Seeing that I was rarely so interested, Joanna didn't stop me anymore, but I bought what I liked, regardless of whether I could use it in the future.

I prepared a set of baby products according to gender, and arranged them from birth to one year old.

Even the children's future clothes, I wanted to buy them and prepare them, but reason still made me stop.

I would love to take care of this child from birth to growth, but I also knew that I might not have that opportunity.

I grabbed a pair of cute tiger head shoes and asked Jona's opinion, "How about these shoes?" Isn't it cute? It can be worn by both boys and children. There is no problem at all because of gender. ”

Seeing that Joanna nodded in agreement, I again picked up two more pairs without hesitation. Put it in the shopping cart.

Jona frowned and asked me, "These shoes can be worn by boys and girls, why do you still put two pairs?" ”

"Bring high hope." I replied confidently.

Gao Pan is also pregnant, but due to my situation, I can't care about her and the child's situation.

I used to half-jokingly say that when the child is born, I will be the child's godmother, but now it seems that I don't have this blessing.

I can only do my best to buy some small things for this child.

Jona was thinking about my birth, and although it was a caesarean section, there were a lot of things that should be arranged.

From children's diapers and diapers to living utensils for adults like me, she bought them all.

She and I are ready for this baby.

Just walking around the mall, I felt like my body was being hollowed out.

Exhausted in the car, I fell asleep. It wasn't until the car drove into town that Jona had to wake me up.

I opened my eyes and slowed down for a moment, but suddenly I felt an inexplicable itch in my throat.

I covered my lips and coughed a few times, and suddenly my hair became uncontrollable.

My cough frightened Jona, and she hurried to get some water and unscrew it.

"Drink some water to pressurize."

I coughed twice, only to feel a fishy sweetness spreading through my mouth and nose.

Looking down at my palm, the palm was bright red.

"Oh my God!" Jona exclaimed, not only did I cough up a mouthful of blood, but my nose suddenly began to bleed, and as soon as I looked down, I fell on my coat.

Jona handed me a tissue, asked me to cover my nose, wiped my palm with a handkerchief, and helped me to hurry into the yard.

As soon as she entered, she called out to the private doctor, as if she was frightened by my situation.

I was dizzy and completely cooperated with the doctor's instructions until the bleeding stopped.

I leaned weakly on the head of the bed and watched them clean up all the blood-stained towels and tissues, never expecting that one person could bleed so much from a nosebleed.

When Jona sent them out, I don't know what they were talking about outside, and it was a long time before Jona walked in.

She sat next to me and whispered, "It's a complication of brain cancer, respiratory hemorrhage, and there are already signs of infection." ”

Although I was prepared in my heart, when I heard this, my mind inevitably went blank for a moment.

This is already the worst situation in the advanced stage of brain cancer, I have had gastrointestinal bleeding before, and now coughing up blood and nosebleeds, these are all symptoms of respiratory bleeding, these are like a reminder, reminding me that my limit is approaching.

I just didn't expect that in the end, I couldn't even give me two months.

After a moment of silence, I calmed down and turned to Joanna with a faint smile, "It seems that the remaining half a month is also a race against time." Contact the hospital and arrange the surgery in advance. ”

I'm not sure I'm going to die if I suddenly get sick, so it's safest to dissect the baby now.

Fortunately, at 35 weeks, more than eight months, the child is also fully developed.

Joanna nodded, and despite her cover-up, I could see the tears in her eyes.

I took her hand and comforted her, "Don't be afraid. When my child is born, maybe I will have a chance to receive treatment. ”

I didn't even believe it, and now my condition was terrible, and there was little hope of being cured.

So suddenly, the hospital was asked to arrange the operation, and the hospital was also a little caught off guard, just asking Jona to wait for news.

In the evening, a call came from the hospital, and the time was set for three days later, and the gynecology saint of their hospital would personally perform the surgery for me.

When Jona told me the news, I felt a little more at ease.

I reached out and touched my round belly, and there was expectational tenderness in my eyes, "Well, wait, you're going to meet your mom soon." ”

It's just that there are unforeseen circumstances.

Three days later, it started raining outside in the early morning.

Looking at the overcast sky outside, I felt a little uneasy in my heart.

At this time, Joanna walked in from outside with an umbrella, "It's raining a lot outside, I checked the weather forecast, it should be a little less rain later, and we'll go out when the rain is a little lighter." ”

I nodded, my hand unconsciously resting on my abdomen.

It's rare to make an appointment with the hospital, but there is really no way to change it.

Fortunately, in less than half an hour, the rain outside subsided.

Jona put the bag in the trunk and helped me into the car.

Driven by Jona, the two of us left the courtyard and went out of town to the hospital.

Today's Joanna was a rare talker, comforting me not to be nervous along the way, and also introducing me to how professional and excellent the doctors she arranged were, which really made the atmosphere in that carriage a lot more relaxed.

I couldn't help but laugh, "Jona, I feel like you're more nervous than me." It's as if you're the one going for a C-section. ”

As he spoke, the rain outside suddenly became heavier, as if God had suddenly poured a basin of water, and the windows of the car were crackling.

I couldn't help but feel nervous, and told Jona: "Drive slower, the mountain road is muddy and slippery, be steady." ”

The rain didn't light up at all, and the wipers just scraped a layer of rain, followed by another layer of paste.

Joanna had tried to drive as slowly as she could, but I was nervous and it was hard to calm down.

That's when it happened. There was a thunderclap, and Joanna and I were both startled, and in an instant, Joanna suddenly looked in the rearview mirror and her eyes widened.

"Not good! Mudslide! ”

Large expanses of mud and stones rolled down the hill, and a trail was already flooded behind us.

I was shocked, and my eyes couldn't help but show a little panic.

Joanna had to speed up and try to cross the mountain road, but a heavy rock fell on the roof of our car.

With a "bang", the car passively stalled, and I was so frightened that I leaned against the corner.

Rocks fell one after another, and Jona tried to start the car again, but to no avail.