Chapter 18: Drinking to Drooze Sorrows
Yi Hejin's love words are always blurted out, but no matter how beautiful the love words are, they can't match the cruelty of reality.
Under the beautiful scenery, a pair of awkward people, Jiang Yanzi's thin body is bathed in the afterglow of the sunset, dyed with a layer of pitiful light, she is always like this, with strength as a coat, wrapping her fragile heart.
"Don't be angry, taking medicine is not good for your health." Yi Hejin pulled her into his arms and coaxed her softly.
Jiang Yanzi didn't bother to argue with him about anything, anyway, there were some things that she couldn't say to him, and she couldn't stop them.
At dinner, the two of them ate at one of the most decent restaurants in the town, in fact, although Jiang Yanzi has been here for three years, she has never eaten here, not because she has no money, but because she really doesn't have much time.
For Yi Hejin, although this restaurant is the best place in town, it still can't be caught in his eyes, but the people who accompany him today are different, so he naturally has an appetite.
Jiang Yanzi was really a little hungry, so after the dishes were served, she started to eat by herself, and she didn't even look at the man sitting next to her, and naturally she wouldn't see his eyes that wanted to eat people.
Maybe for Yi Hejin, watching her eat is far better than eating any delicacies from the mountains and seas, obviously they only sat down to eat together a few days ago, but for Yi Hejin, that time seems to have passed for a long time.
In this small town where Yi Hejin couldn't even name it, now the two of them sat by the window, enjoying the unique scenery of the countryside at nightfall, where there was no hustle and bustle of the big city, only the rare tranquility, which he could not hope for before.
This economically backward place with simple folk customs seems to be able to cleanse people's hearts, make people passing by here stop, and soothe that mottled heart.
This quiet atmosphere was quickly broken by Yi Hejin's phone call, when he stood not far away and talked on the phone, his face returned to his usual calm and serious appearance, his methodical and easy appearance, it was really admirable, Jiang Yanzi overheard him talking on the phone, it seemed to be because of the company's affairs, but he didn't really hear it, only heard that their company had a big problem in procurement.
When Yi Hejin came back from the phone, Jiang Yanzi was already full of wine and food, and she was drinking a glass of boiled water at the moment, and when she saw him sit down again, her face was slightly nervous, and her long eyelashes were drooping, and she even looked good.
The call just now was from Chi Jun, Lin Chumo knew that Yi Hejin was not in Jincheng for the time being, so he wantonly expanded his business territory, not only in terms of gambling stones, but also broke the news that their company was about to launch new jewelry.
Yi Hejin obviously didn't pay attention to those things at work, and Chi Jun only passed on the news, and didn't say much else, but he still couldn't hold back at the end of the phone call and asked Yi Hejin when he could go back.
Jiang Yanzi put down the water cup in her hand and asked pretending to be concerned, "Is there something wrong with the company?" ”
"It's just a small thing." Yi Hejin stared at her and replied lightly.
"You'd better go back early." Jiang Yanzi lowered her eyes and spoke, she was afraid of his eyes that could see through people's hearts, "So many employees in the company still expect you to eat, this small place can't accommodate your big Buddha." ”
Hearing this, Yi Hejin couldn't help but chuckle, reached out and grabbed one of Jiang Yanzi's small hands, and then frowned, "Why are your hands so cold?" ”
Jiang Yanzi wanted to withdraw her hand, but he held it tighter, "I'm fine." ”
He took her into his arms and coaxed her in a gentle tone, "Baby, go back with me." ”
"No ......" Although it is in his warm embrace, Jiang Yanzi's will is still sober, so she has never changed the answer to this question from beginning to end.
Yi Hejin knew her temperament, so she didn't come hard, and when she was so persistent, she said, "Then I'm here to accompany you." ”
"You don't care about the company?" Jiang Yanzi was a little shocked, and her voice was a few points higher.
Yi Hejin's eyes were full of tenderness, and he said seriously, "Without you, what do I want the company to do?" ”
He was always like this, when she was defenseless, to say these heart-wrenching words, is it so important for her? Jiang Yanzi smiled bitterly, and then stopped talking.
"I'll go to the bathroom." It was a long time before she spoke.
Yi Hejin finally let go of her and watched her leave.
In the bathroom, Jiang Yanzi threw the packaging bag of the medicine into the trash, then washed her hands again, and glanced at herself in the mirror, she lowered her eyes as if she was ashamed.
One Yi Xichen has already limited her steps, and if there is another one, she will definitely not be able to bear it...... So, she won't listen to him.
In the box, Yi Hejin asked the waiter to bring a bottle of wine, and when Jiang Yanzi came back, he was already a little drunk.
Yi Hejin has always drunk red wine, but today he drank white wine, and there must be demons when things go wrong.
The surprise on Jiang Yanzi's face, Yi Hejin had a full view, in fact, he knew that when he was answering the phone just now, Jiang Yanzi called the waiter to help her buy medicine, she didn't want to have another life, and she didn't want to have any more entanglements with him, when he thought of this, he felt uncomfortable.
"Why don't you drink red wine today?" Jiang Yanzi walked up to him and sat down, pretending to be careless and asked.
Yi Hejin didn't answer her question, but poured her a glass too, "Come have a drink with me." ”
Jiang Yanzi did not refuse his invitation, she picked up the wine glass and just smelled it, she felt uncomfortable, put it to her lips and took a sip, and was instantly spicy to tears, "Why is it so unpleasant." ”
Yi Hejin looked at her little expression, couldn't help laughing, held her in his arms, and called her softly, "Baby...... After that, he stopped talking, just drank wine, as if there was something big trouble in his heart.
"Yi Hejin, are you drunk?" After a long time, Jiang Yanzi poked his chest and asked.
Yi Hejin's low laugh rang in her ears, "I'm drunk, baby." ”
"Then you can go back." Jiang Yanzi continued.
Yi Hejin nodded vigorously, but the hand holding her never let go of the slightest from beginning to end, "Yanzi, don't be sad, I will give you a satisfactory answer to the car accident ten years ago, but you have to believe me, you know?" ”
Jiang Yanzi had heard him say this more than once, but for so long, she hadn't waited for anything, "Why can't you tell me now?" If you explain it to me now, I might be able to go back to Jincheng with you soon. ”
In order to know the truth of that matter, Jiang Yanzi can really do anything and say anything.
Yi Hejin seemed to be really drunk, didn't hear what she said, slowly leaned on her body, and hugged her tightly, as if guarding some rare treasure.
"Yi Hejin, are you still awake?"
No one answered.
"Yi Hejin, you can stay in a hotel by yourself."
Still no one answered.
"Yi Hejin, don't pester me anymore in the future."
Jiang Yanzi looked at his tall body, lying in her arms like this, she actually had an indescribable feeling, she wanted to leave him here, but after thinking about it, she was still taking him away.
At night, it was drizzling, Jiang Yanzi, with the help of the waiter, finally got the tall Yi Hejin into the car, he leaned quietly in her arms, like a well-behaved big boy, but his hands were still domineering around her waist.
Although Yi Hejin was very drunk, Jiang Yanzi still couldn't push him away, so he could only hold him, looking at the night outside the window, Jiang Yanzi had mixed feelings in her heart, she had seen such a scene many times alone, but with him tonight, it seemed that everything had become different.
Just now in the restaurant, Jiang Yanzi was looking forward to what Yi Hejin said next, those truths about her parents' car accidents, are they true and still have the truth? Or is this another trap of his ill intentions? But no matter which one it was, it touched Jiang Yanzi's heart again, she wanted to know the result, and she desperately wanted to know.
It was already cold after night, and the drizzle made people feel even colder, and the raindrops fell outside the car window, which somewhat blurred Jiang Yanzi's vision, just like when she looked at him, she had never seen it clearly, and it was hazy from beginning to end.
After arriving home, Jiang Yanzi was so tired that she sat on the ground panting, this man looked thin, but it was really heavy, she took a lot of effort to move him back to the room, and he was so good that he was so drunk that he didn't feel a trace of it.
Jiang Yanzi looked at the drizzle outside the window, the rain under the night was extremely cold, I don't know how long she watched it, she heard a noise behind her, and turned her head to see that it was Yi Hejin who fell off the bed and fell to the ground, he seemed to be in some pain, and his brows were frowning tightly.
Seeing such a scene, Jiang Yanzi couldn't help laughing, what a person, she can actually roll out of bed when she sleeps, it's really funny, she sat in place and looked at him, as if she didn't want to care about him anymore, but the rain from the window splashed on her body, and a cold attack made her can't help but shrink her neck, in the end, she still couldn't give up, and was ready to move Yi Hejin back to bed to sleep, so as not to let him catch a cold and have to call himself.
She still cares about him, no matter how much she hates him in her heart, but after all, she still subconsciously cares about him, why is this?
When Jiang Yanzi walked towards him step by step, she kept asking herself in her heart, even if he had hurt himself severely, did she still have a place left for him in her heart?
No, she can't be so merciful to the murderer, otherwise how can she be worthy of her parents under Jiuquan, so she stopped suddenly, and then sat at the door, silently crying while watching the rain outside the house.
Nights are inherently suitable for sentimentality, and rainy nights are more suitable for sentimentality while shedding tears.
At first, the drizzle seemed to be raining for a long time, but after a gust of wind, the rain slowly stopped, leaving only a chill that could not be dispersed for a long time.