Chapter 413: I Can't See My Father
The childcare teacher came out of the kitchen and was pleasantly surprised when he saw me.
"You're back, Xixi hasn't seen you for a few days, and he's been missing you for a long time, and he's been sullen all the time, and he doesn't even play with the robots he likes."
Hearing the parenting teacher say this, I couldn't help but feel guilty and blame myself.
I've been taking care of Li Yunzhou in the hospital these days, and I haven't had a video call with Xixi, because I ignored Xixi's feelings.
Thinking of the child in my womb, I haven't confessed it to Heexi, and I don't know if he is willing to accept an extra member of the family.
I smiled comfortingly at the nursery, "You go and rest, I'll stay with him for a while." ”
The nursery teacher nodded and handed me the hot milk in his hand, "Remember to let Xixi drink it, children of this age are growing taller, and it can't be done without calcium supplements." ”
I stepped down, took my milk upstairs, and pushed open the door to Hiki's bedroom.
At this time, Hei Xi was lying on the bed, still playing with the doll, but the moment I opened the door, I immediately put the doll down and pretended to sleep.
I saw these little movements, and I just smiled helplessly, tiptoed to his bedside, and saw that he was still pretending to be asleep, and I deliberately asked, "Xixi, are you asleep?" ”
Hei Hei didn't answer me, didn't move, pretended to be like it.
I pursed my lips and chuckled, reaching out to poke the tickle flesh around his waist.
Hei Xi couldn't hold back anymore, giggling and writhing back and forth on the bed.
I stopped what I was doing and asked with a smile, "Aren't you asleep?" ”
Xi Xi laughed so that the corners of her eyes were filled with tears, and she pouted aggrievedly and angrily, "Mommy is bad!" ”
"Really? That mommy was sad. I pretended to leave, but Hei Xi jumped out of bed in a hurry and hugged my thighs from behind.
He begged coquettishly: "Mommy, don't go, Xixi is nonsense, not sincere." Mommy is the best mommy in the world. ”
A few soft words moved my heart, no longer teasing him, when I turned around, I saw that he was still barefoot, snorted, and picked him up in distress.
"You can't get to the ground barefoot in the future, you know?" I warned him by tapping his eyebrows.
Hei Xi nodded earnestly, but her gaze stayed on my neck.
"Mommy, it's almost summer now, why are you still wearing a turtleneck? Isn't it hot? ”
I reached out and pulled my collar upward, and prevaricated, "Didn't I just come back from a business trip?" It's been raining there lately, and the weather is relatively cool, so I haven't had time to change it yet. ”
My explanation sounded, and Shehi did not have the slightest doubt.
I breathed a sigh of relief and pulled at my collar again, the turtleneck was meant to cover the scar on my neck so that Heeki wouldn't be frightened.
Hee Xi leaned on my arms, I told him a bedtime story, just about the three little pig brothers, I hinted side-by-side: "Mommy is busy with work, I don't have a lot of time to spend with Xi Xi, if Xi Xi has a brother or sister to play with you, won't you be unhappy alone?" ”
Hei Hei looked at me and thought about it for a moment, her big sincere eyes twinkling with questions.
"Mommy, if he has a younger brother and sister, will he be like Xixi, and he will never see his father?"
He suddenly asked this, and I was stunned.
I always thought that Hei Hei's mood was gloomy because I hadn't cared enough for him lately.
I hugged him tightly and asked softly, "Hee-hee misses her father, right?" ”
Xixi pursed her lips and didn't answer me directly, but asked me in a low voice: "Xixi likes Dad, will Mommy be unhappy?" ”
My heart hurts, Xixi rarely mentions missing Li Yunzhou in front of me, because he is also careful about his love for me, for fear that I will be unhappy.
Obviously at a young age, I let you be caught in the middle.
I swallowed the sourness at the tip of my nose and explained to him, "Of course not." Although Mommy and Dad don't live together, we are both the ones who love Hei Hei the most, Hei Xi misses Dad, how can Mommy be unhappy? ”
Xi Xi dared to reply with confidence: "Mommy, Xi Xi hasn't seen her father for a long time, doesn't Dad want Xi Xi anymore?" ”
The last time Li Yunzhou and Xixi met, it was when Li Group announced bankruptcy liquidation.
But that time, Li Yunzhou was just rejected by me, and he was depressed, so he didn't stay with Xixi for a while and left.
Li Yunzhou and I were both immersed in our own emotions, but we ignored Xixi.
I imprinted a kiss on Xixi's forehead in distress, "No, Dad loves Xixi very much, how can he not want Xixi?" Dad is too busy with work, so he can't squeeze out time to accompany Xixi, and when Dad is done, let Dad stay with you for a few more days, okay? ”
A smile reappeared on Heiki's face, "Is it really possible?" ”
I nodded happily, looking at Xixi's excited appearance, but my heart was mixed.
I used to think that although adults are divorced, as long as they give their children enough love, they will not be harmed.
But Xixi made me understand that in the eyes of the child, separation is separation, and he will never have a complete home again.
The next day, I went back to work as usual, and I didn't go back to the company for a few days, but the company still carried out each project in an orderly manner.
I know that it all comes down to Yuan Yue.
It's just that from the time I joined the company in the morning to the morning meeting, I never saw Yuan Yue's people.
Just as he was wondering, there was a knock on the office door.
"Enter."
With my answer, Yuan Yue walked in.
As soon as I felt a little more at ease, Yuan Yue pushed a resignation report in front of me.
My heart fluttered at the sight of the striking font on it, my eyes widened in shock, and I looked up at her in disbelief.
"You're resigning?"
It's something I never thought about.
"Yes." Yuan Yue's attitude was calm, "When my husband passed away, I promised you that I would stay until I avenged you, which can be regarded as the fulfillment of my husband's last wish." Now that my mission is complete, it's time for me to leave. ”
My eyebrows suddenly frowned, "Yuan Yue, are you still angry because of my words that day?" ”
Thinking of that day's argument, I blamed myself and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, I was talking too hard that day. I know you're thinking about it, and you've been helping me with everything, and what I said hurt so much, I apologize to you. ”
"I didn't pay attention to that." Yuan Yue's expression was extremely serious, "I just feel that I don't want to stay here anymore." It's not the life I want, either. ”
I was skeptical of Yuan Yue's words, so I suppressed the guilt in my heart and patiently asked her, "What is the life you want?" ”
Yuan Yue fell silent.
She thought for a moment, "I don't know either. But it must not be the way it is now. ”
"At the beginning, I followed my husband and did everything to obey his orders and complete his revenge. Now, it's time for me to find my goal. ”