Of course, I didn't want to admit that I was holding back, and I said stiffly, "I, I'm just not mentally ready." ”

"That's not up to you. We don't have much time and you have to get used to it all as soon as possible. Wu Shuang said, and directly pushed a plate of fishy steamed fish in front of me, "This is a level you have to pass, otherwise you will just have a meal with Wu Meixin, and you will be exposed at the dinner table." ”

He's right, if you want to be Alice's stand-in, you first need to give up my hobbies and habits and turn Alice's preferences into my preferences.

I took a deep breath, prepared myself to stuff myself into my mouth with a dish I wouldn't normally touch.

The feeling of nausea became more intense as I chewed, and I just wanted to swallow it, but I was reminded by Wu Shuang.

"Chew slowly, it's something you like to eat."

I could only reluctantly comply, but when the fishy flesh got into my mouth, I couldn't restrain myself any longer, covered my mouth, got up and rushed into the bathroom.

Along with the vomit of what I had just eaten, the nausea in my stomach did not dissipate for a long time.

I rinsed my mouth and looked in the mirror at myself with my eyes red from retching, and I was in a trance for a moment.

If I became Alice, am I still me?

Just the moment I hesitated, Wu Shuang appeared behind me like a ghost, startling me.

His deep voice asked me, "Do you want to give up?" ”

I shook my head, "I'm just a little worried, I'm afraid I'll go crazy like Wu Meixin, I'm afraid I won't find myself in the end." ”

"No, it won't." Wu Shuang comforted me: "You are different from Wu Meixin, she only has hatred for this world, but there are many people you love, and Xixi is by your side to accompany you!" I'm sure you won't lose yourself. ”

I was still apprehensive, but I did not object.

At present, I can only use Wu Shuang to restrain Wu Meixin, and at the same time ensure the safety of me and Xixi.

I went back to the table and went to eat the dishes I didn't normally touch.

As the days went by, my habits gradually became different.

At night, I lay in bed and couldn't help but think of Su Yu and them.

The news of my death has been made public, and now that a few days have passed, Su Yu has not been able to find out my whereabouts, do they already believe that I am dead?

Will Su Yu make any impulsive moves?

How happened to Yuan Yue with Mr. John? When will Mr. John let her go?

and Li Yunzhou......

Thinking of Li Yunzhou, my heart trembled fiercely.

The news brought by Wu Shuang last time said that Li Yunzhou was seriously injured and had been in a coma, and now I don't know if he has woken up.

When he woke up, he must have suspected Xixi's death, right? Will you continue to look into it?

I hope that Li Yunzhou will investigate, but I am afraid that he will investigate.

Once Wu Meixin senses Li Yunzhou's suspicions, she will inevitably attack Li Yunzhou again.

I admit that I am hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, and I said that Li Yunzhou's life and death have nothing to do with me, but in fact, I still can't help but worry about his safety.

I really wanted to know the news from the outside world, but Wu Shuang didn't leave me any communication equipment, and the servants at home looked at us again, so I couldn't even get out of this small courtyard.

This feeling of worrying and anxious but unable to do anything about it makes me feel depressed, and doing something strange to me every day also makes me suffer.

And the only consolation is Xixi who is by my side.

When I told him a story at night and put him to sleep, Xixi said to me very seriously, "Mommy, I think you have changed, you have become different from before. ”

"Really?" I asked, "What's the difference?" ”

"A lot of places." Xi Xi folded her hands and counted: "Mommy didn't like to eat those dishes before, but now she eats them every day." Mommy used to wear her hair loose, but now she always keeps her hair curled......"

Hei Xi said a lot, and it also made me realize how I have changed this month, and I have changed into a completely different person from me.

I don't know if it's like Alice, but I'm out of myself.

I rubbed Xixi's head and patiently explained to him: "Mommy will change is a last resort, but you have to believe Mommy, no matter what Mommy becomes, Mommy loves you very much." ”

Hei Xi nodded affirmatively, leaning into my arms and coquettishly, "I know. No matter how Mommy changes, Xixi will always love Mommy. ”

Before we knew it, a month had passed since we escaped.

One day, Wu Shuang came to the small courtyard, and when he saw me, he suddenly called respectfully-

"Miss Alice."

It made my heart skip a beat, but I instinctively let out a "hmm", a simple sound that was full of disdain and arrogance.

I walked to the sofa and sat down, and was about to pour the tea, but when I found the teacup empty, I slammed the teacup on the coffee table, and asked the servant, "Where's the tea?" Can't even do this little bit of work? ”

The maid hurriedly picked up the teapot, "I'll go make tea." ”

Wu Shuang walked up to me, persuaded me, and pleaded with the servant: "But I forgot about it for a while, why are you so angry?" ”

I glanced up at him, "When is it your turn to intercede with a servant?" ”

Wu Shuang was silent and stood aside silently.

At this time, the maid came over with a teapot and poured me a cup, I took a sip of it, and put it down dissatisfied, "This domestic tea is just unpalatable, make me a cup of coffee!" ”

Wu Shuang watched me the whole time until the maid brought me coffee, and he held down the coffee cup to stop me from holding it up.

I frowned and looked at him unhappily, a look that made Wu Shuang's expression a little dazed.

He stopped, "It's okay, your every move, demeanor and tone are already very similar to Alice, almost identical, even I am in a trance for a while." ”

"So I've passed the test?" I asked incredulously.

"Hmm." Wu Shuang smiled with satisfaction.

I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, looking at the tea and coffee in front of me, and felt a little conflicted.

I used to like tea, but because Alice doesn't like tea, she prefers coffee, but now I really think this tea is bitter and astringent.

I seem to have involuntarily given up on my preferences.

I looked up at Wu Shuang, "Even if I learn the same thing, Alice has always been by Wu Meixin's side, how can I replace her?" ”

Now that Alice has returned to China for development, she is almost under Wu Meixin's surveillance, and it may be difficult to find an opportunity to send me to Wu Meixin.

Wu Shuang was confident, "Don't worry, I will naturally not let your efforts go to waste." I'll make the right moment for you to take your place. ”