Chapter 132: Exclusive Memory
I bit my lip, restarted the car and turned around to go home.
After returning to the room, I lay on the bed upside down, and the words Qiao Xu said flashed in my mind for a while, and the face that looked like Jiang Yu appeared for a while.
I thought that after I remarried Li Yunzhou, I could at least live a more open-minded life and no longer bear any grievances.
But now, I'm still like a trapped beast, trapped in it, and I don't know how to save myself.
In the evening, Li Yunzhou went home and asked me about the situation with Xixi today.
I was very emotionally cold, completely lost my previous attitude, and just said "um" in response.
Li Yunzhou obviously had something on his mind, and he didn't notice my change at all.
He rotated the teacup in his hand and thought for a moment before speaking, "I have something to tell you." ”
"What's the matter?" I suppressed the emotions surging in my heart and asked as usual.
Only then did he reply: "Tomorrow I will go on a business trip to the Yaowang headquarters overseas to cooperate with the Yaowang project." ”
This night, I couldn't sleep.
I don't know what time it was in the morning before I fell asleep in a daze.
When I opened my eyes again, there was no longer Li Yunzhou beside me.
At a quarter past seven in the morning, the sky outside the window was gray, and when I got up, I happened to hear Li Yunzhou driving away.
At noon, as soon as I finished feeding Xixi to eat, I heard from the domestic maid that there was a courier from the same city in Liyunzhou delivered to the door.
"Madam, is it a courier sent to Mr., I helped sign for it, and delivered it directly to the study?" The maid asked me with a bag of papers.
I was worried that it was a document from working with Li Yunzhou, so I took the initiative to ask: "It was sent by the company?" ”
"No, it was sent by a person named Jiang Jin." The domestic helper lowered her head and read out the sender's name on the same city express.
I shuddered and asked the maid to give me the bag of papers.
I took the courier and went straight back to my bedroom.
After much hesitation, I couldn't help but open it.
It's not a lot of stuff, but it's very impressive.
Several old photos, each of which can see the traces left by time, is a group photo of Li Yunzhou and Jiang Jin.
When facing the camera, Jiang Jin, who was wearing a ponytail, was a little shy, but there was a light smile in his clear eyes, and the corners of Li Yunzhou's lips in a stand-up collar school uniform rose slightly, changing his noble and indifferent attitude.
Obviously, he and Jiang Yu are twins, but as long as you look at your eyebrows, you will notice the difference in nature.
Jiang Jin is more gentle and generous than Jiang Yu, probably because of congenital heart disease, her skin is too fair, and her smile is self-contained, which is particularly beautiful.
There are not many old photos, three in total, but each photo represents a certain age group of them.
From the ignorant and young boys and girls, to the growing maturity, there is even a photo taken by Jiang Jin wearing a hospital gown.
I have had two marriages with Li Yunzhou, and I have never seen him show the expression in the photo, not only is he cherished and spoiled, but the photo posture of the two has also changed from standing side by side at the beginning, becoming more and more intimate, for example, Jiang Jin is wearing a hospital gown, and the little bird leans on Li Yunzhou's shoulder.
The last one was supposed to be taken during acupuncture after transplant surgery.
Jiang Jin lay on the bed as if she was asleep, dozens of silver needles smashed on her chest, Li Yunzhou held her hand, looked at her with lowered eyes, the sunlight outside the window added a layer of filter to this photo, which inexplicably made people see the sense of "the years are quiet, with you by your side".
I must admit that the moment I saw the photo, I realized that I had lost to Jiang Jin.
For Jiang Jin's sake, Li Yunzhou kept all the traces of her existence hidden, but I, as his wife, didn't know anything.
I tried my best to swallow back the devastating emotions along with the tears, and re-put the three photos that I had seen again and again, but I unexpectedly found that there was a postcard in the same city express.
The pattern of the postcard is a long bridge of flowers and vines, and a few lines are written in one go in the blank space.
I remembered that in the results of the detective investigation, it was emphasized that Jiang Jin did not go to school because of physical reasons. But from the handwriting on the postcard and the wording between the lines, I can understand that Jiang Jin belongs to a girl who is full of poetry and books.
The hand-handed hairpin flower is particularly beautifully written.
Brother Yunzhou:
After returning to China this time, I took these photos from my old home, when I was still ignorant and ignorant, and you have learned to take responsibility and hold up a piece of the world for me.
Whenever I see these photos, I always feel full of memories, I can remember the unique memories that belong to our green years, and I am grateful for your presence in my vitality.
Originally, my world and even my life were gray, but you made it colorful and allowed me to accept such a crippled self.
But my body is weak, if it weren't for your care and care, Dr. Qiao's company and dedication, I would have been unable to hold on.
I don't know how long I can live, so I'll send you these photos that represent our "exclusive memories" for safekeeping.
Jiang Jinliu.
Exclusive memories?!
I was stung by the words on it, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.
These three photos, along with a postcard paragraph, seemed to open a door for me.
There are only Li Yunzhou and his Jiang Jin in this door, and I have no place from beginning to end.
That night, as soon as I put Hei Hei to sleep, the nursery teacher gestured at me and handed me the muted phone.
I saw that it was Li Xue calling, and I was a little surprised, so I handed over the sleeping Xixi to the care of the childcare teacher, so I took the initiative to go to the terrace to answer the phone.
"Mom, it's so late, you haven't rested yet?" I asked with concern.
Li Xue responded: "I thought about some things, I couldn't sleep, and I wanted to talk to you." ”
"Okay, my daughter is my mother's intimate little padded jacket." I coquettishly asked, "Mom, what do you want to talk to me about?" ”
Li Xue said amazingly: "I want to divorce your father, I have been thinking about this matter for a long time, and I have completely made up my mind tonight." ”
Although I was shocked, I also expressed respect for Li Xue's decision.
"Mom, no matter what time it is, it's the right thing to do to pursue the life you want." I said to Li Xue: "In the past, you forgave your father's cheating because of your grandmother, but now that your grandmother has left, you don't need to grieve this shackle." ”
"Xiaoshi, my mother told you that my greatest wish is to hope that the people I love are safe and happy." Li Xue said.
The word "happiness" is easy to say, but how easy is it to truly have it?
I was silent for a few seconds before I picked up Li Xue's words: "Mom, children also hope that their parents can be happy." ”