Humility starts from the heart, and it is inferior to others.

Life has spent nearly thirty years turning me into a man with cowardice and numbness even to the bones.

There are roots and no seeds!

It's still a busy day.

I worked overtime until 11 p.m., and deliberately staggered to get off the train.

"Hey! How did you get off this stop lately? I've been looking for you for days. "The young man with a cigarette in his mouth, thin but with a large skeleton leaned under the street lamp, wearing a piece of green water on his wrist that he didn't know if it was true or not.

Short-sleeved, with a big flower arm exposed, his name is Li Wei.

"Let's go, please eat!"

I'm avoiding him, and he knows it, but he doesn't seem to care.

"Why do you have a droopy face, shouldn't it be the happiest thing for you to meet me?"

"Boss, take the bag of soft Jane."

"Why are you stunned, pay."

"Here, smoke a cigarette."

I wrenched my head from under his creaky socket and angrily shook his hand away.

"I don't smoke, don't let me smell your cigarettes."

He is more than 180, much taller than me, and my height of more than 170, in front of him, always becomes the one who is strangled by the neck, I am disgusted by this behavior, as if all the eyes around me are looking at me, making me feel like a man's back.

"Cut, pretend to be X, no one looks at you, you're like...... Well, it's like that little transparent, you know, lewd, cowardly, fake Sven, no one has ever cared about you except me. ”

"I want to eat a Shaxian set meal plus a nourishing pot, ah SIR."

I'm a security assistant, ah, the title of SIR makes me feel even more uncomfortable, but it's just a small contract that doesn't even have a staff, praise me? Hurt me?

As for Li Wei, I heard him say that he followed his eldest brother to do engineering, but the ghost knows, I haven't seen it anyway, to be exact, I haven't seen his money.

"Tut-tut, look at that girl, how punctual, wearing a pair of glasses, a little white dress, at first glance, it looks like the kind of J goods who are dissatisfied, it must feel very good to play."

He never suppressed his voice, and in a restaurant that was not very lively, such a vulgar voice was conspicuous, and the adjacent table cast disgusting glances.

I lowered my head, blushing a little, and didn't want to pay attention to him, and quietly moved my stool to the side.

He's like a male dog sniffing a female's ass on the street.

Although, in the night, I was the same one, and I didn't even smell my ass, but I avoided people, and no one knew except heaven and earth and me.

"Ah, it's coming towards us." Li Wei said while clapping my hand.

I looked up, and I was greeted by a mature and beautiful face.

"Xiao Qin, are you also here for dinner?"

I am familiar with that face, I have seen her at a friend's wedding banquet before, and I am very impressed, it is a kindergarten teacher nearby, named Wen Yongjiao.

A very gentle, quiet woman, four years older than me, single, and for some time after that wedding feast, I used to fantasize about an acquaintance and encounter with her in my mind before going to bed.

The sudden greeting made me a little nervous.

"Sister Wen, you ...... You're there too. ”

Sister Wen smiled slightly, "Didn't you see it when you weren't there?" Xiao Qin, you are still the same as before, it's really funny, the little blushing, Sister Tianwen introduced you to a girlfriend, is this your friend? ”

I nodded subconsciously.

Suddenly thinking of Li Wei's temperament, he hurriedly waved his hand, "No, it's not." ”

Sister Wen had already walked out of the store, and she shouldn't have seen me waving my hand.

Li Wei glanced at me disdainfully, "When the cousin still sets up the archway, you don't have any thoughts about her?" How? Is it embarrassing for you to have a friend like me? ”

"I'm not like you!" I growled.

Li Wei patted me on the head, "Ah, yes, yes, what you said is right, I'm full, remember to pay, and I'll show you something good tomorrow." ”

After saying that, he chased straight out.

"You didn't finish eating!" It's not like his style.

On the way home, there was another person.

"Transfer me 500, the rivers and lakes will help you in an emergency, pay you back within a week, if you don't pay me back, Li Wei will come to see me."

Put the phone back in his pocket, if Li Wei really fulfills his promise, he won't be able to mention it for ten heads.

After thinking about it, I still replied: no money! Get lost!!

"I know you're getting paid today, hurry up, I'm really in a hurry." Immediately after that, the mobile phone information jumped wildly.

I still turned, and the moment I finished the turn, I couldn't wait to give myself two slaps.

The salary of 3,000 yuan per month is one-sixth less before it is hot.

I'm sure something is wrong. He slapped himself twice and glanced at the sky, which had completely darkened.

In front of it is the kennel where I have lived for a few years, cramped, dilapidated, unventilated, downstairs facing the garbage pit, and the smell is pungent.

I threw myself on the bed, took out my mobile phone, swiped the short video APP, and while reviewing the women who twisted their heads, I complained one or two sentences: What do I look like, I don't have a B number in my heart, they don't really believe in their long videos, right?

But I never comment, firstly, because I feel immoral and scold in my heart, and secondly, even on the Internet, I am afraid of conflict with people.

Time passed minute by minute, I wanted to stop, but I really couldn't stop, that is, my fingers left the screen, cut a backstage thing, but I was so stalemate and anxious for more than two hours.

Before going to bed, the phone vibrated a little.

"Xiao Qin, our Public Security Department is recruiting 4 female security assistants from the society, after preliminary screening, 10 people are preliminarily qualified, and physical examinations and physical tests will be organized from 7.15 to 20 as planned, you also know that there are not many people in our team, and you are also an old man in the team, I have reported to the leaders, and you will organize them to participate at that time, and we will hand over the specific matters tomorrow morning."

The withered spirit seemed to come alive suddenly, as if I, a little transparent, had suddenly received the attention of the leadership.

Okay, the two words quickly hit the street, and I felt that it was inappropriate, so I deleted it and retyped.

"Brother Zhang, I'm afraid my identity is not suitable, aren't there other team members in the formation?"

"We are responsible for the selection and recruitment of formal sheriffs, the workload is greater, the requirements are higher, and we have already reported to the leadership for approval, how hard you will work when the time comes."

The words are polite, but they are irrefutable.

With a faint smile, he put down his phone, folded his hands behind his head, and began to rehearse what he was going to do next in his mind according to the process he had experienced in the past few years.

"Female security assistants, maybe it's a beautiful thing."

In addition to the normal replacement of the old and the new, and the unified recruitment of the security school, the Public Security Department will also recruit some parts of the society from time to time, and this is how I got in, and unlike men, women are generally arranged to participate in the daily office work in the security building.

Every one that can be sifted out and into it, more than a third is a beauty.

Although I don't think anything can really happen in my heart, it is also beautiful to maintain expectations, and this may be the hope in life.

The boring life seems to have been re-injected with new hope, and I suddenly look forward to the day of 7.15.

Just as when I was a kid, I got a new pair of shoes and looked forward to the start of school.