Chapter 369: Face up to your feelings
I watched from a distance as the search and rescue team sent the stretcher into the long-awaited ambulance, Jiang Jin followed closely, Chu Zheng leaned over to briefly understand the situation, and then the ambulance whistled and left.
My heart hung high the whole time, until Chu Zheng came over and gave me a reassurance.
"Don't worry, the person is fine, but he fell into the trap set by the farmers and fainted for a while. I had some skin injuries on my body, I didn't eat or drink, my body was already weak, and I was excited by the rain last night, and I still had a fever, but there was no danger to my life. ”
I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and leaned against the car, only then did I realize that I was tired.
"It's okay, it's okay." I muttered, feeling a little glad in my heart.
At this time, Chu Zheng asked me tentatively: "Yunzhou can be regarded as having experienced a catastrophe without dying, do you want to go to the hospital to see him?" ”
I hesitated an inch in my heart, but I calmed down in an instant, and shook my head refusively, "No need. The person has been found, and it is no big deal, I don't need to run to the hospital to guard, he has Jiang Jin by his side to take care of it! Enough is enough. ”
First, I don't want to argue with Jiang Jin, and I don't want to face the Li family.
I said goodbye to Chu Zheng and drove back to the villa.
I didn't return all night, and I was a little embarrassed, and as soon as I entered the door, I startled the servant, and asked me worriedly where I had been last night.
I casually said perfunctorily, thinking about Xixi: "What about Xixi? Did he ask me where I went last night? ”
"Absolutely. And he looked very unhappy yesterday. The maid shook his hand helplessly, "I persuaded the nursery teacher for a long time, but he refused to say what was wrong, and he only ate a few bites of dinner before returning to the room." ”
I was shocked, afraid that Xixi would know, so I deliberately cut off the network at home, could it be that Xixi still knew about Li Yunzhou's disappearance?
Before Hei Xi woke up, I quickly went to take a hot shower to wash off the dirt on my body.
Warm water poured over my head, the air in the bathroom gradually warmed up, and I confusedly remembered what Jiang Jin had asked me, and fell into deep thought.
Is it really that I shouldn't come back?
Now that Li Yunzhou is hospitalized, the Li family is still not at peace, everything is still inconclusive, and it is difficult for me to guess what Li Yunzhou's next plan is.
And the existence of me and Xixi, will it become a stumbling block for Li Yunzhou?
When I came out of the bathroom, I saw that Shehi was already sitting at the dining table.
His little face was wrinkled, and he didn't look very happy.
I sat down across from him and asked softly, "What's wrong?" Unhappy because Mommy wasn't with you last night? ”
Xi Xi shook her head, bowed her head and silently looked at the porridge in the bowl.
I frowned, this kid rarely kept things on his mind in front of me.
I put down my chopsticks and looked at him with a serious face, "Xixi, Mommy doesn't want to see you unhappy in any way. Whatever you want, say it, and Mommy will try to satisfy you as much as possible. ”
Xi Xi slowly raised her head and asked cautiously, "Mommy, when can I see Dad?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, Xixi actually missed her father.
Hei Xi lowered her head and muttered in frustration, "The Lego I built with my dad fell apart yesterday, and I want to put it back together with my dad." ”
I was also secretly relieved in my heart, fortunately Xixi didn't know about Li Yunzhou's disappearance.
I paused and prevaricated: "Dad has been busy with work recently, and when Dad is free, let him accompany Xixi, okay?" ”
Xi Xi was still sensible, and she didn't make trouble, but just nodded obediently.
Thinking of Li Yunzhou, who may still be in a coma in the hospital, I suddenly felt a little sad in my heart.
Now that I've returned to the capital, I have no intention of leaving.
Although I don't know what Li Yunzhou is going to do next, at least I won't watch him put himself in danger again.
Returning to work as usual and seeing me come back, Yuan Yue was not surprised at all, but a little annoyed.
When she walked into my office, the air pressure around her was very low, and she deliberately closed the door.
"You're back! For the sake of a Li Yunzhou, you just don't care about it? ”
I was silent, how to admit it, I did have some impulsiveness, but I couldn't restrain my concern for Li Yunzhou.
I explained softly, "Anyway, he's Hei Hei's dad after all, and I can't ignore him when he's in danger." ”
"Is it really just because he's Heihei's father?" Yuan Yue questioned me: "Do you still have feelings for him?" ”
I wanted to deny it, but when I opened my mouth, I suddenly felt a sense of weakness.
Yuan Yue wrinkled her eyebrows and looked at me, and had already made a conclusion: "Sure enough, even if Li Yunzhou betrayed you and abandoned you and Xixi at the beginning, you never hated him to the bone, but still worried about him." ”
I can't explain my feelings to Yuan Yue, for me, Li Yunzhou is like a relative, no matter what he did wrong, I really can't be ruthless.
Moreover, he admitted that I would bring Hei Hei back to me, and he did, and even signed a custody waiver agreement to put my mind at ease.
Yuan Yue looked at me with disdain, but sighed.
"Forget it, I know you can't control yourself. Feelings are always involuntary. ”
I was amazed that she would understand me, and at the same time I saw the loneliness in her eyes.
"Yuan Yue, do you think of my brother?"
To this day, when I call Su Yu "brother", I still can't help but tremble in my heart. I regret it, I regret that I misunderstood Su Yu too much when he was alive, and kept calling him by his name, but I didn't know what he expected from his family.
Hearing me ask, Yuan Yue lowered her head, and the smile on the corner of her mouth became bitter, but she was also a little relieved.
"Ruan Shi, in fact, I always thought that my husband was the love between men and women, just like you and Li Yunzhou. But now I realized that I adored him only out of gratitude. ”
Yuan Yue gradually opened up to me: "His image in my heart has always been very high, and I am willing to listen to him in everything." But after his death, I felt more helplessness, the helplessness that I had no support. I realized that my feelings for him are different from your feelings for Li Yunzhou. ”
It's rare for Yuan Yue to be able to see her feelings so clearly, so I smiled at her encouragingly, "Since you've already thought so clearly?" Why not let yourself go and try a true love? I'm sure you'll find your true love. ”
I sincerely hope that Yuan Yue can find her own happiness.
After saying it, Yuan Yue's mood seemed to be much lighter.
"Who says women have to be in love?" She teased me: "It's not that I've been with you for a long time, I suddenly feel that my work is very good, and I don't have to think about so many messy things." I want to be a career-oriented woman, and when I become a rich woman in the future, what kind of man do I want? ”