398. Intermediate
Raven asked:
"How do you know that your family will be hurt?"
nelly says:
"My family told me that. ”
Raven says:
"It's just an excuse they use to restrain you and give you a better path, but that's not what you want.
"What you said he doesn't necessarily want you to approach, so what's the matter with you, whether you choose to approach him or not, and whether he rejects you or not is his choice, if you don't even dare to make your own choice, guess his reaction, and then be afraid, that's just a coward's self-pity. ”
Raven's face was serious:
"My philosophy is that as long as you want to achieve it, then no matter how much pain you have to endure, how much sweat you have to pay, and how many hardships you have to go through, you must complete it.
"At all costs. ”
nelly says:
"Sounds a bit extreme. ”
Raven smiled:
"Yes, it may have something to do with the influence my parents had on me. ”
Raven says:
"But seriously, I have a little way to help with the choice, if you go to him, that person, do you think you will regret it in the future?"
Nelly shook her head:
"I don't know. ”
Revan Says:
"And what about the other way around, if he just disappeared into your life, would you regret your inaction?"
Nelly gave a definite answer:
"I think I will. ”
Raven spread his hands:
That's the answer to what to do and what not to do.
"I used this method to make some of the most important decisions of my life. ”
nelly says:
"Let me think again. ”
Raven says:
"It's too late to think about it. ”
Nelly suddenly asked:
"What do you think of Innere?"
Raven frowned:
"Actually, I wasn't at Wharton some time ago, I came there as soon as I heard about his death, except for when he visited my parents when I was a child, and I didn't know anything about him.
"But I want to hear the answer to this question from your mouth. ”
nelly says:
"As a coach, he is very responsible for each of his students, and as a friend, he always gives me advice and talks about his countless experiences over the years, and he likes to remind me of one thing in particular. ”
Raven looked curious:
"What is it?"
nelly says:
"He always reminded me to be wary of the world, he thought there were wicked people everywhere, and if I wasn't careful, I would step into a trap they had set up.
"Actually, I think it may be because of some things he has experienced that he is wary of this society and human nature, and he doesn't trust anyone.
But if we keep living with this kind of thinking, we may lose a lot of things. ”
Raven says:
"To my own surprise, I agree with him that there is more sordid in the world than we can see.
And if humanity abandons its vigilance against darkness, then the only way to end up is to be consumed by it. ”
nelly says:
"Maybe it's because of some of the things I've seen that make me more willing to believe that there are good people in this world. ”
Raven says:
"Although I have a similar view to him, it does not mean that you have to accept our ideas, everyone is different, and it is impossible to really understand each other completely, and there is absolutely no eternal truth in looking at things.
"I think it's one of the things that I envy that you can think like this, because the way we see the world has been formed, and it's actually a very lucky thing that you can have such an perspective.
"Neither I nor Snee have been as lucky as you. ”
nelly says:
"I was lucky, but when danger came, someone stepped up.
"He made me think that in fact, the really important, positive things are more worthy of people's attention than evil. ”
Raven asked:
"Is that him?"
Nelly nodded.
Raven says:
"Then there is no reason for you to let him leave your life, catch him, and before he disappears, no matter what kind of affection it is, if you don't cherish it, it will be worthless. ”
nelly says:
"I don't know if I can do it. ”
Raven says:
"You don't have a choice. ”
Scattered times, guests began to walk out of the auditorium.
Raven helped Nelie to her feet:
"I can't guide your life, I can only give advice from my point of view, I hope you think about it before making your own decisions.
"But at least don't run away from what you really think. ”
Nelly nodded:
"I'll try. ”
He looked in the direction of the auditorium:
"You go first, I have some things I want to talk to them about later. ”
Nelly nodded:
"Hmm. ”
She walked down the street, following the crowd.
But the moment she was about to step around the corner, she looked back at the auditorium.
Raven was still waiting in the doorway, his hands crossed, drooping naturally, like a priest praying.
He didn't go in and waited patiently.
"There's something strange about it. Snee said.
Nelly turned her head in surprise to find the deceased who was supposed to be lying in the coffin standing beside her.
No one could see him.
Sine held up a hand:
"Again, I'm not that Sinner, I'm part of you, part of you that you've been separated, you've taken an elective in psychology, you don't remember it, but I do.
"I'm your fantasy. ”
nelly says:
"What do you want to do. ”
A man passing by looked at Nelly suspiciously, instinctively pulling away from her.
Sine says:
"I don't know him, of course, doesn't mean the real Sne doesn't know him, but I can sense that something is wrong with him, the guy named Raven. ”
nelly says:
"I think he's a good guy. ”
Sine smiled and shook his head:
"Of course you think so, you even think I'm a good person, don't care about your first impressions, I'm made of your subconscious, so I sensed what he was implying something. ”
nelly says:
"What do you mean?"
Sine says:
"He didn't hide his purpose, if I were you, I'd go back and see, otherwise maybe you'll regret it. ”
With that, Snee turned and walked into the crowd of people, and disappeared in a moment.
Nelly took a deep breath.
Either there's a ghost haunting her right now, or there's something wrong with her brain.
But whatever the answer, Nelly felt like she really should go back and see.
Anyway, if all you see is a crazy meaningless illusion, it won't hurt to go back.