Chapter 24: Doubts
The dark space was silent and gloomy, with the cold howl of the wind from time to time, and the whirring sound of the wind flowing through the gravel hole could be heard from time to time.
Walking on the uneven stone road, Yan Ming held the flashlight that Sister Milip found back, but his eyes sometimes looked at the flash ghost who was still languishing but still leading the way.
"Glitter Ghost, are you okay? Would you like to take a break? ”
When the flash ghost on the side heard Yan Ming's words, his reaction was half a beat slower, and he coped with it a little absent-mindedly.
"It's fine."
As the words of the glittering ghost dissipated in Yan Ming's mind, the surroundings fell into an eerie silence again.
The darkness of Wuxing is boundless, and a beam of light illuminates the only direction, Yan Ming silently followed behind the flash ghost, feeling such an oppressive atmosphere, Yan Ming couldn't help but sigh.
Stepping up, Yan Ming walked quickly to the side of the Flash Ghost, and did not look at the Flash Ghost, but seemed to be talking to himself, looking at the small piece of ground in front of him that was only illuminated by a beam of light.
"Habits are really scary, aren't they.... From a very young age, it was as if I was living alone, cooking alone, doing laundry alone, feeling empty at home, and carefree compared to the laughter and laughter of my peers, I needed to know and do so much, so much more than I had to give up everything I should have. ”
Yan Ming's eyes lowered and he sighed slightly.
"In fact, when I was in school, I actually didn't want to be able to get out of school, every time I looked at the crowd of people at the school gate, I thought that among so many people, there was no one who was waiting for himself, that sense of loss was really bad, every time I walked through the crowd, the mother's concern for the child, the father's fight with the child, this scene was staged in front of me every day."
Yan Ming looked at the dark environment in front of him, and recalled in his mind that he had longed for those emotions, and laughed lightly.
"My mother she loves me too, just.... I couldn't show it concretely, but I felt that my mother didn't care about me, and I even resented her because of it. But as I grew up, I discovered my mother's helplessness, and from that time on, as long as I knew that my mother still loved me and that I was still cared for, it was enough, and I was used to the previous life, but once even this last ray of light disappeared, then I who had seen the light, could I still be willing to get used to the darkness. ”
After speaking, Yan Ming stopped, turned his eyes to the flash ghost and said seriously.
"Flash ghost, I can actually understand your feelings."
"Although my experience is different from yours, we do have the same desire for care."
As he spoke, he began to speak again without waiting for the glitter to reply.
"I can't comfort you with anything, because even now in my own heart, I still have a longing for my mother's company, but I can't change anything, I... Powerless..... I still remember my mother saying that in the lonely night, in the boundless world, there will always be a ray of dawn refracted for you, allowing you to slowly let go of the shadows of the past. ”
"At that time, I still couldn't understand why my mother would believe such a thing when it was clearly a bad situation, and I always thought that my mother was comforting me."
Yan Ming said and held the Poké Ball containing the Catty Dog in his hand, looking at the Poke Ball, Yan Ming's eyes were soft.
"Until I met the Carty Dog..... Before I met him, I always thought that I would continue to walk like this alone, but the appearance of the catty dog gave me a family worth caring about. ”
After speaking, Yan Ming looked at the silent flash ghost.
"Glitter Ghost, I don't say this because I want you to forget this parting and the past, but to tell you that the future is not something to look forward to, Sister Milip hopes that you can understand the fetters she has experienced, and that is because she doesn't want her departure to become a knot in your heart."
Looking at the flash ghost who was still thinking, Yan Ming didn't care what the flash ghost would do next, everything that should be said was said, and the rest depended on the flash ghost Si's own thoughts, and what he said to the flash ghost was not Yan Ming's admonition to himself.
Yan Ming can never forget the scene when his mother died in front of his eyes, after the occurrence of this kind of crossing, sometimes Yan Ming thought about it in his heart, and tried his best to find a way to return to the original world to resurrect his mother.
After all, since the event you have crossed over can happen once, it means that it is impossible that it will not happen a second time, or even more.
Even if it is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, even if there is only a little possibility, Yan Ming is willing to resurrect his mother, in those few years, if it were not for his mother's enlightenment, I am afraid that he would have committed suicide long ago.
But during this time, Yan Ming had to think again, if it was possible, would his mother really want to be resurrected? Thinking of his mother's comfortable face when she died, Yan Ming couldn't help but fall silent.
After the resurrection, is my mother really willing to inherit the memories of the past?
In the final analysis, it is just Yan Ming's obsession, he wants his mother to live with him, as usual, Yan Ming longs for his mother's company, or to be selfish, what Yan Ming prays for is his mother's love and care for himself, so as to tell himself that he is still cared for.
The reason why Yan Ming is gradually relieved now is that after meeting the Katy dog, Yan Ming figured it out, since he came to this world, started a new life, and met a new family partner, why should he still indulge in the past and not look forward.
Yan Ming pursed his lips, although Yan Ming was clear, but deep in his heart, his mother was still a deeply hidden memory in his heart.
Without thinking about it anymore, Yan Ming patted his cheek to cheer himself up, and followed the flash ghosts who seemed to have improved to the ghost community.
The route of the cave can be described as extensive, and the surrounding area is dark except for the unchanging rocky environment.
Following the Flash Ghost Si to the Ghost Complex, Yan Ming could roughly estimate by feeling that he had walked three downward slopes in the process, shifted direction twenty-six times, and walked for a total of about two hours.
At the same time, Yan Ming was also thinking in his heart.
This cave is so big, and it covers a wide area, it is impossible for Team Rocket not to know that such an area exists.
According to Flasher and Sister Miscellaneous, they have lived here for a long time, but they have only seen themselves as a human, which means that Team Rocket has never found them from beginning to end, but those captains have divided this area just on the surface of the cave.
If Team Rocket had come down to look for it, then it would be impossible for Sister Misty and Flashing Ghost to really not be touched by anyone.
And judging from the intelligence, this is the territory of the Viper Instructor, and even those captains who are outside know that how can he not know his own territory, so how can he not come to find it, you know, although the top Dark Stone needs to designate certain elves to use, this cannot change its own value.
And more importantly, if they hadn't come down, why would they know that there were top-grade Darkstones in this mountainous area?
What caused the Viper Instructor not to continue to send people to look for it, and why, for so many years, no captain has coveted the top-level Dark Stone, but this trial, so many people are looking for it?
Guan is thinking about it, Yan Ming's evaluation of this trial in his heart is not simple, and the original desire to covet the top-level dark stone has also disappeared a lot.
Now it's better to help the flash ghost solve it, and then let the flash ghost take him out, Sister Misty Lips told him that there seem to be a lot of exit locations, and he has been delayed enough under this for a long time.
And just as Yan Ming was thinking, the flash ghost interrupted Yan Ming's thinking.
"Yanming, the colony has arrived."
Arrived?
Hearing this, Yan Ming shone the light of the flashlight in the direction that the flashing ghost was facing, and just like that, Yan Ming's pupils shrank.
Because in front of Yan Ming was an extremely empty space, and in front of him were two rows of several stone pillars carved by strange patterns.
Surrounded by two rows of white stone columns, a pale, towering, but simple building stands in isolation, with a pointed tiled roof and tall fluted columns, similar to the temple architecture of ancient Greece.
Amazed by this magnificent building, Yan Ming saw the flash ghost floating towards the temple without hesitation.
Seeing this, Yan Ming hurriedly followed, and along the way, with the illumination of Yan Ming's lights, Yan Ming probably guessed that the section to the temple was about 30 meters square.
As soon as he approached the temple building, he found that it seemed that it was too old, and the marble walls of the temple were covered with large and small, dense cracks, which made Yan Ming wonder if the building was about to collapse with a light touch.
"Flashing ghosts, is your ghost community here?"
Yan Ming asked with some confusion.
"Well, it's in this building."
In the building?
Yan Ming was a little curious and followed the flash ghost into the slightly open three-meter-high gate.
Yan Ming noticed that there was a strange sign on the gate.
The center of the logo is a dot with a fan-shaped pattern on the top and bottom of the dot, which links the outer ring and extends four straight lines to all sides.
"This pattern is...."
Pressing his hand on the pattern of the gate, Yan Ming always felt that he had seen it somewhere.
In Yan Ming's opinion, not long after he came to this world, he wandered around the three acres of trial island, and what he could remember was what he had seen before he traveled in the previous life.
And according to Yan Ming's thoughts, in Pokémon, the patterns that can be remembered by oneself must appear in a large part of Pokémon.
It's either a big event, or a villain or a mythical beast in the theater version, etc.
"Looks like I've found something amazing..."
Yan Ming muttered, now that Yan Ming is starting to be interested, no matter what it is about, for Yan Ming now, it will be his need to understand this world.
Continuing to follow the flashing ghost into the hall, Yan Ming saw the ruins and ruins everywhere in the hall through the light of the flashlight, and some strange machines.
Yan Ming's eyes froze.
Has anyone been here?!
I quickly stepped forward to inspect the machine, looked at it for a while, and just wanted to take a closer look, I suddenly smelled a faint smell of apples.
Gas!
With a jump in his heart, Yan Ming hurriedly moved away from these machines, and at this moment, the sound of rustling came, and strange purple air masses suddenly appeared around him, and when he looked closely, he found that it was a group of ghosts who were looking at him.