I also wanted to open my eyes and look at him again, but my eyelids were too heavy to lift.

Luckily, my consciousness was still awake and I could clearly hear him calling my name and pleading with me.

"Ruan Shi, don't sleep...... Please, open your eyes and look at me......"

But I really can't hold on......

"Ruan Shi, do you remember when you were in school? The two of us would always meet by chance, but those encounters weren't entirely accidental. ”

In a trance, I heard Li Yunzhou keep telling me about the past with a slightly trembling voice.

"When I was in school, I actually secretly remembered you when I first met you. You have a unique charm that makes people want to pay attention to you and get to know you......"

"Ruan Shi, I didn't know what love was before, I always felt that I would be with you completely out of necessity, but then you left me suddenly, I realized how important you are to me."

Li Yunzhou's wheezing voice was a little short, but he still didn't stop telling his "memories" with me.

"I've always hurt you in the past and made you disappointed in me a few times, but in fact, every time I see your hurt eyes, I feel very uncomfortable. It wasn't until later that I realized that nothing is as important as you. All I want is for you to stay with me, and every day after work I can see you at home and see you and your children waiting for me. ”

What Li Yunzhou said is exactly what I want to live.

Simple and plain, but full of love and warmth, this is the regret I have been missing since I was a child.

Li Yunzhou's voice was a little choked: "Ruan Shi, you promised me to remarry me, I haven't counted the account you left secretly by concealing your illness, you can't just leave me and Xixi like this...... I haven't had a good night's sleep since you're gone, and all I think about every day is how to find you. Hee Hee is also depressed, he misses you every day......"

Tears were rolling down the corners of my eyes, it was me who was sorry for him and Hei Xi.

"I searched most of the country before I found you, we still have a lot of good days to live in the future! Ruan Shi, don't sleep, you answer me, you talk to me, can you talk to me? ”

Li Yunzhou, who has always been calm, was full of panic in his voice at this time, and I wanted to comfort him, so I opened my mouth and squeezed out a sentence from my throat with difficulty: "I'm sorry......"

My voice was hoarse, and I muttered angrily, "I—I really want to give birth to this baby, but I can't hold on anymore...... My children and I will protect you and Xixi in another world......"

My consciousness began to drain away, and the despair of dying swept over me.

I didn't expect that after working hard for so long and persevering for so long, I still couldn't bring this child into the world.

Leaving this world in Li Yunzhou's arms, will it be too cruel to Li Yunzhou?

Just as I was in a trance, a loud whistle suddenly made me regain a little consciousness.

I heard an anxious urging: "Get in the car!" ”

The voice was remarkably familiar.

Li Yunzhou carried me into the car, I tried to raise my eyelids, and vaguely seemed to see Xie Yue's figure.

Li Yunzhou's arms hugged me harder, but I had reached the limit, and every time I breathed, my lungs hurt. I think it's because the child in my belly doesn't want to leave......

Li Yunzhou's voice drifted farther and farther, and my consciousness sank, completely falling into darkness.

……

Consciousness is like falling into a deep pool, sinking, but there is a little clarity floating.

A blinding light lit up above me, and I half-squinted at the blurred figure moving around in front of me.

It was cold under me, and my whole body seemed to have broken my nerves, and I wanted to move but couldn't.

"The mother's heart rate has been dropping!"

"Low blood pressure!"

"Dr. He, maternal hemorrhage has never stopped......"

The cacophony of sounds ringed in my ears, accompanied by tinnitus that made me frown.

Am I already in the hospital?

Massive hemorrhage?

Am I dying?

What about the kids? Can the child be saved?

I instinctively wanted to raise my hand to grab the arm of the nurse next to me, but I couldn't, and in the end I just moved my fingers slightly.

Fortunately, the nurse next to me kept staring at my condition, seeing my fingers moving, subconsciously looking at my face, and a flash of surprise flashed in her eyes.

"Doctor He, the mother is awake!"

I opened my mouth, but the oxygen mask was in the way, and my voice was very weak.

Dr. Ho seemed to sense my intentions, and she deliberately bent down to my face.

I begged Dr. Ho with all my might: "Child...... Please, save my child......"

Dr. He glanced at me, his eyes showing unbearability, "Don't worry, we will do our best." ”

She turned to the nurse and said, "Notify the anesthesia and proceed with the operation immediately." ”

The light in front of my eyes gradually blurred, and I fell into a coma again.

It was as if I had a long dream, and I was in a miserable space surrounded by white space, and I couldn't see the end of it.

Is this the world that people will come to when they die?

I subconsciously lowered my head, and my lower abdomen was already flat.

Child! What about my children?!

When I was panicked in my heart, the call of Li Yunzhou suddenly sounded in my ears-

"Ruan Shi! Wife! ”

My heart pounded, and I looked around for where the voice was coming from.

"Mommy!"

I'm worried again, it's my Xixi!

"Mommy, don't you leave Xixi behind, okay? Hee Hee is good, Hee doesn't want to leave Mommy......"

My eyes were hot, and my heart was sour.

I don't want to stay with them.

"Heeki ......"

I choked up and walked forward, always thinking that I might be able to see them when I got to the end.

I walked as fast as I could, and finally I was so anxious that I ran straight away.

As I ran, my feet suddenly emptied, and I fell weightlessly.

I suddenly had a palpitation, consciousness gradually returned, and I slowly opened my eyes, and what I saw was still a miserable white.

"You're finally awake."

There was a familiar voice in my ears, and I subconsciously turned my head and saw Li Yunzhou holding my hand tightly and kissing it, his eyes were red and he had an excited smile on the corner of his mouth.

I was stunned for a few seconds.

I'm alive?!

My hand subconsciously touched my abdomen, but it was flat.

My eyes widened suddenly, and I was about to ask, but Li Yunzhou took the first step to comfort me.

"You can rest assured that the child is healthy. It's a beautiful little girl like you, the operation was successful, the child was taken out safely, and now it's in the incubator, and when you get better, I'll push you to see him. ”

It's a girl, and Nozomi has a sister.

I smiled with relief, thinking of Xixi's previous words about protecting my sister, and I couldn't help but feel a warmth in my heart.