Chapter 119: Life's Choices and Wanderings
The world has too deep a prejudice against the feet, must it be not serious to press the feet? Anyway, after pressing, who is comfortable who knows, found a few vacant seats on the edge of the wine field and sat down, and the old turtledove has already called people again.
"Come on, you guys, why are you sitting so far away?"
I raised my hands, "I'm driving, don't drag me to drink if you want to go back at night." ”
The fifth child has learned the same, "I am the same." ”
"Which of you can drive?" Obviously, the old turtledove didn't want to let us go like this, and he looked at the group of girls, to be exact, a group of women, a few of whom were already at the level of young women.
"I can drive that Volvo."
"I'll open the fifth one, Rocco, let them drink it, pour it into the dead, and don't have to show mercy to your subordinates." 3S didn't think it was a big deal to see the excitement, standing on the side and shouting, she had just lost the landlord, and now she had changed, so she simply took her eldest cousin to sit over, and sat directly on the edge of the wine basin and controlled the spoon.
"The wine commander will hand it over to me, you just hand over the glass, and leave everything else to me, rest assured, absolute fairness and justice, to ensure that each of you will not deviate from every spoonful of wine, and the error range is controlled within 1 centimeter."
Old Ban turned around and looked at the three of us playfully, "What else do you have to say?" ”
"Who's afraid of whom, little cabbage, come here."
"It's not okay to kill the dizzy chicken, the three of you need to drink at least two bottles of each before you can rejoin the battlefield." Old turtledove, in the drinking field, never wants to suffer a loss, and will not let you take advantage of it.
"Just order two bottles for one person, let's take it ourselves and drink it slowly, let's start."
If I just poured two bottles, I don't know about others, anyway, I don't think I can drink much.
I don't know if it's because there is a beautiful woman next to him, the fifth child looks unusually active, and looks at Su Xi from time to time.
After drinking for more than two hours before eating, eating dinner, the girls faced a group of drunks, plus the incident of last night, no one had the heart to go anywhere else, and went back to Liangcheng directly, and sent the people in my car away, only me and Suxi were left with three sisters, I opened the car window and breathed a sigh.
"Where do you live? I'll send you with the car. ”
"I smoke a cigarette. You don't have to send me, it's all to Liangcheng, the rest is easy to do, first drive the car to where you live, after you get out of the car, I'll find a substitute driver to go back, big night, two girls, it's better not to run around. ”
3S smiled, "Big brother, you will pick a time to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, but ah, the substitute driver in Liangcheng may not be easy to find, there are not many people engaged in this." ”
"It's okay, it's better than you guys getting out of the car and looking for a taxi."
"Cousin, listen to him, let's go back first, let him find a substitute driver by himself, macho guy, don't pay attention to him."
When I got home, Xu Dalei was sitting on a wicker chair outside the kitchen, with the lights on, reading a book, and wearing a cotton nightdress.
"You're back!"
"Well, where did you go today?"
"I didn't go anywhere, so I watched the exam room, stayed at home the rest of the time, packed up my things and took a nap, and then I read a book and saw the present." As she spoke, she made me a glass of honey water from the living room and handed it to me.
Actually, if I wasn't too drunk, I wouldn't like to drink honey water, especially after drinking, the taste made me feel like vomiting more, but looking at Xu Dalei's appearance, I couldn't bear to give him a heart for a while, and pinched my nose and poured it down.
"Do you want me to send you for tomorrow's exam?"
"No, you look like this, can you still get up tomorrow? Have a good rest, I went to see it today, it's only a few minutes to walk out from here, and tomorrow I can't say that I can drive slower than I walk, and the test starts at nine o'clock in the morning, and if I get up a little earlier, I still have time to eat early. ”
"Alright, get ready for bed. By the way, are you going to come with me tonight? Are you scared to sleep alone? ”
Hearing this, Xu Dalei jumped away like a rabbit, his face flushed, "Don't, you hurry up, go up and sleep by yourself, if I sleep with you, I won't have to take the exam tomorrow." ”
I touched my nose in embarrassment, I always couldn't control myself from wanting to play, even if I didn't do anything else, I would subconsciously go to play with it, no way.
"Okay, get some rest early."
When I returned to my bed, I turned my head upside down, and a strong feeling of nausea came to my heart, and I got up the strength of my whole body, turned sideways, eased a lot, and in the confrontation with the feeling of whirling the world, I fell asleep for about a few minutes.
When I woke up, Xu Dalei was no longer there, and I looked at the time at ten o'clock.
Huo, it's been more than an hour since the exam started.
The exam ended in one day, I thought about it, and the originally scheduled matter of going to the senior sister's side could only be put on hold for the time being, and I went to the Sichuan restaurant at the door to order a few side dishes, and waited for Xu Dalei to come back after the exam.
Open the way with money, and anything troublesome will be made easy.
Lunch break, followed by exams, and in the afternoon, I also ate the dishes of Sichuan restaurants.
After eating, Xu Dalei took a shower early, put on pajamas, and ran upstairs, I looked at the time, it was only a little more than eight o'clock, and the sky was barely dark.
"What's wrong? Today is, in the past, you hid, but today you took the initiative to send it to the door. ”
Xu Dalei pulled up the quilt and covered his head, "I want you to take care of it." ”
"What if I don't care who cares?" Saying that, I also came to the bed, squeezed the thunder inside, and grasped the key point accurately with one hand like GPS navigation and positioning.
"Hmm~ Except for that, I can rely on you for everything else, you slow down, I'm uncomfortable."
"Don't worry, tell me your plans, I see that your behavior today is a bit abnormal."
"I plan to go back to Faming County tomorrow, after the exam here, I don't know how long I have to wait, at least two months, I have nothing to do here, it's better to go home, I can help as much as I can, it's not a way to stay here, and when my results come out, whether to come to Liangcheng or continue to stay in Faming County will be decided." Da Lei whispered, not fast or slow, and clear, obviously, it was not the first time she had thought about this.
"You can stay here, I still lack a sprinkler aunt and a bed warmer, if you are here, one can be used for two."
"Think beautifully, I'm not your appendage, I don't have any income, what's the matter with you here, there is still a gap between our lives after all, I can't stay here for a long time, all evil capitalism will corrode my faith." Xu Dalei tilted his head and looked arrogant, but the key point was in his hands, and the tsundere was obviously useless.
With a slight pinch, any posture will disintegrate.
"Got your mind?"
"Hmm!"
"What if, I'm talking about what if, if you don't get in this time, what are you going to do?"
"I've given so much, it's impossible to be willing, if not, I'll wait another year, but you have a little confidence in me, okay? Although it is my first time taking the exam, I have been working hard for so long, training and reading, and I don't think the exam questions this year are so difficult, I am confident, so bless me. ”
I am a little silent, the sadness in the small town, the future of young people, always wandering in uncertainty and struggle, Xu Dalei is not an exception, a recent graduate, how many years can he be in his twenties? If you can't pass the exam in a year, you will face a very serious problem, whether to continue the exam or find another way, which is a struggle that most people will experience.
Don't tell me that you read a book while working, 70% of people who say this kind of thing are bragging, and when you are really working, you will understand that a day's work is enough to squeeze all your energy, and reading a book is completely self-deception, at best, it makes you feel fuller, and it is useless to improve your grades.
In a city, the annual compilation is only one or two thousand, but the number of people who refer to it is tens of thousands, and others are thinking in it, and you are reading books in that self-consoling way, how can you compare with others, as time goes by, groups of newcomers join the wave of reference, do you think that your own little thing, can be compared with those students who have just graduated?
Even if you choose to continue to be a 'small-town problem-solver', can you guarantee that you will go? It's not just a matter of working hard, year after year, time passes, maybe your classmates who chose other paths have mixed up their grades elsewhere, and your experience and experience are still stuck in the time of college.
"What's wrong? In a daze again. ”
"It's nothing, I think of something else, you just make a decision, I support you."
Xu Dalei nodded, "Well, don't worry, I won't let you wait too long, it will take a month or two to get results, and I will come to Liangcheng to find you no matter what." ”
"Seize the opportunity, if you can be admitted just after graduation, it will be an excellent result for you, so that you don't have to go through too much anxiety and pressure, in Liangcheng, or directly in the Baiye Region, having a stable job, whether it is for your family, or for yourself, it is a thing that is enough to be called an honor."
"I'm not advocating that you put your mind on this, but the whole environment is like this, we can only choose to adapt, of course, if you have the ability, you can also choose to go to other regions, but in other regions, the pressure is greater, with your education and school, you may not be able to survive." I couldn't help but think of what my classmate had said.
It's not easy anywhere.
"Am I losing my interest in you?"
Xu Dalei's words made me stunned for a moment, "Why do you say that?" ”
"Because you're with me now, thinking about other things, I don't want to talk about this, you just need to know that I'm confident, and I don't want to think about the rest until the results come out, I've had enough for so long, I want to let my brain be idle for a while, okay?" Lao Qin. ”
I nodded, realizing that I had been facing her in a way that had come before, and many times, I had forgotten how she felt as a person in it, and that she should have felt the deepest......