Sylvia: "He doesn't want to leave you, maybe you think about it from a different angle, half of the person in front of you is Zhou Qingqu, will you feel better when you see the person you lost appear in front of you in another way?" ”

Bai Qian: "It's not comfortable, I just feel empty in my heart." I used to have at least one thought, but now I don't even have a thought. I can't do anything to use someone else as a stand-in, because we all know that they are two completely different people. ”

"He has always been gentle and kind, I don't blame you for making such a choice when you were dying, I'm just sad, sad that I'm the one who is left behind every time."

Sylvia glanced at Mr. Oyanagi, so the other party asked her to come to see this? Aren't people quite clean? There's no substitute literature.

Mr. Oyanagi didn't expect Bai Qian to think like this, and he also felt that Bai Qian's reaction was a little unusual. How did you accept the fact that Zhou Qingqu left so easily? In his expectation, the other party should not be this reaction.

He even arranged the next plot direction of stand-in literature, but it turned out that everything was in vain, and the other party's reaction was too strange. Knowing that the lost lover has always been by her side and inseparable, after knowing the news of his complete disappearance, she is so calm and calm, is this reaction a little unusual?

"How much do you know about the drain?" Bai Qian was not in a hurry to say anything to Sylvia, but asked Mr. Oyanagi first.

Mr. Oyanagi: "There is not much about him, and the deepest memory is his relationship with you." From the time you met at the age of sixteen to the time you were thirty-six, I knew that. ”

"Miss Wei, why does he remember Bai Qian's matter so clearly? There are very few memories of Zhou Qingqu himself. ”

Sylvia: "Normal, it stands to reason that when a person dies, there is nothing. But there are always a few, their obsessions are too strong, they all call them obsessions, and that must be what they are most concerned about. ”

"Obviously, Bai Qian is Zhou Qingqu's obsession."

Bai Qian lowered her eyebrows and said nothing, she never complained that Zhou Qingqu had left her, because accidents were always caught off guard. She was just sad, God gave her a knife when she was at her happiest, and her life collapsed overnight.

Speaking of obsession, Huo Yuhuai was also silent, didn't his parents spend more than ten years like this? Thinking about it now, it feels like yesterday.

Bai Qian hoarsely said: "He has always been a very good person, he has always taken care of me, and I feel very despicable compared to him." ”

"We both came from a welfare home, and I knew since I was a child that I had to fight for it, so that life could go on. And he's different, he's like a good old man. He was two years older than me and came out early to work. I pretended to be pitiful in front of him, deceived him into distress, and promised to let me continue studying, so that I could successfully continue studying. ”

"After the age of sixteen, we have always depended on each other, and wherever I went to study, he would go to my school to find a job and provide for me."

Bai Qian stared at the thermos bucket on the cabinet with a somewhat empty look: "Of course, it was a little unrealistic to say how much affection I had for him at the beginning, but I always knew how to plan for myself." ”

"A person like me has no parents, no friends, no one can be relied on, I can only cling to him hard. I'm afraid that one day I'll go back to the precarious days I used to have, and what will I do to survive in this world? ”

"He probably understood that I had bad intentions at first, and I just wanted to find a meal ticket. But he never said that he had always taken care of me silently, and no one had ever cared for me so much since I was a child. ”

"When I was in college, I didn't say anything about where I came from because I was too vain and selfish. I don't want to see sympathetic and pitying eyes, and I don't want to hear the people around me pointing and pointing at me. ”

"People show off what they lack, and my roommate and I show off that we have a good family and no worries about food and clothing. He never demolishes me and gives me a lot of pocket money every month just to make me have face among my roommates. ”

"But behind my boasting is that he has to work overtime every day, and he usually has to do all kinds of part-time jobs, so that he can provide me with a luxurious life, and he has never complained."

Mr. Xiaoyanagi listened to what Bai Qian said, and then looked at Mr. Oyanagi, if it was his brother, could he treat a girl like this? This week, Qingqu can be regarded as digging out his heart and lungs, which is good for this girl.

"Although I am hard, he has always been rich and nurtured me, and my vision and experience have been cultivated by his hard work. The more I came back, the more I was able to see the despicability of my own human nature. ”

"Then I thought, anyway, after so many years between us, I can't tell the difference, and I don't even bother to calculate how much I owe him, anyway, I'll be with him all my life, and I'll never be separated from him."

"How he took care of me before, I will take care of him in the future, and I want to be better to him."

"But this world is so cruel, obviously our lives are starting to get on the right track, obviously we are going to get married, as long as he doesn't go on that trip, we may have two children."

"I know accidents are inevitable, but I still complain that God is unfair to me. Doom is looking for people who are miserable, and I have a special understanding of this sentence. ”

Bai Qian was able to open up in front of strangers, perhaps because Sylvia knew too much.

Sylvia: "Later, I learned that Zhou Qingqu was by your side in another way, you were happy after all, right?" ”

Bai Qian smiled: "Yes, I am happy." Many people are afraid, but I'm not scared at all, he's so good to me, I don't want to be afraid of all this because he has a different way of being. ”

Sylvia: "Let's get down to business, what do you think now when you see the person in front of you?" ”

Bai Qian glanced at Mr. Da Yanagi, "I don't have any ideas, just like I said before, I will never see you as him, nor will I use you as his stand-in, this is disrespectful to Qingqu himself." ”

"In my heart, no one in this world can compare to him."

From Zhou Qingqu's memory, I saw Bai Qian's personality and life, which was completely different from what I saw on the ground. In Zhou Qingqu's memory, Bai Qian was like a poor little beast, stubborn and embarrassed.

But now that I see it, I know that Bai Qian is very different from what Zhou Qingqu remembers. She calmly admits that she has been scheming, and also admits that she has an inferior character.

"I'm curious, when Zhou Qingqu died, according to your appearance and education, if you want to start a new life, it shouldn't be difficult, why have you stayed until now? Not everyone can survive a decade like this. ”

Mr. Oyanagi was also a little depressed at this time, although he didn't know why he was sulking.

Bai Qian laughed: "Of course, in the past ten years, someone has expressed their affection to me, but the person is not right. They only see my current glamour, they just see my excellent education, but they don't know that everything I am glamorous now is from the dedication of Qingqu. ”

"I am like a flower rooted in the soil, the clear canal is a nutrient for me, and the flower can no longer bloom without the nutrient."

"And there will be no one in this world who is better than him, and if you have the best, everyone else will be successful."

Sylvia: "Later, it was because you noticed the existence of Zhou Qingqu, so you thought that it would be okay to live like this for the rest of your life, at least you are the only one in the world who still remembers him." ”

Bai Qian was very frank: "Yes, as long as I live, I will remember him." In my heart he has always been alive and has always been with me. ”

Sylvia finally smiled: "So I think you're wonderful, some people look selfish and cold, but in fact, they are affectionate and affectionate." ”

Bai Qian: "I know that I am selfish and cold, but I deserve it for my affection and long-term affection. I'm just living up to my vow, and since I said I'd be with him for the rest of my life, I'm going to do it. ”

Mr. Koyanagi: "Then now that my brother is like this, you don't have any other requirements?" After all, it is because of Zhou Qingqu that my brother can continue to live in this world. ”

Bai Qian: "I said, saving people is a matter of Qingqu, although he is my fiancé, but he is not dependent on me." This is a deal you made with Qingqu, as for what the transaction is, I guess according to Qingqu's idea, it is nothing more than hoping that you will take good care of me. ”

Sylvia teased: "So what do you think?" ”

Bai Qian: "There are many kinds of care, and I don't want you to give me love and so on, because I already have the best." If you really want to thank Qingqu, then remember him in the future, someone will remember him with me, and I am not alone. ”

Da Yanagi didn't expect Bai Qian to make such a request: "That's it? ”

Bai Qian nodded: "For this request, I see that you are worth a lot of money, but those are not very attractive to me, I am living a good life now, and my life is quite self-sufficient." ”

"If it's okay, I'll leave first, and I won't come over again." Bai Qian got up to pack up the thermos bucket, obviously not wanting to say anything to the brothers anymore.

Sylvia: "You don't want to see him again, are you worried that the more you see him, the more you will gradually forget Zhou Qingqu?" ”

"Yes, I'm scared of that." Bai Qian said very frankly: "I saw you twice, and these two times made me feel terrible. ”

"Terrible?" Oyanagi was puzzled: "I didn't do anything to you, did I?" ”

"It's because you didn't do anything that I feel terrible." After packing up the thermos bucket, Bai Qian picked up her satchel: "Many of your habits are very similar to Qingqu, but I clearly know that you are two different people." ”

"I don't want to think of you when I think of Qingqu in the future, and you don't want to be remembered by others through yourself, and you don't want to be remembered by others, so it's better for us to see each other less. Then you will be happy, and I will not have to worry about forgetting him. ”

Mr. Daliu also understood what Bai Qian meant, but he was just upset, so he wanted to see Bai Qian more. But when it comes to this, he can't say anything, and even if he really wants to do something, he can't do anything with the way he is still lying on the hospital bed.

"That's it, I'll go first, Miss Wei, it's interesting to chat with you, you are a very magical person." He always looks cold to Da Yanagi, but to Sylvia, Bai Qian's attitude is very kind.

Sylvia: "I also think you're very interesting, you can come to the house for tea when you have time." ”

Huo Yuhuai handed over an address when he heard this: "You are welcome to come to your house at any time." ”

Bai Qian took the address: "I'm honored, it's really a bit hasty to meet today, I will definitely visit another day." ”

Bai Qian left, and there was silence in the ward. Mr. Xiaoliu smiled awkwardly: "Miss Wei, look at this...... My eldest brother has really changed a lot in the past two days......"

Sylvia: "Normal, since you agreed to someone else's deal, it makes sense to change. As long as you remember that you are still you, you just have an extra memory, and there is no big problem. ”

Mr. Oyanagi smiled bitterly: "I think the problem is quite big, I can't think about things related to Bai Qian now, I feel uncomfortable when I think of me." ”

He nodded at the mouth of the snack: "The dense dull pain, like a blunt knife cutting meat, I have never felt like this." ”

What can Sylvia do? She couldn't help it, "You will get used to it after a long time, I said that Zhou Qingqu is the one who cares about her the most, and it is natural for you to feel uncomfortable when you think of her, because there are too many regrets between them." ”

"It's almost time, and we should go back too."

Sylvia doesn't go to enlighten Mr. Daliu, the big boss of the family, why should she enlighten? He will always figure it out, anyway, as far as Sylvia is concerned, there is still a connection between Bai Qian and this Mr. Da Liu.

On the way to Huo Yuhuai's company, Huo Yuhuai was a little puzzled: "Have you seen a situation like Bai Qian before?" ”

Sylvia's eyes were long for a moment: "I've seen it, it's a little similar to her situation." ”

She thought of a necromancer she had once met, who could not bear the pain of his wife's imminent death, so he made his wife a puppet when she was dying.

In this way, the two sides still stay together, although he is even more notorious in the Radiant Continent, but at least in Sylvia, her relationship with the other party is not bad.

In a way, this is also affectionate and affectionate.

Huo Yuhuai sighed: "It's really emotional to think about it like this, I didn't expect Bai Qian to accept it so easily." It stands to reason that she is so affectionate to Zhou Qingqu, she should not be able to accept the other party's departure. ”

Sylvia: "Bai Qian still has one thing that she can clearly carry, although she is sad and sad, but she knows that it is Zhou Qingqu's choice." Even if Zhou Qingqu has passed away, he is still an independent individual, and he is not dependent on the other party. ”

"Then what the other party decides is his own business, even if he is the one who is left behind, she can only accept this result."

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