I was shocked and couldn't believe it, and I confirmed, "How can this be? I checked before, and the doctor said that I can live for half a year! ”

"That was a conservative estimate at the time." Dr. He's brows furrowed, "Your condition is deteriorating faster than expected, and all the treatments are just a palliative but not a cure, so you'd better be mentally prepared." ”

My heart sank, and if it weren't for Joanna behind me, it would have been difficult for me to sit still.

At this time, the nurse knocked on the door and walked in, handing over all the checklists to Dr. Ho.

Dr. He carefully read the examination report and pointed out the film to me, "Now the intracranial nerves have been compressed, which is why you have headaches, nausea, and even blurred vision, tinnitus, and I am afraid that it will become more and more serious in the later stage, and the pain caused by these strong symptoms is difficult for ordinary people to bear." ”

"I can." I could imagine my ugly face at this time, but I still pulled a comforting smile at Dr. He, "I can hold on, as long as this child is healthy." ”

My insistence made Dr. Ho sigh.

After a moment of silence, Dr. He spoke in a solemn voice, "I will adjust the treatment plan according to your current situation. I admire all that you have done to keep this child, but as a doctor, I still have to prioritize your life. ”

Dr. He persuaded me: "At today's level, even a premature child has a high probability of being born safely, and the risk will be smaller. As soon as your condition deteriorates, I will immediately arrange for a caesarean section, remove the baby, and then perform brain cancer surgery on you, gamma knife treatment......"

My consciousness was a little confused, although I nodded in response, but I was reluctant in my heart, so that I didn't listen to what Dr. He explained later.

It wasn't until Jona nudged me that I came back to my senses.

Dr. Ho cautiously asked my opinion, "What do you think of the plan I just mentioned?" ”

I reluctantly tugged at the corners of my lips and replied perfunctorily: "I will listen to your arrangement, I will definitely be able to survive until this child is born." ”

……

I don't bother with anything about the company at all, try to relax myself, adjust my emotions, and just rest assured in the villa.

But my body is still getting weaker day by day, and the symptoms of brain cancer are becoming more and more obvious.

It was an appetizer made by the chef at home, but I only ate two bites and put down my chopsticks.

It was as uncomfortable as being blocked in my stomach, and my heart was also a dull pain.

Seeing me like this, Jona immediately supported me, but I just shook my head and said "It's okay".

We felt that our health was terrible, and although we were pregnant with a child at the beginning, we walked like a fly, but now we have to hold on to the handrail all the way down the building.

But even so, I insisted on going around, and taking advantage of the good weather today, I also drove the "tail" next to me and went to the park alone.

Jona sent someone to look at me and hoped that I had better stay in bed to recuperate, so that I would not have a sudden attack and not be able to be taken to the hospital in time, which would cause danger.

But I have also communicated with the obstetric doctor before that more movement of pregnant women is conducive to smooth delivery, and more sun exposure is calcium supplementation for both children and pregnant women.

I sat lazily on a chair in the park, closed my eyes and felt the warm sun on my body, and my mood was much brighter.

Stuck in the villa all day, I can't see such a beautiful view in the park.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment, when a surprised call suddenly sounded in my ears.

"Ruan Shi?"

This voice makes me feel familiar, not to mention that I have even changed my identity after I came to the United States, unless it is an acquaintance.

I subconsciously opened my eyes, and my eyes went from hazy to clear, and I saw Xie Yue's face full of surprise.

"It's really you!" He repeated in surprise: "I looked like you when I first came over, but why did you come to the United States?" Traveling for work? ”

"Raising a baby." I reached out and touched my belly, not trying to hide it.

Seeing my already bulging abdomen, Xie Yue was stunned for a moment, and then reacted.

He asked me tentatively, "Child, is it your ex-husband's?" ”

"Hmm." I generously admitted that Li Yunzhou had seen Xie Yue before, if I didn't tell Xie Yue the truth, it was hard to guarantee that Li Yunzhou would not get my situation from him.

I took a deep breath and said calmly: "I have separated from him, and I came to the United States to avoid him and to recuperate. ”

Xie Yue's brows furrowed, a hint of surprise appeared in his eyes, followed by a look of worry, "I also see that your face is not very good, what is the disease?" Currently in treatment? ”

I pulled a shallow smile at him and said the words in a flat tone I hadn't even thought of: "Brain cancer, advanced stage." ”

Xie Yue froze in place like a thunderbolt from the sky, unable to believe it for a while.

I didn't expect him to react so much.

Xie Yue's brows were already deeply twisted, and there was a hint of anger in his voice: "Your own body is already like this, why do you insist on keeping this child?" ”

I lowered my eyelashes and smiled bitterly.

I touched my bulging abdomen and thought to myself: You see, almost everyone will persuade your mother to give up on you, but your mother will not.

"Xie Yue, you and I are both children from the orphanage, we should know very well the feeling of being abandoned, and we also hate abandonment." I slowly raised my eyes and met his worried gaze, "He has been formed, he has fetal movements, he is a life, I can't abandon him." ”

A trace of complicated emotions flashed in Xie Yue's eyes, and then fell silent.

After standing beside me for a moment, Xie Yue finally moved, walked over to me and sat down.

I thought he was going to persuade me, but he didn't.

"I know a retired specialist who is very experienced in brain surgery. If you believe me, I will take you to meet him, and perhaps he will be able to heal you. ”

I didn't have much hope, and Dr. He, who was also an authority on brain medicine, didn't think my situation was tricky.

I indifferently refused: "Forget it, I want to keep the child, and many treatments can't be used." Don't embarrass other experts. ”

My words made Xie Yue suddenly become excited, he held my arm, and looked at me deeply with hot eyes, "You can't just give up on yourself!" You're still so young, and you still have a lot of time to go, you can't just give up on yourself! ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I only felt that Xie Yue at this moment and the gentleman I saw in China were calm and calm, and he was not alone.

And at this moment, I saw Qiao Na, and without waiting for me to explain, Qiao Na directly grabbed Xie Yue's wrist and twisted her backhand, which made Xie Yue grin in pain.

"Jona! Stop! ”