Hikaru Kurosawa froze in place, his thoughts in a mess.

In front of his eyes, scenes emerged.

In the student guidance room, Miss Ninomiya said that in order to prevent her from being influenced by other girls and delaying her studies, she proudly agreed to him on a date.

At Shinjuku Station, Miss Ninomiya appeared in a pair of rimless glasses, and she was so beautiful that she was thrilled.

While riding a roller coaster at the playground, he took the opportunity to take Miss Ninomiya's hand.

There are many, many more, and in every scene, she is fascinated and fascinated by Hikaru Kurosawa, and her heart is so sweet that she laughs when she sleeps.

But at this moment, everything was shattered.

If you think about it carefully, such memories and scenes are probably also the strength that supported Miss Ninomiya until just now.

It's just that no matter how precious and sweet their memories are, what he did still deeply hurt Miss Ninomiya.

Even if it broke the scene where Koyuki was holding him, Miss Ninomiya still kept her senses, didn't make a big deal out of it, and retained her dignity.

Even when she went to the dark, she still kept her calm and tried her best to figure out the situation.

Although she looks strong on the surface, she is afraid that her heart has long been hurt by herself.

He completely ignored what kind of psychological preparation and construction Miss Ninomiya had made, so he would muster up the courage to come up and take the initiative to kiss him.

It's ridiculous that he still had the idea of "die and die" just now...... Even if it's unfair, he really shouldn't have kissed everyone just now for the sake of fairness.

If he could do it all over again, he would have to prevaricate this matter even if he found a way, and wait until afterwards to compensate Yuki Koji and the future in private.

Because it's cruel for them to watch themselves have intimate contact with other women.

Thinking of the details just now, Hikaru Kurosawa froze in place and didn't react for a long time.

"I'm sorry, it looks like I didn't help."

At this moment, an apologetic and subtle voice rang out.

The word 'I'm sorry' made Hikaru Kurosawa react.

He looked sideways and saw that Sifeng Yuan Future had come to his side at some point and held his arm.

is different from her previous calm and self-confidence, her little face is full of guilt and sadness.

"It's not your fault, it's just me."

Hikaru Kurosawa came back to her senses, realized what she was saying, and shook her head.

How could she be blamed for this...... It's only his own fault that he didn't make the last chance.

Although he said so, in the heart of Sifeng Courtyard in the future, he was nostalgic for it after all.

She could see that Kurosawa really liked that Miss Ninomiya, and that Miss Ninomiya's love for Kurosawa was already extremely warm.

This Miss Ninomiya doesn't just look cold and mature on the surface...... Even if it is a complete collapse, until the end, it retains its dignity and only cries without making trouble.

It's hard to imagine what kind of psychological process she went through to show the expression she just had.

"Brother Guang...... I'm sorry, if I hadn't asked you to kiss me, it would have been fine. ”

Yuki Ichinose also walked up and held his arm, extremely guilty.

She shouldn't have been competitive just now, and if she hadn't been able to do that, she probably wouldn't have been.

As the saying goes, if you don't fight, you don't know each other, after the dispute just now, she has actually noticed it...... Miss Ninomiya just looks strong on the surface, but in fact, she is extremely fragile inside.

"Don't say that, it's not your fault for this, it's just me."

Hikaru Kurosawa shook his head when he saw her pitiful and frightened look, forced himself to pull himself together, and smiled.

“……”

Yuki Ichinose was very worried when she saw his distressing bitter smile.

The emotion of sadness is contagious and makes the atmosphere extremely solemn.

"Whew...... It's okay, it's okay. ”

Sensing that both girls were sad because of themselves, Hikaru Kurosawa took a few deep breaths and forced himself to speak.

He realized how cruel it was to make a girl accept that he was a flowery man, and he was grateful and guilty in the face of Yuki Ichinose and the future of Shikaedein.

Thankfully, they are here for themselves.

The guilt is that the harm caused to them by today's events must be compensated for more and more in the future.

"How can it be okay......"

Sifengyuan is a little anxious about the future.

Although she hadn't experienced it personally and couldn't feel his pain, Kurosawa's sad and lost expression just now could be seen by anyone with a discerning eye, how painful Chizuru Futsunomiya was for him.

"Brother Guang, why don't you catch up? Miss Ninomiya shouldn't have run far by now, and if she was let go this time, she might really be gone. ”

Yuki Ichinose also felt that this matter was very important, grabbed his arm and shook it, and pleaded.

"I said I would respect her choice."

Seeing that they all wanted to chase after him, Hikaru Kurosawa pulled his hand out of their hands and reached out to touch the heads of the two men.

As long as he remains the same, does not love one person alone, and is not a dedicated man, he is not qualified to keep him.

He was already extremely deeply aware that he had really done something wrong this time and completely hurt her.

Cut constantly, the reason is still messy, if he goes back on his word to entangle, it will delay Miss Ninomiya's life.

"Okay."

Sifeng Yuan saw him talk about this in the future, and when she touched her head, she raised her head and understood.

As a bystander, she naturally felt that it would be better to keep this matter...... But for the parties, it is not so easy.

"Hmmm......"

Hikaru Kurosawa realized that she had given up and was no longer forcing herself to chase after her, and looked at her with some gratitude.

He really didn't have the courage to chase it...... Because he's already tried it before.

It's not that he didn't want to keep it, at that moment just now, he was more eager than anyone else, he wanted to do something to ask for forgiveness and redress.

But Miss Ninomiya was completely injured by him, and no matter what he did now, it was useless.

"But ......"

Yuki Ichinose, as a girl, felt that this matter couldn't end like this.

"I'm fine."

Seeing that she was still anxious, Hikaru Kurosawa turned around and touched her head.

"Okay."

Yuki Ichinose looked up at him, then at the corner where Chizuru Ninomiya had disappeared, and finally met the eyes of Mirai Shikaedein on the side before nodding.

"That's good."

Seeing her approval, Hikaru Kurosawa rubbed her head and smiled.

"Shall you go get something to eat?" Sifengyuan Future proposed.

"I'm sorry, I don't have an appetite right now, can you leave me alone for a while?"

Hikaru Kurosawa heard this proposal and smiled bitterly.

Although he was indeed a little hungry, he was really not in the mood.

"Okay, but I hope the next time I see you, I don't have that look on my face again."

Seeing that he still made this request after all, Sifeng Yuan Future took a deep look at him and said.

"I try."

Kurosawa Hikaru choked when he heard this, he didn't have a mirror, he didn't know what his expression was,

"What's your name?"

After receiving his reply, the future of Sifeng Yuan suddenly looked at Xiao Yuki on the side.

"My name is Yuki Ichinose."

Faced with this question, Xiao Yuki was stunned for a moment and responded.

"Yuki Ichinose, let's go."

Mirai pondered the name for a moment, remembered it, beckoned, and turned away from Hikaru Kurosawa's side.

"Huh?"

Hearing this request, Yuki Ichinose was immediately stunned.

Walk? Where is this going? Brother Guang is so sad, it is the time when he needs comfort.

"Leave him alone for a while."

Seeing that she still wanted to stay, Sifeng Yuan explained in the future.

There are two kinds of sorrows, one that can be spoken, and the other that cannot be spoken.

When a girl faces troubles, if she has a girlfriend, she is usually able to say it.

But men are different, because every man is very strong, so he rarely pours bitter water on others.

In her opinion, Kurosawa's current troubles are beyond words...... Even if it's to anyone, there's no way to talk about it.

It's too complicated, it's not just a worry at work, it's a trouble with study.

"Uh-oh."

Ichinose Yuki was stunned, looked up, and when he saw Brother Hikari's eyes, he nodded and acted obediently.

"Oooh?" Hearing this response, Sifeng Yuan couldn't help but glance at her more and repeat it in his heart.

Although there is not much contact, she always feels that this Yuki Ichinose is stupid.

Immediately, they walked away, taking the maid with them.

Until they had also left the place, Kurosawa Hikaru looked at the empty eyes, then looked at the corner in the distance, walked to the wall, and sat down.

“……”

He didn't say anything, just sat quietly, and let the long bow hakama mop the floor.

Unlike Ninomiya, Chizuru and Igarashi Runa are really gone, and at the corner on the other side, a head comes out.

Strands of wavy blonde hair fell down, and Yuki Ichinose's blue eyes looked at Hikaru Kurosawa.

However, before she could take a second look, she was dragged back.

"What's the matter, I want to see if Brother Guang can cry."

Being forcibly pulled back by the shoulder, Yuki Ichinose was a little speechless and angry.

"Let him be alone for a while...... Do you really want him to cry? ”

Sifeng Yuan Mirai stood aside, grabbed her shoulder with one hand, and asked.

"yes."

Finding that she didn't quarrel with herself, but asked questions, Yuki Ichinose was stunned, and she couldn't argue, so she nodded immediately.

"Why?"

After getting this answer, Sifeng Yuan suddenly couldn't understand her in the future.

"Because Brother Guang cried, it means that he is venting, if he doesn't vent all the time and blocks the negative emotions in his heart, he won't be able to get out of this matter."

Yuki Ichinose explained to her when he saw that she didn't understand and didn't care.

When she was in middle school, she hid in her room and cried for a long time, and she talked to her parents many times before she was able to come out.

The departure of Miss Ninomiya is definitely a lot more painful for Brother Guang than the bullying she suffered at the beginning.

"Indeed."

Hearing this, Sifeng Yuan nodded after thinking about it in the future.

Judging from the psychology she has read, human emotions are meant to be vented.

If you keep suppressing it and not venting, it is likely to become a heart disease.

(End of chapter)