But the moment I turned around and walked into the kitchen, I couldn't help but have a sour conjecture in my heart.

Perhaps, when he and Jiang Jin are together, they will cook together like this.

I may not have cooked for a long time, but after being with Su Yu, whether it is in the United States or in the Su family's villa, there are servants to serve, and my cooking skills are much rustier.

Seeing that it was getting dark, I didn't do any complicated cooking, and simply fried a steak and stir-fried a few side dishes.

Bringing the dishes to the table, I found out that Li Yunzhou actually bought red wine.

When I saw that he opened the wine and was about to pour it into the glass in front of me, I immediately reached out and covered the rim of the glass.

I made an excuse to prevaricate: "I've been taking soothing pills recently, and the doctor said you can't drink." ”

The last time I went to the hospital to prescribe medicine, I happened to be bumped into by Li Yunzhou, so he didn't doubt my words, and he didn't reluctantly fill my wine glass.

But he still had wine in his goblet, and looked at me with an inexplicable smile on his lips.

I was inexplicably panicked by his staring, so I took the initiative to divert his attention and urged him: "Don't drink on an empty stomach, eat some food first." ”

Li Yunzhou tasted it, but the expression on his face was a little incomprehensible.

"What? Not tasty? I asked uneasily, and hurriedly tasted it, and the taste was okay, shouldn't it be unpalatable?

Li Yunzhou paused for a few seconds before he pulled out a smile at me, "It's delicious." ”

After that, we looked at each other without saying a word, no one spoke, just ate dinner silently, while Li Yunzhou drank with his head bored, and the goblet in front of him was empty again and again.

I wanted to stop it, but I didn't know in what capacity and for what reason.

He seemed to have something on his mind, his eyes were solemn, and he usually drank a lot of it, but he only drank half a bottle of red wine today as if he was drunk.

I finally couldn't help but reach out to stop him from pouring the wine.

"Don't drink it, you're already drunk."

Li Yunzhou slowly raised his eyes, looked at me with hazy eyes, and a self-deprecating smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Are you caring about me?" ”

I choked in my throat and denied it stiffly, "No." I don't want to take care of a drunk! ”

I snatched the wine from his hand and tried to help him up. As soon as I took his arm, I heard him say in a low voice—

"I'm sorry."

I froze and looked at him stunned.

He's apologizing to me?

Why?

Li Yunzhou raised his head slowly, I don't know if it was because he was drunk, his eyes were slightly red.

He raised his hand to touch my cheek, but I instinctively avoided it.

I could clearly see a hint of bitterness cross the corners of his mouth, and he shook his head slightly.

He muttered, "I know there's no way you're going to forgive me." ”

My heart was stirring.

"It was I who hurt you, it was I who agreed to marry Jiang Jin who hurt you." His voice was hoarse, repeating mechanically: "I didn't mean to, and I don't want to hurt your ......"

I breathed as if a sharp thorn had pierced deep into my heart.

I let go of my hand, smirked mockingly, and sat back in my chair.

It's all an established fact, what kind of trouble is he making now? Win my sympathy?

I bit my lower lip tightly, forced my heart to harden, poured myself a glass of wine, and drank it in one gulp, washing away the sourness in my heart.

When I raised my eyes again, all I could see was coldness and sarcasm.

I looked at him ridiculously and asked word by word: "Li Yunzhou, the person who was abandoned is me, and you are the one who indifferently insisted on divorcing me." Now why do you have to pretend that you have to do it? Who is this kind of coy to see?! ”

Li Yunzhou shook his head desperately, as if he wanted to deny something.

I sneered, "Now you come and tell me 'I'm sorry', can a word of sorry soothe everything?" Can you act as if nothing has happened? Am I naïve or are you naïve? ”

Although I tried to be calm, my voice trembled uncontrollably.

The cold, the coldness that spread from the bottom of my heart to my limbs, made me shiver.

I hurriedly poured myself another glass of red wine, hoping to warm my already cold heart with the wine.

Just drank uncontrollably, slightly drunk, everything in front of me began to become hazy, and the whole person was fluttering.

It seems that my heart doesn't hurt so much, and those pasts, as if they were other people's experiences, made me start chatting with Li Yunzhou.

"Li Yunzhou, do you say you are human? You're a backshit! ”

After getting drunk, I scolded wantonly and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Before you went to the United States, you swore to tell me that I would wait for you to come back, you just sent Jiang Jin back to the United States, and when you came back, you went with me and Xixi to make up for the honeymoon we didn't spend." But what? ”

I burst out laughing, laughing and laughing, tears welling up in the corners of my eyes.

I walked up to Li Yunzhou and patted him on the shoulder.

"You did come back from the United States, and you came back with Jiang Jin. She's pregnant! And what you brought me was a cold piece of divorce agreement! ”

My fingers poked hard into his heart, "Why is your heart so cold and ruthless?" You ask yourself, what are the promises you made in the first place? Bullshit? ”

Under my scolding, Li Yunzhou didn't say a word, but poured another glass of red wine.

And his silence made me even more chilled.

Just as I staggered and turned around, he suddenly spoke in pain: "Ruan Shi, even without Jiang Jin, we can't continue to be together." But if the person who stays with me can't be you, it doesn't matter who it is. ”

His words made my wine suddenly sober up a little, and I looked at him steadily, and his painful and struggling appearance seemed to be a little real.

But this kind of talk is okay to prevaricate those simple little girls, I'm not so stupid.

I sneered and looked at him with disdain, "Li Yunzhou, the way you are running away now, the way you make excuses for yourself, you are really scummy!" ”

I gritted my teeth hatefully, endured the sharp stinging pain in my heart, and said with a wry smile: "I think I have lived quite thoroughly in this life, and I haven't done many regrets, but what I regret most now is that I actually fell in love with you in the first place!" ”

I thought I would be hysterical, but I was unusually calm, as if suddenly there was a blank empty in my heart, and the hollowness of despair seemed to swallow me.

It turns out that if you don't love someone, your heart will really become empty.

My words deeply stimulated Li Yunzhou, he suddenly stood up, clasped my shoulders with both hands, looked at my wooden eyes, and said uncontrollably: "Ruan Shi, we can't be together because your mother is the murderer of my parents!" ”