After leaving the Budokan House, Chizuru Ninomiya returned to her apartment, hid in her room, and wrapped herself in a quilt.

As for Runa Igarashi, she sat on the edge of the bed, silent, waiting for her to vent.

This bedroom is a bit messy, with underwear, worn stockings, and some clothes, which are placed in various places, stacked very messy.

It's messy, but it's not dirty, because Chizuru Ninomiya finds a part-time worker to help her clean up every week.

Only this time, it's extra messy...... Probably too busy lately and too much going on.

Runa Igarashi stared fixedly at one of the walls in the room.

It was on the wall next to the desk, and it was one of the few neat and clean areas in the room.

On the wall hangs a delicately framed painting of Chizuru Ninomiya sitting by a stream, holding her hair and playing in the water.

After a long time, I came to Ninomiya's house, and when I came to this bedroom, Runa Igarashi looked at the painting, and it had been a long time.

"Alas......"

Her mood was mixed, melancholy, remorseful, headache, sighing in her heart.

She regretted it because she knew she had done something wrong.

When she was in the Budokan Hall, Chizuru once asked her for help, and out of selfishness, she said the sentence "You don't have to think so much, you just think about one thing, are you willing to do it?" ”

That's right, she said this out of selfishness...... Because even if she saw what kind of person the real Kurosawa Hikaru was, and realized that he was a half-hearted man, she still wanted to help him.

Because she has seen too many such people in the entertainment industry, although she has always hated this kind of person very much, but what Hikaru Kurosawa did happened to be stuck on the edge of hate.

Whether it's being honest with each other or before making a formal decision on a relationship, the relationship with a girl is limited to kissing and not crossing the line.

Including these, but more than that, her selfishness is complicated...... It's so complicated that it's hard to explain in one sentence.

She is immersed in her own world, and as a bystander and outsider, she completely ignores Chizuru's mood and state at the time, and forces Chizuru to choose between a dilemma and a word.

However, there is a limit to man's endurance, beyond which man will collapse.

"Ding-dong."

At this moment, a chime rang in the silent room.

Hearing this, Ryuna Igarashi came back to her senses, and it was Chizuru's mobile phone that followed the reputation.

It lay on the soft bed, near the head of the bed, but not in that thin quilt.

In the face of this prompt sound, the bulging hill bag, there was no movement, and Chizuru Ninomiya still closed himself with the quilt.

Because of the angle, she saw that the screen of her phone was woken up by a prompt sound, which was Line's notification bar.

It's just that what the hell is content, because the phone is facing her in reverse, and she can't see it clearly.

It could have been a message from Hikaru Kurosawa...... It may also be other people's information, after all, they are all adults, and they are also entangled in work, have a large social circle, and it is normal to have a lot of information.

Runa Igarashi stared at it for a long time, until the phone screen went into sleep again, and she realized that Chizuru had no intention of looking at it.

There are two possibilities for this outcome.

The first possibility is that she didn't notice, completely immersed in her own world, and her mood was still very broken, and she had no time to take care of the things around her.

The second possibility is that she noticed, but she didn't care anymore and was completely dead.

If it's the first one, it's okay, as long as Kurosawa puts her mind to it and finds a way to make Chizuru happy, she may still be able to come out of this blow.

If it is the second case, then the matter is very serious, and people who are disappointed and completely broken are likely to change their temperament in the future.

"That's not right...... Is that really Hikaru Kurosawa's message? ”

While thinking about it, Runa Igarashi suddenly thought of something.

What if Chizuru heard the news and went to see it as soon as possible, but found out that it wasn't...... As Kurosawa said at the beginning, respecting each other's choices, the problem will only get worse.

Thinking of this possibility, she couldn't help but stand up and walked over, wanting to wake up her phone and take a look.

“！”

When Runa Igarashi walked to the bedside and reached out to press the wake button on her phone, she was suddenly startled.

Because a hand suddenly stretched out from the quilt, grabbed the phone, and then dragged the phone into the dark abyss.

Seeing this scene, Runa Igarashi stiffened at the head of the bed, and her heart fluttered wildly.

I have to say that Chizuru in a state of mental disorder is really scary as always.

That was the case last time, and it's the same now.

"She wants to see it first? Or are you rejecting me? ”

While her heart was palpitating, Runa Igarashi looked at the airtight quilt and thought with some astonishment.

Silence, apathy, is terrible for any relationship.

In contrast, open communication is a good signal for all relationships...... Except for quarrels.

Suddenly, she suddenly realized...... In this matter, Chizuru may hate people, not only Hikaru Kurosawa, but also her.

Because after the game, she helped Hikaru Kurosawa more than once, and repeatedly cleared the siege.

As long as Chizuru thinks of all this, it is possible to suspect her of bad intentions and have a grudge against her.

Just as she was thinking, a gap suddenly appeared in the quilt, and the arm reappeared, pushing the phone out.

"Did she tell me to look at my phone? Or what does that mean? ”

Seeing this scene, Runa Igarashi didn't dare to move, she wasn't sure what Chizuru was thinking.

"Runa."

At this moment, a hoarse voice came from the quilt.

"I'm here."

Ryuna Igarashi immediately responded.

"I'm hungry, what about you?"

"I'm hungry too, what do you want to eat?"

Hearing this, Runa Igarashi was stunned and asked.

It was already past 4 o'clock in the afternoon, close to five o'clock, but both of them had eaten breakfast at 7 o'clock in the morning, and they had eaten very little, and they were already hungry.

"Tonkatsu, and porridge."

"Okay~ You can eat whatever you want."

Runa Igarashi nodded happily in agreement.

Don't say it's tonkatsu, as long as she's willing to eat, I'll cook anything for her.

She was afraid that Chizuru would continue to be depressed like this, forgetting to sleep and eating, not eating or drinking.

Even if it's a revenge feast, it's at least venting, not holding it in the bottom of my heart all the time.

"Ding-dong."

Before she could set off, her phone rang again.

The next moment, one hand fished the phone in.

"Was it really a message from Kurosawa?"

Seeing this scene, even if Igarashi Runa didn't have time to see it clearly, he had an answer in his heart.

"I'm going to buy the ingredients."

Runa Igarashi didn't bother him, just said a word, and stood up and walked outside.

The air conditioning was always on in the bedroom, and when she walked out of the room and into the living room, the sweltering climate due to the rain made her feel like she had stepped into another world.

It's just that her footsteps didn't stop, but walked straight to the door, put on her shoes, took an umbrella, and walked out of the apartment.

The entertainment industry is like a magnifying glass, which will infinitely magnify people's nature, and you will see many people of all kinds in it.

Even a man with a good character will become bad when he has money.

Even if she is a smart and clever woman, once she falls in love, she will become stupid.

This is not a good thing, nor a bad thing, but a reality, a very morbid phenomenon.

Under the sick social system of neon, this sick phenomenon is even more vividly displayed.

There are many stars and idols who, when they debuted, were enthusiastic and supported each other with their friends and made progress together.

But later, he drifted away from his former friends, and even turned against each other, but he reached the pinnacle of his career and life.

The key is opportunity, or opportunity, and once you make a choice, the path of life will change.

When people stand in different environments, the choices they face will also change.

"I hope I can go back to ...... way I used to be"

Runa Igarashi took the elevator, walked out of the apartment, got into her car, and set off.

When the car starts, the traffic lights and accidents in the process will inevitably happen, but the car will eventually arrive at its destination.

She doesn't want to judge who is right and who is wrong today, she just wants the world not to trap everyone in this painful day, but to move on and reach a better future.

She wants the three of them to get together like before, discuss the direction of the company, and imagine the future together.

She wanted the three of them to sit together, drink and eat together, as she had done before.

No one will enjoy pain, and everyone yearns for beauty.

……

Chizuru Ninomiya was still hiding under the quilt, she was lying on her side holding her phone, looking at the messages on Line, and licking her bitten lips with her tongue, which was very tingling, and the strange sweetness of blood.

In the mobile phone, there are two messages sent by the person with the note of [light].

"I'm sorry."

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

Seeing these two messages, the stubbornness in her heart drove her fingers to knock down a few words, but she couldn't send them.

"Not at all."

Immediately afterwards, she deleted this message, and the grievances and sadness in her heart came to her heart, and she knocked out a new message, and before sending it, she fell into hesitation.

"Not at all!"

Filled with grief and anger, she pressed the delete button and replaced the symbol, wanting to emphasize her anger.

It's just that no matter what kind of message she typed, she didn't have the courage to press the send button.

Because when she tried to respond, two images appeared in front of her eyes like nightmares.

It was Kurosawa kissing Yuki Ichinose, and he turned around and kissed the future of Shikaedein.

It hurts, it hurts.

These two pictures have made her heart-wrenching pain to this day, and it is difficult to let go.

"Didn't you say respect my choice? What else are you looking for me to do? ”

After hesitating, Chizuru Ninomiya changed his reply.

It's just that no matter what content she replaces, she doesn't dare to send a message...... She didn't dare respond.

Not all words can be spoken, including information.

Regardless of the content, the send key is like a key to make a choice...... When faced with a difficult choice, people will always hesitate and have their own scruples.

(End of chapter)