Gu Niansheng was slightly stunned, and quickly reacted: "You are getting less and less in shape, and you even eat your daughter's vinegar." ”

"Eat when you need to. Li Jinghao let go of Gu Niansheng and turned her over to face him, with a smile on his face.

Gu Niansheng looked at his eyes, and he had a general understanding of what he wanted to do.

"Nian Sheng, can I..."

Gu Niansheng looked at him and didn't speak, but closed his eyes gently.

Li Jinghao's heart was pounding, he attached himself and kissed Gu Niansheng's forehead, and slowly kissed her eyes downward, he could feel her eyelashes trembling slightly, and he finally kissed her cheek, but in the end he couldn't kiss the place he wanted to kiss the most.

Li Jinghao sighed and hugged Gu Niansheng into his arms.

Gu Niansheng opened her eyes and wanted to say thank you, but she still didn't say it, because she knew that he didn't need it, and saying it would make him feel even more heartache, so she could only stretch out her hand and wrap her arms around his waist.

Over the years, Li Jinghao has been careful to maintain the intimacy between the two, although he will often hug her, kiss her forehead, and make some intimate movements, but he has always respected Gu Niansheng and has never broken through the bottom line. In fact, he had already broken through two years ago, but only when he was drunk・・・・・・

That time he went to meet a customer, and it was already late when he came back, Gu Niansheng was waiting for him before he slept, he was so drunk that he couldn't walk well. Gu Niansheng helped him into the room, put him on the bed, took off his shoes for him, Li Jinghao lay on the bed with half of his body, Gu Niansheng was afraid that he would be uncomfortable and wanted to pull him up, but her strength was limited and she couldn't pull him at all.

"Jing Hao, Jing Hao, Jing Hao. Gu Niansheng tentatively screamed a few times, but Li Jinghao muttered two words without any response.

Gu Niansheng was helpless, and said while helping him take off his suit jacket: "It will be more comfortable to take off the clothes, I'll wait and get you a bowl of sobering soup to sober up, otherwise you will be uncomfortable when you get up tomorrow." ”

Helping Li Jinghao take off her clothes, Gu Niansheng was very tired, she put her clothes on the bed and got up to go to the kitchen, but as soon as she stood up, she was grabbed by her hand and fell into a warm embrace.

"Nian Sheng, Nian Sheng, don't go, Nian Sheng. Li Jinghao muttered, with a bit of crying in his voice.

"Jing Hao, don't make trouble, I'll get you a sobering soup, don't go. Otherwise you'll be sick tomorrow. Gu Niansheng struggled to remember, but Li Jinghao hugged her too tightly, she couldn't break free at all, and she simply didn't break free, so she let him hold her.

Just as he wanted to open his mouth to persuade a few more words, Li Jinghao's voice sounded first: "Nian Sheng, Nian Sheng, don't go, don't leave me, I love you..."

Gu Niansheng was hugged by him, and for no reason he cried, choking up and saying, "I know, I know, I know ・・・・・・"

Li Jinghao suddenly opened his eyes, looked at Gu Niansheng in his arms with dark eyes, and kissed away her tears lightly.

Gu Niansheng looked at him, but his tears became more and more fierce.

"Don't cry, don't cry, Niansheng, don't cry. ”

"Jing Hao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ・・・・・"

Li Jinghao stopped talking, his dark eyes were dyed with anger and stared at Gu Niansheng: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry again!" Gu Niansheng, you know that what I want is not your sorry, nor your thanks!"

After that, Li Jinghao turned over and pressed Gu Niansheng on the bed and kissed her on the lips fiercely.

He kissed her with anger and domineering, maybe only when he was drunk, he would dare to do such a thing.

Gu Niansheng didn't dare to resist, but she didn't want her not to resist to deepen Li Jinghao's anger even more.

Li Jinghao's hands also became restless, he vigorously tore off Gu Niansheng's nightgown, and his hands roamed back and forth on her body.

"Why don't you resist, Gu Niansheng, why don't you resist!"

Gu Niansheng looked at him, and a tear slipped down the sheets: "Jing Hao, I am your wife." ”

The implication was that this was what she was supposed to do, and it was something she had already thought of.

Li Jinghao kissed her neck, but slowly he stopped, slammed his hand on the bed, rolled over, and walked into the bathroom.

Gu Niansheng put on his nightgown and rushed out of the room.

When Li Jinghao came out again, he was already a lot more awake, he stood at the door of the bathroom and looked at the dark room without that figure, and his heart slowly sank.

She was gone, forced away by him.

Li Jinghao sat on the bed in despair, looking at his blazer on the bed.

The door was suddenly opened, Gu Niansheng walked in with a bowl, looked at him and smiled slightly: "Wash it, drink the soup." ”

Li Jinghao looked at her a little dumbfounded, if he hadn't seen her red and swollen eyes and lips, he would really think that everything that had just happened was his dream.

"It's almost time to drink. Gu Niansheng handed him the bowl.

He obediently took it and drank it cleanly.

Gu Niansheng took the bowl and was about to go out, Li Jinghao grabbed her wrist anxiously: "Where are you going?" ”

Gu Niansheng thought it was funny: "I'll go and put the bowl in the kitchen." ”

"Oh. Li Jinghao responded, but was unwilling to let go of her.

Gu Niansheng had no choice but to put the bowl on the bedside table and sit on the bed and look at him.

Li Jinghao opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

"I have to go to work tomorrow, so let's go to sleep. ”

The two were lying on the bed with their backs to each other, and Li Jinghao stared at the wall, with mixed feelings. He wanted to apologize, but he didn't know how to speak, he had been very careful all these years, and he had been patient not to break through this line of defense, but today things turned out like this, he was a little at a loss, he was afraid, afraid that Gu Niansheng would be disappointed in him and leave him・・・・・

Just as he was thinking, a pair of hands suddenly appeared around his waist and gently wrapped around him.

Li Jinghao was stunned, this was the first time Gu Niansheng took the initiative to hug him before going to bed.

Li Jinghao turned over and looked at Gu Niansheng: "Niansheng, I ・・・・・"

"Shhhhhh

She approached him and hugged him, putting her head on his chest: "Jing Hao, I know what you have to say, you have to know, I'm sorry, I don't need it either." I'm your wife, and you're not wrong. ”

Li Jinghao was stunned, and also hugged Gu Niansheng, with his chin against her head: "Niansheng, I'm too selfish, I originally thought that I wouldn't ask for anything else after marrying you, but I want more, I want you to care more about me, I want you to have more place in my heart, Niansheng, I, am I too selfish." ”

Gu Niansheng shook his head in his arms, and Li Jinghao could feel her crying. Deep self-blame surrounded him, and he hugged Gu Niansheng even tighter.

If you love someone, you want her to love you the same, and you want her heart to be full of you, this is not selfish, because if you love her, you want more.

Li Jinghao has done a lot for Gu Niansheng, and Gu Niansheng also remembers it all. Back then, he was a complete playboy, but after marrying her, he was all about her, and he was willing to go to work in the company, knowing that she didn't like the smell of cigarettes and quit smoking, and after that incident, he stopped drinking alcohol.

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