Chapter X
With uneasiness, I went to the Academic Affairs Office to look through Shen Huai's admission materials in the name of the teacher during class on Monday, and finally saw a familiar and annoying name in the parent column, Shen An, my so-called father's name.
I even went to Shen Huai yesterday to bring him medicine to see if he would continue to work in the hot pot restaurant.
Now that I think about it, he approached me, as if he had a deep meaning, was it with guilt? Or mock me for having a bad time all these years.
I slept in my dorm room for a whole day, and when I woke up, it was much darker.
picked up the bedside book and casually flipped to a striking page, "Shen Li, I'm sorry."
When I saw Shen Huai outside the infirmary, he was on the phone, and his tone was a little irritable.
"Dad, it was you who were sorry for grandma back then, is it wrong for me to send the money I earned from scholarships and jobs to my grandmother in your name by relying on my own ability?"
The other end of the phone seemed to be loudly scolding Shen Huai for being a white-eyed wolf.
"The unfilial person is you, Shen Li and I met by accident, she has no father's love since she was a child, and she has a difficult life because of your father, but she is still kind and filial.
The hot water scalded my hands that day, and I realized that it could hurt so much. ”
It turned out that he whispered that day to ask me if it hurts.
I rushed over and snatched Shen Huai's phone.
"Shen An, I don't need you to feel guilty about me and my grandmother, and my grandmother and I won't disturb your current life, as for the money that Shen Huai gave me to my grandmother, I will slowly return it to him in the future. By the way, you don't know yet, you are not your grandmother's biological son, she went to the orphanage to adopt you in the first place. ”
Shen Huai stared at me with incredulous eyes, and I handed him the postgraduate examination materials, "Thank you, it's better not to meet in the future." ”
I dialed my grandmother's number.
"Grandma, I saw Shen An's son, and I talked to Shen An on the phone, I told him in a fit of anger that it wasn't your biological son, you won't blame me."
"Then you're not being bullied, are you?"
"No, grandma, his son is a kind person, and the money he sent you before was sent to you in the name of Shen An after his work-study savings.
Grandma, when I succeed in the graduate school entrance examination, when I earn money, I will take you to my side. ”
Luo Shi was not very surprised when she heard that Shen Huai was my younger brother, but just sighed, in fact, he is a very good boy, but it's a pity.
"Hey, don't fall in love with empathy, what should Lin Yang do." I took the opportunity to tease her.
"I'm okay with Lin Yang, don't want to break us up." It was the first time I saw Luo Shiyi speaking eloquently, and she and Lin Yang were studying at this university for graduate school and the other were going to Shanghai, a long distance, but their love was firm.
One night we held a grand parting party for her and Lin Yang on the roof of the teaching building, and we don't know when we will meet again after the summer vacation.
I thought Luo Shi would cry and cry, until I saw the smile and determination on her face, and I realized that in fact, everyone has really grown a lot along the way. I still remember disliking each other when we first met, accommodating each other during the period, and being reluctant to give up each other later.
So youth is all about missing and growing up non-stop?
When I took my graduation photo the next day, my mind was still confused due to my hangover last night.
Everyone was in high spirits and wearing bachelor's gowns, but Luo Shi and I were dragged away. Unexpectedly, I saw Shen Huai, and he handed me a cup of sobering tea, "I'll just say a few words and leave, is it okay?" Shen Huai was also wearing a bachelor's gown, revealing a white shirt inside, tall and tall, but with a childish face, somewhat similar to that person.
"Actually, when you were in high school, I secretly went to see you a few times, and I saw you being talked about by other classmates, and I even went to fight with them, but I didn't expect to meet you again in college, and the time when you were scalded by hot water when you were working in a hot pot restaurant, I happened to be eating with my classmates in the store, and when I bought you scalding cream and came back, you were still tossing back and forth in pain, and then another boy appeared, so I gave up.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for that person, and although I've always wanted to make up for the damage done to you and grandma, I've done nothing about it.
This is for you, I won't bother you and grandma in the future. ”
Shen Huai handed me a bag in his hand, turned around and left, I opened the bag, and it turned out to be the crystal doll I saw in the window last time.
After taking graduation photos, I was exhausted, and suddenly felt that four years had passed in a trance, and I was full of ambition when I entered the school, but now I am still blank and confused, but fortunately, the struggle of young people has just begun, and my grandmother suddenly called.
"Leave, that person came to the house to apologize, between the hurt he has given us over the years, grandma will not forgive him, he and his son will not come to bother us again in the future."
"Grandma, in fact, Shen Huai is a kind boy, I hope that when I go to Xiamen, you don't turn away if he comes to help."
"We're growing up, grandma listens to you, take a graduation photo today, and send it to grandma later."
"Okay, grandma, we did a great job today."
I went to Xiamen for the graduate school entrance examination, and I won't meet Shen Huai and Teacher Zhou again, so I left a letter for them. It's just that will you meet Xu Su in Xiamen? The distance from grandma seems to be even farther away? Will the relationship with Luo Shi become weaker and weaker?
I remember that in the novels I read when I was in junior high school, there was always such a sentence in the magazine, youth beat the horse, and we fell into death. I still don't understand the mourning in this sentence, does it mean regret?
Some people are like two parallel lines that will never intersect, never to be seen again.
And some people go around and around, go through ups and downs, turn around, and still love and protect you with 100% patience, and over time you will accept them again without asking the reason or the past.
And I love you like the wind that has traveled eight thousand miles, regardless of the return date.
To Mr. Zhou:
Time is really a great healer, I suddenly forgave Xu Promise, tell him for me, Uncle Xu has always loved him very much, I have been to see him in prison several times, he has changed a lot over the years, if Xu Promise comes back one day, he should go to see him. Thanks to Mr. Zhou Zhao for his previous maintenance, from today onwards, everyone will let go of the mustard and work hard to love and be loved, right? You shouldn't wait until you've lost everything to regret it.
To Shen Huai:
Actually, I never blamed you, and besides, you're really different from that person, thank you very much, brother. For the first time, I thought it was nice to have a younger brother, especially a handsome younger brother. The crystal doll is very beautiful, let's start a life without burden from tomorrow, rest assured to love, you are so good, you will definitely meet a gentle girl. After I went to Xiamen for graduate school, if you want, you can accompany my grandmother more, she doesn't seem to have a good memory recently.