Between me and Li Yunzhou, there will always be an unbridgeable gap.

It was Jiang Jin before, and now there is Wu Meixuan.

He once married Jiang Jin, because Jiang Jin was pregnant and was responsible for Jiang Jin.

Now even if Jiang Jin agrees to divorce him, will he be willing to hurt Jiang Jin and disclose the truth that the child is not his own? And when the outside world learns that he divorced Jiang Jin and remarried me, what will they say about me?

Li Yunzhou and I are not ordinary people, and the influence of public opinion will definitely affect the company.

Between Jiang Jin and me, Li Yunzhou can only protect one forever.

Besides, Wu Meixuan, she hates the Li family so much, and she will definitely hate Li Xue no less, and he can't do both between filial piety to his mother and protection of me.

I don't want to get caught up in these entangled grievances, and I don't want to make Li Yunzhou in the middle, and now my separation from Li Yunzhou is already the best result.

The reason is clear, and it is enough to convince yourself, but the heart is still indescribably dull.

I let out a shallow breath and pulled a smile at him with feigned ease.

"Don't look depressed, I'm completely relieved to hear your explanations, and I don't blame you, those things are in the past."

The relief on his face may have been a little disguised, but it was heartfelt.

It's just that with the passing of those past events, not only the resentment of Li Yunzhou, but also the love for him, including our previous relationship.

"Although we are fated to be inseparable and can't be husband and wife, no matter what time it is, you will always be Xixi's father."

Li Yunzhou's stunned eyes looked at me, he seemed to be very lonely for the only identity left.

I could only try to comfort him: "Although you signed the custody waiver agreement in the first place, I now know that you did it to protect Xixi. So don't count that, you're Hee's father, and if you miss him, you can come and see him at any time. ”

Li Yunzhou's brows were tightly twisted together, and his eyes looked at me solemnly, "Ruan Shi, can it only be such a relationship between us?" Don't you even give me the chance to be friends? ”

Friend?

There was a sour feeling in my heart.

How can two people who once loved each other deeply be willing to be only friends?

I tried my best to make myself act indifferent, and explained to him, "Between us, we should try to have as little contact as possible, so as not to be unclear when we get it." Just like that, let's become the strangers we know each other. ”

If you can't approach calmly, then learn to distance.

Li Yunzhou's eyes floated with a touch of injury, and he looked at me fixedly for a while, and the corners of his mouth hooked up to laugh at himself.

He lowered his eyes and said to himself, "yes, I'm too self-righteous." I've brought you so much hurt before, it's not worth it for you to give me any chance. ”

After speaking, Li Yunzhou stood up, "I shouldn't have bothered you on impulse last night, I will try to pay attention to it in the future." ”

His words were humble, and at the same time pierced my heart.

I'm not blaming him for anything.

Seeing the lonely back walking towards the door, I opened my mouth, wanting to stop him and explain, but I didn't have the courage.

"Daddy!"

A crisp call made Li Yunzhou stop, he turned around, and Xixi on the stairs trotted down, his face full of surprise.

Xi Xi threw himself into Li Yunzhou's arms, and Li Yunzhou also squatted down and spread his arms.

Xi Xi was very happy and looked at Li Yunzhou with a smile, "Dad, Xi Xi told Mommy two days ago that I missed you!" I want Mommy to take Hee Hee to play with Dad. Dad, did you hear Hee-hee's wish? ”

Seeing Xixi clinging to him like this, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart.

I whispered softly: "If you are usually free, you can let me know and come to the house to accompany Xixi for a while." ”

"That's right!" Xi Xi coquettishly said in front of Li Yunzhou: "Xi Xi really hasn't seen his father for a long time, don't go, don't go, can you play with Xi Xi for a while?" ”

If it was usual, maybe Li Yunzhou would agree, but his face was very bad at the moment, his eyes were still lonely when he looked at me, and his expression was not very natural.

He touched Xixi's head and coaxed him: "Dad still has a lot of things to do today, will you play with you next time?" Daddy will come to see you again. ”

As soon as he heard that Li Yunzhou was leaving, Xixi immediately pursed his lips and reluctantly pulled the corners of Li Yunzhou's clothes, "Dad's words don't count, every time he uses this kind of words to coax Xixi, and then he doesn't come for a long time." Hei Hei doesn't believe her father anymore. ”

The bitterness at the corner of Li Yunzhou's mouth added a little helplessness, "Dad promises, this time he will never break his promise again, Xixi will believe in Dad again, okay?" ”

Looking at Li Yunzhou's eyes, Xi Xi finally let go of the corner of his clothes, stretched out his little thumb, and handed his hand to Li Yunzhou, "Then Dad hooks up with Xi Xila." ”

Li Yunzhou smiled indulgently and reached out to hook his fingers.

Seeing that their father and son are so harmonious, my heart is also mixed.

I also thought about giving Heeki a complete family, but that was only what I had thought before.

Xi Xi watched Li Yunzhou leave, and the reluctant look made me feel a little distressed.

However, I don't know if it was because I didn't eat breakfast, so my stomach began to churn early in the morning.

The moment the door closed, I rushed into the bathroom, retching in the dark, and my whole body collapsed.

Just as I was on the verge of standing on my feet, a pair of hands held me up, and I turned around to see that Nozomi's childcare teacher was looking at me with a concerned expression.

"I just came over and heard you vomit in the toilet, I was a little worried, so I came to see you."

I took the mouthwash from my nursery teacher and washed away the sourness in my mouth.

The stomach, which had not eaten anything, only vomited some sour water.

Looking at me like this, the parenting teacher was obviously already suspicious.

"Actually, I found out that something is not quite right with you recently, although Sister-in-law Zhang said that you have an upset stomach, but based on my experience over the years, I guess you should be pregnant, right?"

I pursed my lips and didn't deny it.

She frowned and asked tentatively, "The child is Mr. Li, right?" ”

She just came over, and she should have seen Li Yunzhou before walking out of me.

At this point, I gradually eased up and stood up straight with the support of my childcare teacher.

I pulled out a helpless smile, "No, Li Yunzhou and I haven't seen each other for a long time." It's because I've been under too much pressure lately, that's why I've had such a reaction, I've been to the hospital, and the doctor told me to relax and recuperate. ”

I didn't confess to the childcare teacher that I still had a lot of things I wasn't ready for this child.

Although the nursery teacher was skeptical of my words, she didn't ask anything more and helped me out of the bathroom.