Chapter 314: Anxiety Disorder Relapse
Since I met Nozomi at the airport that day, it has been difficult for me to sleep every night.
No matter how tired you are during the day, your nerves seem to be tense all the time at night, and you are very tired but it is difficult to sleep.
As soon as he closed his eyes, the resentful look in his mind came to mind.
After I tried to coax myself into thinking about it again and again, I fell asleep in a daze.
In my dream, I entered a completely unfamiliar environment, and the surroundings were exceptionally quiet.
I saw a small figure in front of me, very similar to Xixi.
I couldn't help but shout, "Heehi! ”
But as if he hadn't heard, he kept walking.
I panicked inexplicably, and quickly chased after him, grabbed the child's arm, and stood in front of him.
Sure enough, it's Heexi! But he looked at me with a blank face, as if he didn't know me.
"Hee-hee, I'm my mother!" I grabbed his shoulders and asked desperately.
But he didn't react.
"Hee-hee!"
I woke up suddenly, and a sharp stabbing pain in my chest made me subconsciously grasp the placket of my chest.
It took me a while before I realized I had another nightmare.
I turned on the bedside lamp, and by the dim light, I picked up the photo on the bedside table, and looked at Xixi's smiling face, and my heart was bitter.
Hee-hee will always be my weakness.
And I also realized that my difficulty falling asleep and the nightmares I had these days were probably the precursors of the recurrence of anxiety disorders.
This made me panic.
Li Xue's revenge has not been avenged, Wu Dongmei's whereabouts have not been clarified, and Xixi is still in the Li family, I must not fall into the influence of anxiety at this time.
It was still daytime in the United States, so I dialed Lu directly
A's phone.
After a moment of waiting, Lu
A connected the phone, and the first thing he said was to ask: "It should be late at night in your country, right?" Why are you calling me at this time? Couldn't it be insomnia again? ”
I smiled bitterly, "You're really right." ”
I gave her a complete description of what I had been doing in the past few days, including the crash at the airport that day.
I paused, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Lu."
A, is my anxiety about to come back? ”
"Don't scare yourself first, according to your situation in the past two days, it should only be a temporary stimulus, Xixi's attitude towards you has become a knot in your heart, so you will even dream about Xixi."
Lu
A has been patiently explaining me: "Actually, Xixi just misunderstood you, as long as the misunderstanding is solved, he will definitely understand your compulsion." So you take it easy and don't put too much pressure on yourself. ”
I nodded reluctantly, I understood the reason, but I didn't control my mind so well.
Lu
As if he had guessed my thoughts, A gave me an idea: "You might as well go to the hospital tomorrow for a brief check-up, and then ask the doctor to prescribe some soothing medicine for you." You just need to open the calming one. ”
I'm afraid I'll take other drugs by mistake, Lu
A also deliberately advised.
The next morning, I couldn't sleep, so I got up to help the maid make breakfast.
When Su Yu went downstairs, he saw that today's breakfast was extraordinarily rich, and he couldn't help but wonder, "Why is the nutrition so comprehensive today?" ”
"It's all thanks to Miss Ruan. She got up early this morning to prepare. ”
The maid smiled and said to Su Yu for me, but Su Yu's eyes when he looked at me were not moved, but worried.
He wrinkled his eyebrows and asked me, "What's going on?" Is it insomnia again? ”
Su Yu seems to pay more attention to my anxiety than I do.
I pulled out a reassuring smile at him and gave him a xiaolongbao, "It's okay, it was given to Lu last night."
A called, and she said it didn't matter, maybe Xixi's incident two days ago was a little stimulating, and let me go to the hospital to prescribe some calming medicine. ”
Su Yu was still not at ease, and made a serious suggestion: "I'll accompany you to the hospital to check it out." ”
"Not really. You're busy with you, I'll go to the hospital myself to check, if there is really any situation, I will definitely not hide it from you, and tell you as soon as possible, isn't it? ”
Su Yu still has his job, and seeing that I am really resolute, he can only nod and follow my wishes.
At this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly, and I took it and looked at it, and there was a moment of surprise.
It's a great peak!
Su Yu and I glanced at each other, and then connected the phone directly in front of him.
"Hey."
Li Youfeng said in a deep voice: "Our Li family has always done what we say. promised to help you find out about Wu Dongmei, and there are already eyebrows. ”
Su Yu and I were both shocked, Wu Dongmei's situation has always been very tricky, Su Yu has not found out her whereabouts, it is worthy of the Li family.
"I sent you a folder, which contains some information about Wu Dongmei, and it can be judged that her identity is fake." Li Youfeng's attitude was serious, "I have checked this Wu Dongmei, and the real face does not match the face on the photo you provided." And the real Wu Dongmei died two years ago. ”
Su Yu and I were shocked at the same time, and we suddenly woke up.
No wonder there is no clue how to check Wu Dongmei, the person seems to have evaporated from the world, and it turns out that he is not a person at all.
Then the identity of the so-called psychology expert is also fake!
"So who is her real identity?" Yo asked eagerly.
Li Youfeng on the other side was silent for a moment, and his tone was also confused: "It's strange to say, according to the photos you provided me, I have asked the whole people to screen them, but the strange thing is that there is no information that matches this face, and her real name cannot be found at all." ”
My brow is furrowed, how can this be?
Li Youfeng was afraid that I would go back on my word, so he deliberately comforted me: "But don't worry, since you have withdrawn the complaint, our Li family will not bully people, and I will continue to investigate until it is found out." ”
"Then there's Uncle Law." I gave a symbolic polite few words and hung up.
And Su Yu frowned, as if he was thinking about something.
"You say, could it be that she has plastic surgery? After plastic surgery, if you don't go to the police station to update your identity information in time, you will naturally not be able to find this face. ”
I shook my head, always feeling strange.
"Even if she has plastic surgery, then how can she go out at home and abroad at will? And if you want to escape wanted, whether you are taking a car, a plane or a high-speed train, you need identity information, how can she pass the security check with plastic surgery? ”
Su Yu was stunned by my question, but after a while, we glanced at each other and said almost in unison: "But what if she didn't leave the capital at all?" ”
I sent a message to remind Li Youfeng to search inside the capital, and then drove to the hospital.
In the office of the hospital, such as Lu
As A's instructions, the doctor wanted to prescribe some other psychotropic drugs to me, but I refused, so I had to temporarily change the doctor's order and get the calming medicine.
As soon as I walked into the hall, I saw a pair of familiar figures, and my heart was shocked, and I couldn't help but be stunned for two seconds.