Nozomi's wish is to grow up with his sister, but his age is forever fixed at the age of five.

Li Lan is right, for the sake of Xixi's wishes, in order to take care of An An, I must also cheer up again.

I was lying on Bi Changlin's treatment bed, and Bi Changlin took out his needle bag.

He took out a silver needle as thin as a cow's hair and wiped it with alcohol to disinfect it.

I watched Bi Changlin pinch the silver needle with a cold light and approach me, and I couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

"Girl, I'm going to be pierced." Bi Changlin specially reminded me.

I blinked, signaling to him that I was ready.

The slender needles pierced my scalp, and the slight discomfort made me frown.

At this moment, my hand was suddenly held tightly.

I half-opened my eyes and met Yu Chenjun's worried gaze.

The strength of her hand tightened, and a gentle, firm voice said to me, "Don't worry. I'm always with you! ”

"And me." Su Yu also walked in at some point and stood beside Yu Chenjun, "We are all with you!" ”

I wanted to smile at them comfortingly, but as soon as I pulled the corners of my mouth, there was a nerve-like pain, which made me unconsciously clench Yu Chenjun's hand.

It hurts, it hurts like I've never thought it takes, it feels like it's going to tear my brain apart.

I've been trying my best to hold back, gritting my teeth and refusing to show my vulnerability.

In a trance, I seemed to see Hei Xi standing in the doorway, smiling at me and encouraging me.

"Hee-hee-......" My hoarse voice called out Nozomi's name, accompanied by an unsuppressed cry of pain.

The others were surprised, and Bi Changlin also stopped what he was doing and looked at me with a serious face, "You try it and see if you can make a sound." ”

I had just breathed a sigh of relief from the pain that had disappeared, and when I heard Bi Changlin say this, I opened my mouth with some trepidation.

At this time, Yu Chenjun, Su Yu, and Li Lan were all looking at me with nervous and expectant eyes.

I opened my mouth a few times, but I didn't dare to try.

My breathing became rapid because of the tension, and the anxiety in my heart became heavier and heavier.

Su Yu saw my uneasiness, looked at me with affirmation, and encouraged me: "Say, you will definitely be able to." ”

With Su Yu's encouragement, I took a deep breath and tried to make a sound.

"I ......" heard his voice again, as if it had been a long time in between, and it felt a little strange.

I was slightly stunned, felt more confident, and spoke again: "I seem to be ...... It's time to speak......"

Hearing me say this clearly, Yu Chenjun and Li Lan had red eyes at the same time, and Bi Changlin also showed a relieved smile.

Su Yu smiled and asked Bi Changlin as if confirmed: "Great, this is recovery, isn't it?" ”

Bi Changlin nodded, looked at me, and said earnestly: "Look, you have always been unable to get along with yourself, but in fact, you are not the only one who is uncomfortable. Especially when I saw you depressed, everyone was very sad. ”

"Everyone wants you to pick yourself up sooner rather than wasting your time on self-torture."

After all, Bi Changlin is a person who has experienced many ups and downs in life, and he can see many things more clearly.

He glanced around me and reminded me, "Look around you, they are there for you when you are sad and self-defeating. You're never alone. ”

My eyes fell on the faces of Yu Chenjun, Su Yu, and Li Lan one by one, and the joy and excitement in their eyes at this time were not fake.

But these emotions are not for themselves, but for me.

I know that my silence and decadence keep them on their minds.

That's why Li Lan came to send Xixi's paintings to me, just to comfort my heart and try to untie my heart knot.

Therefore, when Yu Chenjun and Su Yu saw that I was not in the room late at night, they would immediately rush into the dark to find my whereabouts.

And I, who wallow in the pain of losing Nozoki, ignore the pain I have brought to others.

Bi Changlin's words woke me up and made my eyes red and hot.

I looked at them gratefully, choked up, and said, "Thank you for always being by my side, I made you worry." ”

Yu Chenjun and Su Yu saw with their own eyes how I went from aphasia to being able to speak vocally, Su Yu didn't know the reason behind it, and he could still patiently comfort me, while Yu Chenjun knew the cause and effect, and he couldn't cry when he heard my words at this time.

I feel sorry for Yu Chenjun, I know very well that in the days I have lived here, Yu Chenjun has been holding my heart for me, for fear that something will happen to me.

I got down from the bed, stood up, and gently hugged Yu Chenjun with my arms.

"I'm sorry, Sister Chenjun, I've been worrying you all along."

Yu Chenjun shook his head indifferently, with tears in his eyes.

"It's okay, it's good that your heart knot is untied."

In front of Li Lan and Su Yu, Yu Chenjun didn't say much, but at night, he sent Li Lan away and put Su Yu to sleep, and Yu Chenjun came to my room again.

She knocked on the door and asked politely, "Shishi, can we talk?" ”

This made me stunned for a moment, a little unclear, but I nodded anyway.

Yu Chenjun walked in and sat on the sofa in my bedroom, a little hesitant, and stopped talking.

At this time, I was already a little relieved, and simply took the initiative to ask, "Sister Chenjun, what do you want to say?" You don't have to be so careful, I'm really fine. ”

Yu Chenjun asked me tentatively: "You suddenly went out that night, did you want to find Wu Meixuan?" ”

Although it was an inquiring tone, Yu Chenjun's eyes looked at me with affirmation, and I didn't deny it.

Yu Chenjun sighed helplessly, "Actually, after I found out that you left the house late that night, I specially checked to see if there was anything missing in the house, so as to guess your motives. I was terrified when I found out that the fruit knife in the bowl was gone, I thought you wouldn't be able to think about it......"

I lowered my eyes and apologized reproachfully, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”

Yu Chenjun just shook his head and continued: "Later, I saw that you were sent back by Yuan Yue, and your clothes were still stained with blood, but you were not injured, I was glad and worried at the same time. ”

She paused, her gaze fixed on me for a moment, trying to get the answer from my expression.

She asked, "That night, you went to Wu Meixuan, and you wanted to kill her, right?" ”

Sure enough, Yu Chenjun had already guessed everything that night, but she may have been worried about my mental condition at that time, so she didn't ask me half a sentence.

I didn't want to hide it from her, and calmly replied, "Yes." ”