Bi Changlin tilted his head and looked at me, "You really trust me." Aren't you afraid that I'm in vain? ”

I disagreed in my heart, and laughed with Bi Changlin in a relaxed tone: "If you can't cure me, Teacher Bi, then I can only be willing to fall." ”

Bi Changlin looked at me seriously and sighed, "It's still a little early to say this, let's see if you can withstand the treatment." ”

I still don't understand Bi Changlin's words, and I don't find it difficult to receive his treatment.

Because I am pregnant, Bi Changlin has always been very cautious in taking medicine, although it is unpleasant at first, it is not so difficult to eat.

But in the last few days, I have felt more and more that the taste of this soup has begun to become sour, bitter and astringent.

"Drink the medicine." An hour after lunch, Bi Changlin came to me with a decoction, "Drink it." ”

I took it, but frowned inadvertently.

Bi Changlin's face suddenly changed, "What? Think there's something wrong with the medicine I'm boiling? ”

"No, no, no." I repeatedly denied that I was about to drink the bowl when I picked it up, but a rushing smell hit my nose and made my stomach suddenly churn.

I quickly put down the bowl and rushed straight outside, vomiting in the dark, I just felt like my bile was going to vomit out.

After vomiting, my head was also dizzy, and my stomach burned as uncomfortably as if I vomited, accompanied by a faint throbbing pain.

My feet were weak, and I could barely stand firm until I held on to the pillar next to the door.

At this time, Bi Changlin came to me with the unpleasant smell of the decoction as if he was urging Yama.

"After vomiting, I still have to drink this medicine." Bi Changlin handed me the medicine again.

And I was so aggrieved at this time that I almost cried.

I was so uncomfortable that I was forced to take medicine.

I pursed my lips and discussed with him in a hoarse voice, "Can you drink it later?" Let me slow down a little longer. ”

Bi Changlin was extremely quick to refuse.

"That's not going to work! This medicine is cold, the medicinal properties are poor, don't rub it, drink it quickly! ”

Under Bi Changlin's constant urging, I could only take the bowl again, hold my breath and frown, and drink all the medicine in one breath.

Feeling that only the medicine was flowing in my empty stomach, I felt nauseous again, but I was stopped by Bi Changlin: "Don't vomit!" If you vomit and have to drink it again, I have to boil it for you. ”

I could only suppress this nausea, and my stomach was churning as uncomfortable.

I couldn't help but "accuse" Bi Changlin and said, "Teacher Bi, you shouldn't mean it, right?" How do I feel that the medicine has been getting harder and harder in the last few days......"

"It's hard to drink." Bi Changlin said as a matter of course: "Good medicine is bitter!" And I recently changed the prescription for you, and it's normal to be unpleasant. ”

I couldn't cry or laugh, but I could only accept it gladly, and I was grateful to Bi Changlin: "Thank you for bothering the teacher." ”

The taste of this medicine is as good as the bowl of porridge made by Bi Changlin.

In the evening, before I went to bed, Bi Changlin walked into my room with acupuncture.

I had already had acupuncture a few days ago, and there was some slight tingling, but it was within the tolerable range.

It's just that today is different, when the first few stitches fell, I didn't feel anything, but when Bi Changlin plunged a long needle into the top of my head, a piercing pain made me feel excited.

Bi Changlin seemed to anticipate my reaction, and instantly pressed my shoulder.

He twisted his fingers lightly, letting the needle go deeper and deeper, and I frowned painfully.

I bit my lip tightly, desperately enduring the pain, my hand tightly clutched the quilt on my abdomen, and secretly thought in my heart: It's all for the sake of the child, I will definitely persevere.

And every stitch that Bi Changlin dropped on the top of my head made me feel like my head was about to crack in pain, which was extremely difficult.

But even so, I didn't stop, let alone struggle, until all the needles were removed and the pain gradually drifted away, and I breathed a sigh of relief and collapsed weakly on the bed.

Bi Changlin looked at me with an appreciative expression, "You can bear it very much!" You won't even say a word when the needle is pricked. I thought you'd want to give up. ”

I was pale, and my forehead was still covered with cold sweat, but I pulled a smile at Bi Changlin, "I finally got the opportunity to live in the next life, how could I choose to die because of this pain?" ”

My breath was a little unsteady, and I struggled to speak.

Bi Changlin sat beside me and looked at me with scrutinizing eyes, "You are really a different woman." No wonder Xie Yue has taken a fancy to you. ”

My eyes were in the dark for a while, and my heart was faintly confused.

Xie Yue likes me?! How is this possible? We haven't seen each other in years.

Bi Changlin sighed lightly at this time and told me about his previous experience.

"Actually, when I first heard that you were pregnant, I didn't want to treat you at all. Because I used to treat a pregnant woman when I was younger. ”

A similar encounter made me interested, and I waited seriously for Bi Changlin to continue.

"It's the same as yours, because she was pregnant, she couldn't undergo surgery and chemoradiotherapy, so I proposed to use traditional Chinese medicine to treat her, but later she thought the treatment was too painful, so she gave up."

Speaking of that experience, Bi Changlin's eyes even showed a little regret.

"She was already six months pregnant at that time, in fact, even if she insisted on insisting, even if she insisted on it for another two months, the child could be delivered by caesarean section, she could also undergo surgery, and she and the child would be fine."

I was shocked and asked, "What happened to the pregnant woman later?" ”

Bi Changlin lowered his head, his eyes flashing with regret.

"Her family took her back and later gave birth to the child, but the mother could not be rescued in time due to various complications."

It's obviously telling someone else's story, but my heart hurts inexplicably.

If I hadn't met Bi Changlin, maybe I would have ended up the same.

Bi Changlin raised his eyes and saw me, and pulled out a relieved smile.

"But you are very strong, as long as you cooperate, I will definitely ensure that you and the child are okay."

I looked at him gratefully, "I will definitely cooperate, no matter how difficult it is, I hope that I can live with this child." ”

If you can, no one wants their children to be born without a mother,

And Xixi, who is in China, doesn't know that I'm sick, and if I can, I don't want him to suffer the pain of being "abandoned" again.

My hands were clenched into fists, my nails digging deep into my flesh.

For me, the pain of treatment is far more unbearable than the pain of separation.

When I think of Xixi, I just feel that my mother is too irresponsible.