Speaking of the past with me, Xie Yue, who has never been smiling, has a much softer look in his eyes at this time.

"You were like a little bully at that time, those children in the orphanage excluded me, you would always be in front of me and block their ugly words for me."

Xie Yue raised his wrist, revealing the red rope that had been tied to his wrist all along, "And this, do you remember?" ”

I saw the anticipation in his eyes, but I deliberately shook my head in disbelief.

I could clearly see a hint of loss in his eyes, but a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he muttered, "I still remember." You made it up by hand, saying that you hoped that this red rope would bring me luck. ”

He seems to remember the bits and pieces of the past very well, even though he said that that experience was his darkest days.

But for me, the time in the orphanage was just the opening song of my life.

"Xie Yue, actually, I will help you at that time, and it was Dean Chen who asked me to take care of you. I'm not used to seeing them bullying people, so I'm going to stand in front of you and stand up for you. I gave you the red rope, but I just had a sudden interest and thought it was ugly......"

I said this on purpose, just to make Xie Yue give up thinking about me, and I didn't want him to be indulged in memories all the time.

Xie Yue looked at me in a daze, his bright eyes darkened at this time, "You, why did you suddenly say this to me?" ”

I took a deep breath and stopped, "I wanted to tell you that those memories are just a small fragment of my life, and I never took these things to heart. ”

"After leaving the orphanage, I was adopted by my adoptive parents, and although I didn't have a bad life, I didn't get love, and I was even used as a tool to gain benefits, and I could marry any man who was useful to the Ruan family."

These experiences are a thing of the past, so I can speak openly about them.

"Fortunately, I am married to Li Yunzhou. Although we have experienced a lot, there have been many misunderstandings and quarrels, but he has made me understand what love is. It was only after giving birth to Hiki that I felt that my life was complete and I started trying to be a good mom. I want to bring him all the good things in this world. It's just a pity ......"

I hung my head regretfully, "I told him I wouldn't leave him alone. But I got this disease again, so I had to leave their father and son with lies, but I never let go of them in my heart. ”

Xie Yue seemed to suddenly understand something, and looked at me tentatively, "You suddenly told me this, is it because Teacher Bi told you something?" ”

I was silent, kind of acquiescing.

And Xie Yue also guessed seven, seven, eight, eight.

"I said that to Teacher Bi, just to prevaricate him and let him treat you, and I didn't have any other ideas."

Xie Yue walked up to me, he suddenly reached out and clasped my shoulder, and said to me seriously word by word: "I know your intentions, and I also know that you are just a friend to me. You said this today, just to cut off my thoughts about you, but Ruan Shi, I have always buried this feeling silently in my heart, and I never thought of showing it in front of you. ”

"I'm helping you because you've helped me before. All I do to you is because you once took care of me. So you don't really have to feel any pressure, and everything I've done for you doesn't mean anything. ”

I am naturally clear in my heart, I believe in Xie Yue's personality, and I believe in the purity of his feelings. But I still hope that he can find his own happiness.

"Xie Yue, people should look forward."

Although I couldn't bear it, I still forced myself to cruelly extinguish all his hopes.

"Mr. Bi's treatment is very effective, I can feel that my body is getting better, if I can survive until this child is born safely, I will actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment in the future, whether it is surgery or radiotherapy and chemotherapy. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I want to return to Li Yunzhou and Xixi safely and live a happy life for our family of four. ”

Xie Yue's hand on my shoulder slowly moved away, and he tugged at the corners of his mouth, although he had a pretended relaxed smile, the bitterness on the corners of his mouth still betrayed him.

He muttered in a low voice, "I know, so I'm willing to help you." As long as you're happy and happy. ”

Looking at the gloomy loss in Xie Yue's eyes, I was left with guilt and self-blame in my heart.

Xie Yue's feelings for me are simple and pure, I am lucky to get his feelings, but I can't afford it, and I don't deserve his clean liking.

Since I talked to Xie Yue that time, Xie Yue has not come up to the mountain to see me often, although he still uses Bi Changlin to learn about my situation.

I know he's afraid he'll stress me out if he's there.

But the mountain was still not clean, and Joanna couldn't bear it, and when she heard that my condition was improving, she came up to see me with a large bag of things.

Bi Changlin glanced at the things in Qiao Na's hand and snorted unhappily, "It's a big bag, as if I abused her!" ”

"This is for you." Qiao Na also figured out some of Bi Changlin's temper and placed one of the boxes in front of Bi Changlin.

Bi Changlin frowned slightly, didn't even look at it, and refused with disgust: "I'm not rare in your things." You can't buy anything serious! ”

"Really? Since Mr. Bi is unwilling to accept it, then forget it. It's just a pity that these fifty years of aging have passed. Joanna deliberately teased him, and raised her hand to get the box on the table.

As soon as he heard that the box was wine or fifty years old, Bi Changlin's face immediately changed, and Qiao Na took the box into his arms one step ahead.

He rolled his eyes at Jona, "It's really unruly, how can there be a reason to send things to the elders and recycle them?" ”

Jona disagreed, "Do you look at your appearance, this behavior, like an elder?" ”

I snorted and gave Joanna a gentle nudge to tell her to keep her mouth shut.

Seeing me supporting his waist, Bi Changlin's eyebrows were dyed with a touch of pride, "See, right?" Learn from your young lady and know more about the rules of filial piety to your elders. ”

Jona ignored him and dragged me into the room.

Looking me up and down, Qiao Na's eyes were full of comfort: "It seems that this Bi Changlin's medical skills are really extraordinary, you look much stronger than your body." ”

Across the door, Bi Changlin's warning still floated from afar.

"Praise me to my face, don't say bad things about people behind this!"

Joanna and I looked at each other and couldn't help but laugh.

At this time, my mobile phone rang, and I took out my mobile phone to see that it was Huang Que calling.

And at this time, I have only one thought-

Isn't there news from Su Yu?