It's been a month since I last broke up with Xu Su, and I realized later that even if you are in the same university, if you don't meet deliberately, it's really hard to see each other again.

The day he sent me back from the hospital, I seemed to be very depressed, I tried WeChat, phone contact with him to no avail, I think he was determined to cut off contact with me, but this is fine.

Later, I heard others mention that Xu Su went to France to participate in the exchange meeting for a year, and he was in a hurry.

In fact, he has always been very good, and he will shine in his own field in the future, and he always guided me to do problems in high school, but at that time I was so focused on promise that I completely ignored him.

And it has been three years since Xu Promise left, and every big holiday, I will go to visit Uncle Xu in prison for him, and still I haven't gotten any news about Promise, I tell myself every day that I want to start over, but the memory always replaces the tenacity I worked so hard to build over and over again.

Grandma took care of the flower shop again, but she was older, and the last time I talked to her on the phone, I asked her to teach her how to make video calls, but I stubbornly went to a university in another place, and I could count the time I spent with her on ten fingers.

"When I graduate, I'll always be with you, and I'll find a job near my home, so don't bother me at that time." The grandma on the other end of the phone smiled from ear to ear, and I seemed to hear a choked voice, and it was all as if grandma was an expression of happiness.

Over the years, everything seems to have been uneventful, and a lot seems to have happened.

I'm about to be a junior, and in addition to library assignments, I'm also posting articles on major platforms, hoping to one day contact me with the promise of seeing my name in a magazine.

I finally got a new girlfriend, Lotus, as quiet and self-aware as her name. I met her in a flower art class, she is always sincere and kind, and even has a childhood sweetheart's little follower, Lin Yang.

I will always see the promise and my shadow in their stories.

One day when I was getting up early to run in the playground, I met Lin Yang, who smiled at me and nodded, and handed me four breakfasts.

"Recently, Luo Shi is not in a good mood because of some things about my graduate school entrance examination, although she didn't say it, but I think she must be holding back in her heart and unwilling to tell me, can you enlighten her for me?" Lin Yang finished speaking very sincerely, with a somewhat worried look in his eyes.

"Does going to graduate school mean you're separated? I think Luo Shi is a little dependent on you, you better explain it to her, after all, this is your relationship. ”

I thought about it for a moment, and frowned slightly, the person who was still hiding in the dead end would actually tell some big reason to explain others.

"Well, then you can take her to the rehearsal room tomorrow night, I have a surprise for her."

Lin Yang's distant back is full of firmness for Luo Shi, and his plan has always made a long-term plan for Luo Shi.

In the evening, I colluded with the other roommates, and Luo Shi looked like a coward, and as her friend, I actually realized now that her lively and free nature always influenced me again and again, pulling me out of my pedantic and dreary past, experiencing sun exposure, and slowly growing rhizomes.

"Luo Shi, let me help you put on makeup, you used to help me put on makeup, let me try my hands."

In case you go your separate ways in the future, it's good to take it out and miss it. When Luo Shi heard this, he slapped me on the arm, and scolded me for talking nonsense, and I also cooperated with the "ouch, ouch" twice.

"I now know that parting is just a normal part of life. But Lin Yang loves you very much, of course you also love Lin Yang, you have been holding hands with each other since you were childhood sweethearts, and you are really happy.

But love is mutual achievement, I don't want Lin Yang to give up the graduate school entrance examination because of you, and I don't want you to go to another strange city because of Lin Yang.

Three years is not long, but not short, you have to weigh it well. But we're always here for you. "I saw tears in the corners of Lotsy's eyes, maybe I had cried countless times in the middle of the night.

said in the small broken window, I still have to leave after all, even if I can be reluctant, even if I can't give up; In my memory, there is the time here, the sound of the wind blowing here, the smiling faces and crying of many people. So what am I for this time, it's probably just a name. For someone who finally needs to say goodbye, it's easy for you to forget this memory, as long as you forget my name. But thank you, thank you for everything, thank you. ”

"It's a pity that I didn't have a warm summer with you."

"May you have a bright future,

May you have a lover and eventually become married,

May you be blessed on earth.

I don't remember if I said it to Luo Shi and Lin Yang or to myself and promise, but everything doesn't matter, I should also go towards my own light, right?

Lin Yang stood on the podium, holding a bouquet of white and blue magnolia flowers in his hand, and even a guitar on his shoulder. I don't know when the light lit up in the room, and a few of us left with interest, but we were really happy for them.

Later, Luo Shi said that Lin Yang sang a song "Young Years" to him, I inadvertently searched on the Internet, and there was a lyric in it that said, the sun was just breeze that year, and I also fell in love with your laughter, your laughter warmed every minute and every second, like that cute cat.

When I was young and helpless, I only saw your goodness.

Lin Yang is still preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, and Luo Shi also wants to meet a better self, and they have to work together.

In Luo Shi's shy look, Lin Yang said, "We are all waiting for each other to become better people, and then go on naturally." ”

None of us seemed to fall asleep that night, and we talked for a long time all night, talking about the past, the present, and the future, and I suddenly found that the promise was not so clear, even though Uncle Xu really told me the address in the end.

That was the first time I felt that the nights were long, long enough to think about many things and make many decisions.