The book's grades have been on the rise in the last two months, and in terms of manuscript fees, it's almost time to return to my peak.

So at the beginning of the month, I made a plan to ask for votes and more, and I was ready to work hard for a month and set a new peak record.

But since the day before yesterday, because the pressure was too great, the pressure of my family, the pressure of thinking about the future, and the pressure of this book, I had been breaking the tight strings, and it had reached the point where I was disgusting to write a book.

In fact, I have been looking for a new job recently, and I want to eat a stable bowl of public food, and the anxiety caused by the instability of writing books is too deadly.

Readers who have followed me all the way can actually feel that I am becoming more and more irritable, more and more sensitive, unable to accommodate criticism, some people think I am floating, I tell you the truth, what am I, I am qualified to float, I only make a few bucks, I think I can float now, and I look down on me too much.

In fact, the reason is very simple, because I was under too much psychological pressure, I didn't go for a psychological test, but I knew that I must have a problem.

My wife sometimes doesn't dare to talk to me because I'm like a powder keg that explodes at a moment's notice, and it's terrible.

In this case, I always have to have a catharsis, and the way to vent is to write the stories I like, rather than following the mainstream, such as Wu Zetian, according to the starting point of writing, it is enough to write her as a villain, the middle and lower emperors of the five thousand years of China, the faint monarch who has brought disaster to the country and the people.

But I don't want to write like that, because writing like that is tantamount to denigrating a person who is at least outstanding, Wu Zetian is better than Catherine and those female monarchs of foreign countries, and her merits are in junior high school history textbooks.

I don't know if there will be more or less updates next, but if sometimes it will be less, be considerate, I want to write more than anyone else, every word of mine is money to support my family, but if I can't write it, I can't write it.

Don't persuade me to take a long break and take a leave of absence to adjust or something, if I can really do it, it would be great, I have no money, I have to support my family, I have to write it down.

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