Living in this era, as long as you don't have any problems with your brain, you have to find something to do for yourself, otherwise you will go crazy, guilt, self-doubt, self-condemnation of this series of psychological factors, can drive people crazy, this situation can only be alleviated by a dose of medicine, that is, money, whether it is the balance in the bank card or the cash in your safe.

But too many people have not been relieved by good medicine, the relief of good medicine is not as good as their own 'deterioration', the only remaining road is crazy busy, so that the whole person is like a spinning top to turn up, although the heart knows very well that there is no change and meaning in reality, but at least, can comfort the soul of the self.

Just like Xiangzi, in fact, the development of society has not jumped out of this framework too much, we may be laughing at Xiangzi, but the reality is that most people are Xiangzi.

The only difference is probably that Shoko doesn't know the reason, but we can't change it if we know it. Or maybe we can try to get a rickshaw instead.

Between the ups and downs of thoughts, my fingers fell on the keyboard, the lights in the study were still there, I was immersed in the memories of others, and I used words to form a picture and make up a story, until the mobile phone on the table vibrated slightly, which pulled me back to reality from that state, and I glanced at the phone, no one contacted, just a news push.

The time is already half past twelve in the evening, simply turned off the computer, stretched his body, went back to the bedroom to sleep, tomorrow will be a tired day, drive from Liangcheng to Ye Yu, across the region, more than three hours of driving, I don't know if the road will be very congested, the last two days have been in the circle of friends to see the traffic jam information.

I had no dreams all night, got up early the next morning, first threw my clothes into the washing machine and stirred them, and although I only had a few days, I still made a lot of dirty clothes.

Originally, I didn't have many clothes of my own, and I only had two clothes for the season, all of which were stuffed into my backpack, which should be about the same, and I couldn't stay for a few days anyway.

It took more than an hour to toss back and forth before I had time to make a cup of tea in the room and drink it.

Lunch was also ordered from the community restaurant, the two girls came at more than nine o'clock, followed me to drink tea in the yard, Erlei is not a chatty master, stayed for more than ten minutes, went to the kitchen to buy a large cup, poured a large cup of tea and walked into the living room with a notebook, obviously, as a monthly online author who received more than 10,000 yuan, she did not save the manuscript.

Otherwise, it would not be at this time, and it would be impossible to travel with a notebook.

After lunch, the exact time was 11:30, we left the riverside community, and after a journey of more than ten minutes, we went out of Liangcheng smoothly.

At this moment, my phone vibrated slightly, and I picked it up and connected the call.

It was a call from a hero, I secretly calmed down, glanced at the Xu family sisters beside me without a trace, and put on a Bluetooth headset.

"Hey, good man!"

"Are you home?" The voice on the other end of the phone was as cold as ever, but there was a little more gentleness in it, this was already the limit of what Jiang Hanyu could do, and her temperament was like this.

"I'm out, and now I've just left Liangcheng, on the way, what's wrong?"

"No, I'm shopping outside with Xiao Budian, and I'm going to stop by to see you, since you have something, let's go get busy first."

I smiled, "I'm not busy, don't worry, I'll come back to you when I come back, it's about two days and three days, you take advantage of the remaining days of the big vacation to rest and rest." ”

"Uh-huh, I know, you pay attention to safety on the road, then I'll hang up."

"Okay."

Hung up the phone, I couldn't help but congratulate myself on my real good luck, no wonder I felt my eyelids jumping this morning, my heart was not very stable, this was just out of Liangcheng, the hero and the little one arrived at the riverside community, with a high probability, the two of them went directly to the door, and it was not a word of passage, and they must have gone shopping when they went shopping.

But the real purpose is not to go shopping, shopping is a incidental thing.

For more than ten minutes at night, I can't imagine that if I took the Xu family sisters in the car and met the two heroes at the door, this scene was so shocking that I feel difficult to deal with when I think about it now.

Da Lei swiped his phone and saw that I had finished calling.

"I want to hear the song."

"You can connect it, just connect your mobile phone, put it yourself what you want to listen to, don't use the second Lei's mobile phone, I have learned her song list, there is no good song, it is all things I can't appreciate."

Da Lei pursed his lips and smiled, "This is true, not only you, but even I don't like her songs." ”

The protagonist in our mouth, who didn't pay attention to us at the moment, sat in the back row alone, and there were not many things, so she simply lay on the back seat with two earplugs in her ears, not knowing whether she was listening to a song or a book.

I waved at Da Lei and motioned for her to lean over.

Da Lei leaned his ear forward, "What's wrong?" ”

Looking at the crystal clear ears in front of him, he couldn't help but taste it, Da Lei was like a frightened rabbit, instinctively dodged it, but he leaned over again, and in an instant, the whole ear was red.

"After Erlei didn't speak, the whole space seemed so quiet."

Da Lei glanced at me, stretched out his hand and rubbed his ears, and looked back weakly, but Erlei didn't pay attention, so he put his mind at ease, connected his phone, and started playing songs.

"The Secret of Winter"

The moment this song just sounded, my heart jerked, and I looked at the screen, I can't remember the name of this song, but this tune, I will probably never forget it for the rest of my life.

The indescribable feeling, as I had compared it to at the beginning, to take something from the jar of life and memory that is worth savoring, this song, hit the nail on the head.

It seems to pull people back into the classroom of high school, in the classroom with three rows of tables and chairs, Yang Yun is on my right, and Yang Yun's back seat is a boy who was a little shorter than me, named Qin Yisen, who always teased his name at the time, Yisen and the doctor, but I didn't expect him to become a doctor later.

But these are not the point, the point is his notebook, the book has the complete lyrics, in the era when students could only use MP3 or MP4 to listen to songs, and only occasionally a few have, Qin Yisen learned that song after more than a week of hard work, and then took out the book to sing during the break after class.

In the end, when all of us didn't expect it, he sang this song to Yang Yun that night.

Learn for her, sing for her.

I don't remember what kind of mood I was in at the beginning, probably envious, angry, or something else, in short, it can be seen that Yang Yun was very happy that night, but she didn't accept Qin Yisen's ignorant love, which made me feel a lot better.

I don't know how I understood this song at the beginning, every time I hear it again, I will subconsciously think of Yang Yun and recall the feeling of unrequited love at the beginning.

It's amazing that I, a man who is about to run for three, can occasionally set off such mood swings when I become more and more numb to my feelings.

"You like this song too?" Da Lei looked at me and asked.

"It's good, this song was very popular when we were studying, and to be honest, many of the songs that we will appear in are very classic, widely circulated, but they really stand the test of time, not like now."

How it is now, no one needs to say, after all, it is recognized.

This is an era of musical tailoring!!

"It's going to start blocking." After a turn, you will see a long queue, and when you look out of the car at the moment, the section of the road you can see is basically blocked, and you may not be able to move for a few minutes.

Da Lei shook his head, "We're not in a hurry, anyway, we have thought of this result from the time we set off, and we are mentally prepared, it doesn't matter, we can't be in a hurry, we can't panic, take our time, we can always arrive." ”

I smiled, "Your tone is very similar to what I said when I was in the Public Security Bureau, when the leader emphasized safety work, the requirements for vehicles are like this, come steadily, you can always arrive, but if you are not stable, then you may not be able to arrive." ”

"Don't bother me if it's okay, I want to sleep, from now on, I'll tell me when it's time, look like this, it will definitely not be able to move away for a while."

Erlei turned around, turned his back to us, pouted his ass, and the slim pants of excellent material perfectly outlined her curves, which made her even more y-person, and people couldn't help but want to slap her.

I lit a cigarette, lowered the window, and looked outside, my fingers tapping rhythmically on the steering wheel.

After a while, we heard the sound of an ambulance behind us, and one after another ambulances passed us.

"No wonder it's so blocked, it seems that there should be a car accident ahead, I don't know if it's serious." Da Lei sighed and whispered.

"In fact, every holiday, on the road leading to the outside of Liangcheng, there will be car accidents, the difference is only that it is not serious, this road, because there are more forks in the road ahead and the village, and there are many motorcycles running, there are many such things, and there is no way to avoid it, people, sometimes it is really fragile."

Da Lei nodded, "Why do you say that everyone knows these things, but there are still so many car accidents?" ”

"Survivorship bias, everybody knows that accidents happen, but everybody thinks that accidents won't happen to them, just like everybody knows that the probability of winning the lottery is terrible low, but all the people who buy lottery tickets are thinking, why can't this win be me? There is always a time to win the lottery when you keep buying, right? ”

Da Lei smiled, "It's a bit similar to the attitude of the Dayu people towards ghosts and gods." ”

"Yes, the left eyelid jumps, good luck is coming, the right eyelid jumps, go to the feudal superstition of TM."