The two of them really looked like an ordinary couple. Chen Jinchuan said with a smile, "You point it to me, I'll shoot it for you, although my camera skills are average, but your requirements are not so high, just be clear, right?" ”
Anyway, someone helped him with his work, Shen Xiyan was naturally very happy, and pulled Chen Jinchuan, "Here, here, and here." Then the details here should be clear, I will go back useful. ”
Chen Jinchuan knows that cultural relics restoration and archaeology are a relatively large unified category, and this Palace Museum has the best cultural relics restorers in the world. Naturally, this trip was different for Shen Xiyan.
Chen Jinchuan followed Shen Xiyan's guidance, filmed little by little, and filmed a lot of things, and finally finished it when Shen Xiyan was satisfied.
Shen Xiyan looked at Chen Jinchuan standing in front of the Dragon Shadow Wall, his eyebrows and eyes were picturesque, and he took the shooting very seriously.
God, just these two days, just these two days to let yourself be unscrupulous, not to regard Chen Jinchuan as a big star, just as a friend, as a boy I have always liked.
Chen Jinchuan stood in front of the dragon shadow wall in black like this, and said to Shen Xi, "Do you want to shoot anything?" ”
There was enough filming here, Shen Xiyan shook his head, "Let's go, let's go in." ”
Shen Xiyan stepped forward, grabbed Chen Jinchuan's wrist, and dragged the person into the Treasure Hall. Although the two of them didn't have any, they were in close contact, separated by Chen Jinchuan's heavy windbreaker. However, Chen Jinchuan still felt that the wrist that was clamped was a little tight and hot.
Seeing Shen Xiyan's long hair fluttering in the air, Chen Jinchuan only hoped that Shen Xiyan could always be so happy.
"Look at the phoenix crown, it's so beautiful!"
"And this, this gold silk winding process. I've heard from my brother that I can't completely restore it one by one. When Shen Xiyan saw those treasures, it could be said that his eyes were a little straight.
"What do you need to shoot? I'll shoot it for you. Chen Jinchuan said on the side. There is a lot of traffic here, but because the museum wants to highlight the treasures in the glass enclosure, the whole room is lit with the treasures, and the rest of the surrounding area is a little dim.
Chen Jinchuan was wearing a peaked cap and a black mask, and his eyebrows were lowered. But there really was no one who recognized Chen Jinchuan.
Chen Xiyan pointed to a phoenix crown, "That's it, shoot clearly, I'll take a good look at it when I go back." ”
Chen Jinchuan bowed down and went to shoot the phoenix crown.
The eyes flow, like rippling water. Shen Xiyan didn't look at the beautifully crafted phoenix crown, but quietly looked at Chen Jinchuan.
Chen Jinchuan took a few photos of the phoenix crown, then raised his head to look at Shen Xiyan, and said with a smile, "You don't look at the treasure, what do you look at me?" Am I a treasure too? ”
In Shen Xiyan's heart, it really is. The boy who lit up his youth is, of course, a treasure in his heart. But now is not the time for two people to fall in love with each other.
Shen Xiyan is used to having a hard mouth, "You are good-looking, you are good-looking, this is instinct, an instinct engraved in the genes." ”
Chen Jinchuan agrees that this is the instinct that nature gives to every creature, just as some birds will accept the courtship of beautiful males. Chen Jinchuan smiled and bent his eyebrows, "Okay, look, I won't take your money anyway, so we grew up together." ”
Shen Xiyan nodded, "Interesting." ”
"That's interesting enough, I'll accompany you to the Temple of Heaven tomorrow."
"The bet isn't over yet." Shen Xiyan retorted.
Chen Jinchuan found out, and when he was with Shen Xiyan, he had to raise his spirit of 120,000 points, and he couldn't relax at all.
Seeing the affectionate eyes that were tempered by Chen Jinchuan's more than ten idol dramas, Shen Xiyan felt embarrassed and felt his heart beating a little wildly. I could only quickly turn my head and look at the phoenix crown in the glass cover. "The objects of the Ming Dynasty are really beautiful, if only I could have one."
"Is this something sold in the market?" Chen Jinchuan asked.
"It seems to be customizable, but it's too expensive."
"Why do you say that, I don't think there is a lot of gold on it, and the pearls are not big, so you can replace them with others." Chen Jinchuan Road.
Shen Xiyan said with a smile, "You don't understand this, you look at the pearls on it, although they are not big, they are all wild, and the gloss is extremely good. As for the ruby sapphire and turquoise on top. Do you see something? ”
Chen Jinchuan took a serious look, "It's not very smooth." ”
Shen Xiyan nodded, and gave Chen Jinchuan a teachable look, "That's right, in ancient times, there were no such requirements for the jewelry inlaid on the crown, and it was not said that it must be round and jade." Instead, choose about the right size, let it in, and fix it with gold, and you can see that there is still a crack in this sapphire. ”
If this is placed now, even if it is a small jewelry, it will be polished round and jade, and there will be no flaws to be seen.
Chen Jinchuan nodded, "It's a little interesting, this is really a bit like the thinking of ancient people, just make do with it, don't be so high." But we modern people think a little too much, and it is not suitable at all. ”
Shen Xi said in his heart where did he come to this conclusion. "You're far enough."
Chen Jinchuan waved his hand, "It's not far away, my next book has this meaning, and travel should also be combined with work, learn from you." ”
Shen Xiyan expressed his admiration, and Chen Jinchuan's dedication is very solid.
However, Shen Xiyan still sighed, "So it's impossible to want a similar phoenix crown, it's expensive, and it can't be very similar." ”
"Although I am very rich, but you can't do this wish, I can't do it, just the traces and heaviness left by the history you like. I guess it would take time and space to figure it out. ”
Shen Xiyan said with a smile, "That's right, forget it, let's go, let's go see if the clock hall is open." ”
The final result was that he didn't see it, Shen Xiyan was a little disappointed, but he also knew that life was like this, composed of many disappointments.