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And at this moment, Xiao Jinyan has also left the palace.

Xiao Jinyan did not return home.

Instead, it appeared in a temple more than ten miles away.

Opposite Xiao Jinyan, sitting was Qing Yin, who was wearing an ordinary monk dress made of linen.

Qingyin made a cup of tea for Xiao Jinyan and pushed it in Xiao Jinyan's direction.

"It's not as good as you make it yourself, but let's give some face and take a sip."

Qing Yin's voice was very faint.

Xiao Jinyan looked at the long-time friend in front of him, even though he had a lot of thoughts in his heart at this moment, he still stretched out his hand, took the tea cup, and took a sip.

But it's just a small bite.

It looks like it's really just giving Qingyin a face.

Xiao Jinyan put down the teacup, and the tea slid down his throat.

The mellow aroma of tea blossoms between the lips and teeth.

But wonderfully, Xiao Jinyan can only taste bitterness.

The bitter taste lingered in his mouth for a long time, making Xiao Jinyan's whole mood more and more depressed.

Xiao Jinyan cast his gaze to Qingyin, with an indissoluble sadness in his eyes.

"Qingyin, do you think I really did something wrong?"

Qingyin looked at Xiao Jinyan's appearance, didn't speak, just picked up the teacup and took a sip.

Xiao Jinyan didn't seem to care whether Qingyin was answering his words, and began to continue to talk to himself.

"However, I promised Chu Qin that I would take his place well."

"Qingyin, do you think I should continue to live as Chu Qin?"

"Do you think she would forgive me if I explained it to her?"

In the temple, it is naturally forbidden to drink alcohol.

Xiao Jinyan picked up the tea cup in front of him and drank it all.

It was clearly drinking tea, but it gave Xiao Jinyan the illusion that he was drunk.

Xiao Jinyan leaned on the table, raised his eyes, and looked at Qingyin through his eyelashes that were blocking above.

It's not very real.

The faint face is hidden between the gray and white.

"Qingyin, aren't you the best at peeking into the fate of others? You help me to see, will she forgive me? ”

Qingyin put down the teacup and sighed softly.

"Xiao Jinyan, you shouldn't talk about these things in me now."

"So what should I do?"

Xiao Jinyan straightened up, a hint of mockery flashing across his face.

"No matter what, there's no way to get it back, right?"

Xiao Jinyan's face was full of self-deprecation, and Qing Yin, who was sitting opposite, couldn't help but sigh.

"Why do you think Miss Xie is angry now?"

Xiao Jinyan frowned and looked at Qingyin with some puzzlement.

"Isn't it because I'm hiding it from her, I'm Chu Qin?"

Qingyin sighed, coiled the Buddha beads in his hand, and looked at Xiao Jinyan's eyes with a little helplessness.

"I'm a person in the temple, and I don't enter the world and don't get into the red dust, how can I think that you, a worldly person, seem to know a little less than I know the minds of those women?"

Even Qingyin couldn't help but be suspicious.

Is this the obsession of the authorities?

Looking at this friend who has been raised free-range since he was a child and raised in the direction of the best knife in the Zhenfu Division, Qingyin also knew why Xiao Jinyan was like this, and couldn't help but sigh again.

"Qingyin, what do you see?"

Xiao Jinyan raised his eyes and looked at Qingyin, his deep eyes were full of expectations, expecting Qingyin to guide him in a direction.

Qingyin sighed and spoke helplessly.

"You should think about why she's really angry."

"You've known each other for so long, can't you tell what she means to you?"

"I know." Xiao Jinyan nodded.

Qingyin couldn't help frowning.

"You know you're still treating her like that?"

"She hates me so obviously, can't I really fight for it?"

All of Qing Yin's words were choked because of Xiao Jinyan's reply.

For a while, Qingyin didn't know what kind of reply he should give.

After a while, Qingyin cleared his throat and opened his mouth again with difficulty.

"You think she hates you?"

Xiao Jinyan nodded, his face full of affirmation.

"Yes, otherwise what would she do if she wanted to get out of the marriage so hard?"

Qing Yin felt a little speechless.

The monks should have been compassionate, but at this moment, Qingyin suddenly felt a little bored and didn't want to pay attention to Xiao Jinyan.

This kind of emotion made Qing Yin couldn't help but be shocked, and when he thought of something, the expression on his face suddenly became solemn.

During this time, he seemed to be greatly influenced by that man.

It shouldn't be like this.

He is a monk and does not hide the red dust.

Seeing Qingyin's serious expression, Xiao Jinyan felt a little afraid, and couldn't help but open his mouth to call Qingyin.

"Clear? What's wrong? ”

Qingyin was recalled by Xiao Jinyan's voice.

"It's okay, I'm just thinking about something personal."

The expression on Qingyin's face once again returned to his usual desireless blandness.

Xiao Jinyan raised his eyebrows, and was a little curious about Qingyin's abnormal performance.

But soon, that curiosity was overshadowed by sadness.

Xiao Jinyan spoke again.

"Doesn't she hate me?"

Qingyin sighed.

"What I'm saying is, you use your identity and Miss Xie, do you think Xie Youwei hates you as Xiao Jinyan?"

Xiao Jinyan pursed his lips and thought carefully for a while, and gave an answer with some uncertainty.

"It seems to be...... Not annoying? ”

Xiao Jinyan was a little unsure.

Qingyin sighed.

"Judging from your face, Miss Xie probably didn't hate you before, and she was even a little close, wasn't she?"

Xiao Jinyan was stunned in place, and began to carefully recall the bits and pieces of getting along with Xie Youwei when he was Xiao Jinyan's identity before.

It seems like...... It's really what Qingyin said.

Xiao Jinyan pursed his lips, his face flashing a little incredible.

Could it be that Qingyin is true?

Xie Youwei was indeed very close to herself before?

It can even be said that it is ...... Prefer it?

This cognition made Xiao Jinyan feel a little fluttery, and felt a little incredible, and the whole person seemed to suddenly fly up to the clouds, lying in the soft clouds, a little unbelievable.

Qing Yin looked at Xiao Jinyan's appearance and poured cold water on him mercilessly.

"But not anymore."

In a word, Xiao Jinyan instantly fell from the clouds to the ground.

Xiao Jinyan opened his eyes, a little stunned.

Originally, she just thought that Xie Youwei was disgusted with her, so when she knew that he had deceived her, she simply got angry and didn't want to meet again.

But now it suddenly happened.

Xie Youwei may have liked him once.

It's just because of his own relationship that Xie Youwei was pushed away.

This realization made Xiao Jinyan even more unacceptable.

Xiao Jinyan sat in a trance.

"Original...... Is that what it looks like? ”

Qing Yin sighed, stood up, walked around to Xiao Jinyan's side, leaned over, and gently patted Xiao Jinyan's shoulder.

"Think about it, why is Miss Xie angry."

"If you were just an inconsequential person, would Miss Xie be so angry?"

No, it won't.

Xiao Jinyan subconsciously gave an answer in his heart.

If he was an inconsequential person, Xie Youwei wouldn't pay too much attention to him.

Xie Youwei is not a person who cares a lot about what others think.

Except for the people he cared about, Xie Youwei was very indifferent to others.

Even if that person is someone he hates, Xie Youwei will not have too many mood swings because of that person.

Just like that day in the Prime Minister's Mansion, Xie Youwei didn't care at all about what the Prime Minister's wife would look like in the future.

Oh, yes.

If Xie Youwei really hated her, Xie Youwei wouldn't have reacted when he knew that he hid his identity from Xie Youwei.

Even, Xiao Jinyan felt that according to Xie Youwei's character, maybe he would use this as a threat to ask him to withdraw from this marriage contract.

But Xie Youwei didn't.

Xiao Jinyan remembered Xie Youwei's expression at that time.

It's disappointment and anger.

Xie Youwei felt disappointed and angry at him.

If you don't feel or hate, how can you have such emotions?

Therefore, Xie Youwei really likes him.

The reason why Xie Youwei was angry was ......

Qingyin is gone, and in the backyard of the entire temple, only Xiao Jinyan is left at this moment.

Xiao Jinyan sat in the backyard and looked up at the big tree in the backyard of the temple.

A gust of wind blew softly.

Even though it was late spring and early summer, many of the leaves on the tree were blown off because of the gust of wind.

Although he couldn't see the color, Xiao Jinyan had the color that this tree should have in his mind.

Because, this tree was once touched by Xie Youwei.

It was Xie Youwei who brought him color.

Xiao Jinyan's brows frowned a little more, and his face was full of remorse.

Xiao Jinyan vaguely guessed a little bit of Xie Youwei's real reason for being angry.

This made Xiao Jinyan even more disappointed, and he was also a little disappointed in himself.

Why didn't you tell Xie Youwei earlier?

Obviously, let Xie Youwei know, it won't be good, right?

Xie Youwei on the other side.

After Xie Youwei rested for a day, the whole person seemed to have recovered a lot, and continued to take care of the big and small chores in the house as usual.

But Xicui, who grew up with Xie Youwei since childhood, understands Xie Youwei.

Xicui knew that Xie Youwei hadn't adjusted her emotions at all.

Xie Youwei didn't have a smile all day, lifeless, and although he looked calm, he was not angry.

In the past, Xie Youwei always had a gentle smile on her face, and when she encountered something interesting, her eyes were often bent and bright.

I always like to share all kinds of things with her.

But today's Xie Youwei has not shown a smile all day until now.

Xicui stood behind Xie Youwei's side, her face full of worry.

In the end, Xicui couldn't help but speak.

"Miss, why don't we go out for a walk? You've been looking at the ledger here for so long, it's time to get out and get some air. ”

Xicui's words made Xie Youwei put down the account book and raised his head, with a little confusion on his face.

"Really?"

Has it been a long time?

Xie Youwei didn't know.

Xie Youwei only felt that she hadn't seen anything.

All night yesterday, Xie Youwei was still thinking about that matter.

Is she angry, why didn't Xiao Jinyan confess to herself?

Yes.

Why?

Xie Youwei knew Xiao Jinyan's character, and naturally knew that Xiao Jinyan must have his own troubles for concealing this matter.

But Xie Youwei had no way to accept it.

Xiao Jinyan used two identities to make her alone in the confused attitude.

Xie You's eyes sank slightly.

"Then take the ledger down."

Hearing this, a hint of joy flashed on Xicui's face.

"Yes!"

Huanhuan happily removed the account book, originally thought that Xie Youwei would go out with him next to breathe Xicui turned around, but saw that his young lady had already laid out the paper on the table, took out her own pen, and looked like she was about to start painting.

It looks like I'm about to start drawing.

Xi Cui's eyebrows instantly drooped.

But seeing that her young lady was completely immersed in her own world, Xicui opened her mouth, but in the end she couldn't say anything, and closed her mouth in disgust.

However, Xie Youwei, who began to draw the design draft, also suddenly discovered.

Today's self, I can't draw a manuscript well.

No matter what, I can't draw a satisfactory design.

This made Xie Youwei's already irritable mood even more depressed.

Xie Youwei shook the paintbrush in his hand and opened his mouth with some indignation.

"That's it! Don't draw anymore! Go shopping on the streets. ”

Xicui, who heard Xie Youwei's words, suddenly lit up her eyes.

"Good!"

Afraid that Xie Youwei would return, Xicui found out the things that had been prepared on the street a long time ago, put on a jacket and other things for Xie Youwei carefully, and pulled Xie Youwei out of the house.

Xie Youwei wanted to come out to relax.

But after really coming out, looking at the traffic on the street, Xie Youwei felt a little bored again.

Seeing that everyone on the street was lively, thinking of himself made Xie Youwei even more depressed.

But looking at Xicui's cheerful face, Xie Youwei couldn't bear to fold Xicui's meaning, so she had to go shopping with interest.

Street vendors are constantly trying to sell what their vendors are selling.

"Girl! Take a look at my sugar gourd! My mother-in-law poured cocoa on it, and the sugar coating was thick! Absolutely delicious! ”

"Look at my little sugar man! My skill in painting candy people is the best in ten miles and eight towns! Girl, just take a look! ”

"Let's take a look at our mouth-grease! Red and glamorous! There's no girl you don't like! ”

"Silk flowers! Let's take a look at the silk flowers! ”

The shouting was endless.

Standing in it, Xie Youwei was not interested in any of this.

But under the expectant eyes of Xicui on his side, Xie Youwei still reluctantly cheered up and walked in the direction of the sugar gourd stall.

Xie Youwei raised his head and looked at the large string of sugar gourds.

The little vendor saw Xie Youwei approaching and immediately smiled.

"Girl, do you want a sugar gourd?"