Chapter Seventy-Five: What Should I Do?
In Shen Xiyan's words, when he went to work, he was not recruited by the director to come and go.
"As long as you are willing to see me, are you standing here cold?"
came up and suddenly cared about whether he was cold or not, Shen Xiyan said that he was fine, and pulled the zipper of the down jacket up, "The weather has been quite abnormal recently." Why is it so cold for the past two days, I feel like it's going to snow in our city. ”
Snow is a rare occurrence in the city, and it is certainly not impossible. Wasn't it a thin snow when Shen Xiyan and Chen Jinchuan were photographed before.
Zhang Ruiyi smiled, "Maybe we can really wait for a snow this year." A lot of things are uncertain, they won't go in the direction you want, you wait for me here, I have a gift for you, I originally wanted to give it to you tomorrow morning, but I can't wait. ”
asked Zhang Ruiyi to drive over here at night to give him a gift, Shen Xiyan was very curious, and he only looked forward to not giving the same messy gold and silver jewelry as Chen Jinchuan in his heart.
Zhang Ruiyi held a box and walked towards Shen Xiyan. "It's the books you want to read recently, and I've bought them for you, so I'll be your birthday present."
Giving professional books on birthdays is not a great gift, but it is also very good. Anyway, it's the same as giving history books when I first asked for understanding.
What does this mean? This shows that the two of them are really a perfect match! I don't know what to give a gift to, but the first choice is books. Shen Xiyan looked down at the books in the box, "In two days, it seems that I will buy a new bookshelf online, and the bookshelf in my home is no longer enough." ”
Shen Xiyan has a huge collection of books, and now she basically occupies several bookshelves, so she has been waiting for her parents to buy him a small house with two sets, at least her books have a place to go.
"What kind of bookshelf do you want, I'll buy it for you."
Chen Xiyan waved his hand, "I'll do this kind of thing myself, how can I let you send books and let you help me manage the bookshelf." ”
"But I think I'd be happy to."
What does this phrase mean? Shen Xiyan stared at Zhang Ruiyi with wide eyes.
Zhang Ruiyi didn't know where to get a bouquet of small flowers, the flowers were not very conspicuous, so they were placed in his arms, but they made Zhang Ruiyi's whole person look very warm.
At this moment, Zhang Ruiyi was standing in the moonlight, like a glittering gentle male god. Shen Xiyan didn't know how an archaeologist could have this trait, was it because Senior Brother Zhang was usually too gentle?
"Senior brother, do you have something to say?" Shen Xiyan has always been straightforward and arrogant, so he asked directly.
If you don't have anything to say, how can you come all the way here, and in the middle of the night and have to deliver a book to yourself, just because of your birthday? Two days before your birthday? Shen Xiyan didn't believe it, Senior Brother Zhang was the kind of person who couldn't hold his breath.
"Yes, I have something to say! Xiyan, thank you very much for being my girlfriend, so I would like to ask, can our relationship go further? At this moment, Senior Brother Zhang stood in front of Shen Xiyan in such a bright way, and the whole person was bright.
Shen Xiyan suddenly thought of eighteen-year-old Chen Jinchuan.
One step closer? Zhang Ruiyi asked this is really quite euphemistic. But Shen Xiyan saw another person from Zhang Ruiyi's body.
They broke up two years ago because of this, and now she and Zhang Ruiyi still want to break up because of Chen Jinchuan?
Zhang Ruiyi looked at Shen Xiyan and didn't react for a long time, and there was no joy in his eyes. "Do you think I'm not good enough? I didn't choose roses for this flower, and I didn't buy a diamond ring. So should I buy a diamond ring? What do you like? I'm going to buy it! ”
"Senior brother, that's not what I meant." Shen Xiyan lowered his head slightly. "You're really a nice, nice person."
Zhang Ruiyi felt that he was going to be issued a good person card. This is what he does not want to see.
"The two of us are a good fit, we can talk about history together, we can talk about archaeology together, and we can both even have the same knowledge of literary perspectives." Shen Xiyan paused when he said this.
"But you still don't like me, do you? Xiyan, when you were with me, did you think that I was very suitable for you, between the two of us, and I couldn't find a more suitable person than the two of us. The education is comparable, the same work unit, the same career, and even many of the three views and hobbies are the same, right? There was a hint of dullness in Zhang Ruiyi's eyes.
Shen Xiyan nodded, she didn't know what to say. Does she really want to accept Senior Brother Zhang's marriage proposal because she is suitable? If she accepted Senior Brother Zhang's proposal, then she didn't mean that she and Chen Jinchuan were no longer possible, or that there was no possibility in the first place.
Zhang Ruiyi sighed heavily. "You're right, we're a good fit. Even if I chased you four years ago, it was because I thought the two of us were a good fit. But then I slowly fell in love with you, and you didn't like me. So, what you like is Chen Jinchuan, right? ”
Shen Xiyan was silent.
"So can you tell me what we broke up about two years ago? Is it also because of Chen Jinchuan? ”
Shen Xiyan didn't know what to say, so he could only nod lightly. "Senior Brother Zhang, I'm sorry, this matter was originally my fault, I should have told you earlier, or that this relationship should not have started in the first place, I shouldn't have gone to you to explain, sent you those books, and became boyfriend and girlfriend with you."
Shen Xiyan thinks that he should be lonely for the rest of his life, talk about ghost love, and do a good job, can't he?
"When it comes to feelings, there's nothing right and who's wrong. Who you like, that's not something you can control. It's like you said, you also know that the two of us are suitable, but you just don't like me, you just like Chen Jinchuan, then I can't do anything. "Speaking of the back. Zhang Ruiyi choked up a little.
"You can't do anything, what can I do?" Zhang Ruiyi thought of the scene when Shen Xiyan sat in the small restaurant with a wine bottle and cried.
She herself can't decide her own mind, so what qualifications does he have to make a choice for Shen Xiyan?
This sentence, you can't do anything about it, what can I do? provoked Shen Xiyan, the whole person was a little bad. Standing aside in a daze, "Senior brother, what should I do?" ”
In this case, Shen Xiyan once asked Zhang Ruiyi many times, "Senior brother, what about the restoration of cultural relics this time?" "Senior brother, what should I do with the file arrangement?" "Senior brother, what should I do if my tutor asked me to find information, but I can't find it?" "Senior brother, what if I can't pass my graduation thesis?"
Zhang Ruiyi can give answers to these questions, but this time, Zhang Ruiyi can't give an answer.
"If you like it, like it! Go tell him, watch his TV series, and watch his variety shows. In the end, Zhang Ruiyi still couldn't say that, you like him and be his girlfriend!
How difficult it is to be the girlfriend of an extremely well-known star outside the circle! Zhang Ruiyi can see some ways from the abuse of fans on the Internet before.
Those fans, no matter how high your education is or how good your appearance is. They just think that you are not worthy of their idol, and maybe they are the only ones who can be worthy of their idol.
Moreover, Shen Xiyan's appearance has not yet reached the level of a big beauty in the entertainment industry. What's the use of this blind liking!
"Xiyan, you like it, you can do whatever you want, but don't be Chen Jinchuan's girlfriend, he can't protect you. It would be a mistake for him to come out and respond so long after you were attacked, even as a friend. ”
Speaking of which, Zhang Ruiyi really doesn't understand, what else does Shen Xiyan like like this kind of person? Could it be that the crush of his youth is so warm?
When Shen Xiyan came out, she also brought a piece of snack, which was given to her by her father, saying that she hadn't eaten the rest before, and asked her to clean it up. The dim sum fruit in his hand became stiff little by little, and Shen Xiyan didn't lose it, nor did he eat it. "Senior brother, I know." It's not that she doesn't understand that there are too many things between her and Chen Jinchuan, and it is impossible to be together.
In fact, Zhang Ruiyi had already expected such a result, he originally thought that he and Shen Xiyan would be together smoothly, and then Xiyan slowly forgot about Chen Jinchuan. But the two of them are classmates! How could you easily forget such an amazing person you met when you were young.
"You know, take your time. As I said, you are not the chosen one, and it is impossible for God to favor you in everything. ”
"Senior brother, I may really be lonely for the rest of my life."
"What a stupid thing to say, time can dilute everything. Why don't you wait for you for another two years? ”
Shen Xiyan smiled, "Where do I have such a big face, let my senior brother wait for me for two years." ”
Zhang Ruiyi hesitated, but said, "Actually, I thank you very much, you didn't agree to my proposal, at least you sincerely faced the feelings between us." There is no hasty decision, now you are twenty-six years old, you still like Chen Jinchuan, but maybe you don't like him at the age of thirty. Thirty years old is not too late, when the time comes, you will find your own happiness, and you will not die alone. ”
This meaning is a bit similar to Shen Xiyan's father, but Shen Xiyan said that this is much better than her father's speech.
"Okay, the flowers are for you, you look good with this flower, and I give you this book, so I won't take it back, after all, I have more than half of the books in it, but you don't have it yet, so I'll give it to you." Don't get too depressed, take a walk downstairs and go back. ”
"As for me, I won't send you up, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first."
After Zhang Ruiyi finished speaking, he turned around and got into the car, saying that he didn't let Shen Xiyan be depressed, but in fact, he was even more depressed, Zhang Ruiyi turned on the radio in the car.
"Next, let's enjoy the ending song of a recent popular TV series, I believe many people have watched "History of the Ming Dynasty" starring Chen Jinchuan, and the topic is very high at the end, and the ending song of this TV series is also sung by Chen Jinchuan, let's listen to it together!"
Then the carriage remembered Chen Jinchuan's singing.
Zhang Ruiyi sighed, Chen Jinchuan, I have been defeated in your hands in this life!