Chapter 409: Stay With Me
I couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and I didn't want to open my eyes to face the embarrassment of meeting his eyes, so I pretended to be asleep and let him call my name without any reaction.
I thought he would leave like this, but who knew him, instead of leaving, he pulled up a chair and sat down on the edge of my bed.
Immediately after, the back of my hand was hot, and his left hand was held in the palm of his hand.
He muttered to himself, "Ruan Shi, do you know how scared I am today? All my nerves tense at the sight of that fruit knife across your neck, but I'm glad you're okay......"
He worries about me, why shouldn't I?
Seeing the fruit knife stabbed into his body, my whole brain was blank at that time, and there was only endless panic.
Li Yunzhou's voice was like a gurgling stream, and he gently talked to me about his psychological changes.
"I didn't think much about it at the time, I just had a thought that I didn't want you to get hurt, and at the same time I was surprised about your pregnancy, and I'm glad I protected you."
"I know that you must have mustered up the courage to choose to keep this child, but I failed to give you and the child a stable environment."
His tone revealed a bit of helpless self-blame, which also made my heart sour.
I never blamed him, and I knew he couldn't help himself.
His kiss landed gently on the back of my hand, and his warm fingers brushed the gauze around my neck, and he sighed in distress.
"This wound is in the neck, I will definitely ask the doctor to take good care of your wound, and I must not leave a scar in the future and make you disgusted with yourself."
As the words fell, I felt him stand up, followed by a kiss on my forehead, and the gentle touch was exceptionally clear.
My heart was moving, my heart beating faster, trying to keep my breathing steady and hide my panic.
Fortunately, Li Yunzhou did not continue to stay, and when I heard his footsteps drifting away, my tense body also relaxed.
I cautiously narrowed my eyes and looked at his back dimly, slowly walking forward with my body still in my hospital gown.
It's just that before he left the ward, he suddenly coughed twice, and his body trembled twice, as if he was desperately suppressing, for fear of waking me up.
Hearing him cough hoarsely, I couldn't help but worry for a while.
He was dressed so thinly, and the air conditioning in the ward was turned on sufficiently, he could easily get sick like this.
Li Yunzhou wanted to suppress the cough, and the amplitude of his body twitching was a little larger.
"Watch out for the wound!"
My concern blurted out, which made Li Yunzhou, who was originally planning to leave, pause.
He looked back at me, shocked and annoyed, "So you're pretending to be asleep." ”
Only then did I suddenly realize that I had been exposed, and I felt a pang of chagrin in my heart, my cheeks were hot, and I explained: "I woke up just now when I heard your cough, and I didn't hear what you said before......
This explanation is obviously a bit of an attempt to cover up.
Li Yunzhou was about to say something, when suddenly there was another cough, and his hand involuntarily floated on the wall, so as to stabilize his body.
This made me not care about the embarrassment of being exposed, so I hurriedly got out of bed and helped him, "You can slow down with me first, don't shake the wound." ”
As soon as my words fell, my waist suddenly tightened, and Li Yunzhou held me tightly in his arms, which made me freeze instantly.
His chin rubbed against my forehead, and his low voice teased, "You heard it all, didn't you?" You know my sincerity, don't you? ”
My throat was choked, and I didn't know how to answer him.
It is true that I know his heart and believe in his feelings for me, but it does not change anything.
I had mixed feelings in my heart, and that inexplicable feeling made my heart ache faintly, and I pursed my lips tightly and didn't respond half a sentence.
Li Yunzhou still didn't give up: "It's okay, as long as you're still by my side now, it's fine." ”
His words made my heart tremble, my eyes were sour, I knew how fragile he was at the moment, and I raised my hand stiffly, but I didn't dare to hug him, I didn't dare to give him any response.
The relationship between me and him is like a chasm, and it is difficult to cross it with feelings alone.
After all, my heart was crossed, and I raised my hand to pull him away, but what I touched was a stickiness.
Through him, I saw my trembling palms, which were already bright red.
I was shocked and couldn't help but panic.
His wound must have burst open again, so much blood, not that scared me.
"Li Yunzhou ......" I called his name, afraid that he would faint again because of blood loss.
He whispered in response, looking at me with comforting eyes, but his brow was furrowed tightly, and it was difficult to hide the pain he had suffered.
"Don't move, I'll help you sit down."
I cautiously sat him on the hospital bed and turned to call the doctor, but he grabbed his wrist.
"Don't go ......"
His voice was pleading, but the heat on his hands made me even more frightened.
I didn't even notice that he must have been having a fever!
Just when I was in a hurry, Jona pushed the door open and walked in, saw the scene in front of me, and suddenly realized that there was a problem.
"I'm going to call a doctor."
At this time, Li Yunzhou's hands were getting hotter and hotter, which made the panic in my heart worse and worse.
Li Yunzhou pulled out a weak smile at me, suddenly unloaded his strength, and leaned half of his body into my arms.
I know he can't hold on.
When he walked into my room, he was already having a fever.
I helped him lie down on the hospital bed, and I kept touching his forehead, as if to comfort him and myself: "It's okay, you'll be fine." ”
Li Yunzhou had closed his eyes tiredly, but his hand was still tightly gripping my wrist, as if he was afraid that I would leave him.
Soon, Joanna walked in with the doctor, and I had to ruthlessly break Li Yunzhou's hand so that he could be examined.
At this time, Li Yunzhou's consciousness had already begun to be confused.
As I stood aside, I saw the blood stains on his back staining half of his clothes, a shocking red, and my heart tingled.
The doctor examined his wounds, his face instantly turned ugly, and he asked Jona and me out to retreat his wounds directly in the hospital room.
My worries were all seen by Jona, and she put her hand on my shoulder, "Don't worry too much, the doctor will take care of it." ”
I nodded, but I couldn't hide the panic in my heart.
Qiao Na sighed and looked at me with a little envy, "Actually, I think Li Yunzhou is really attentive to you." It is your blessing to meet such a man. ”
I was stunned, I didn't expect Qiao Na to be optimistic about Li Yunzhou.
"A man who is willing to use his body to block the knife for you, regardless of his own psychological comfort, shows that in his heart, you are far more important than himself. Such sincere feelings should be fulfilled. ”