Chapter 41: As Lovers
Han Jianing leaned against the door panel and hung her head and said sullenly: "What is there to talk about." ”
"Regarding between us, Jianing, are you sure it has always been like this?" Gu Xiayang stared at the thin door panel, his hand against it, he knew that the person was behind the door, and even if it was a thin door panel, he only needed to use a little force to push it open.
He wanted to wait for the man inside to open the door.
Han Jianing hung her head and thought for a long time, in fact, her own heart was also a little confused, "Isn't this good?" ”
"Open the door."
After a while, the door opened from the inside.
Han Jianing stood by the door, her plain white fingers on the door frame and pretending to be calm, "What do you want to say?" ”
Gu Xiayang looked at her for a while, he hadn't looked at her so seriously for many years.
"Jianing, can you tell me why you left Wuzhen in the first place?" Leave me......
Han Jianing was dumbfounded, "Does it make sense to ask this now?" Now that everything is different, there's no need to dwell on the past. ”
She didn't want to explain.
"Aren't we very good now, a friendly strategic partner who can be a shield for you, and how good it would be to unbundle it instantly when you don't need it." She smiled so easily that even her beautiful eyebrows and eyes were bent.
Gu Xiayang was provoked, and he couldn't suppress the churning in his heart at this time, who had always been cold.
He suddenly stepped forward, and his wide back palm pressed Han Jianing's hand, "It's not good at all." ”
Han Jianing's face changed, "What's wrong?" Do you want to be friends and don't have to do it? ”
"Why do you have to be friends?"
"Because I don't want to be your enemy, and I know I can't win against you." Han Jianing's eyes were a little sour, she looked at the young man in front of her, his name had been pressed in her heart for ten years, and she had been reading it over and over again for more than three thousand days and nights.
Her tone was soft with a hint of dazedness, "Isn't a lifelong friend bad?" ”
Gu Xiayang pressed the depth of his eyes hard, he curled up his eyes with a hint of red, he raised his eyebrows and said word by word: "You chose a lifelong friend this time, why aren't you a lover?" ”
His voice was gentle and soft, but it exploded in Han Jianing's ears like thunder.
"You...... What nonsense are you talking about! Han Jianing looked flustered and nervous, and the hand that was pressing on the door panel couldn't help but pick up.
Lose your marbles!
He must be crazy!
Saying the words buried in his heart, Gu Xiayang was a little more frank, he held Han Jianing's slender wrist tightly, and said sincerely and seriously: "I want to be a lover for the rest of my life." ”
"You're crazy!"
"I didn't."
Gu Xiayang replied word by word, his gaze was not cold, but with a layer of scorching heat that fell on the hands of the two of them, "I wanted to do this ten years ago, on the day you left Wuzhen, I watched you sit in a small boat and get farther and farther away from me, and you didn't look back when I called your name."
Later, I ran desperately, trying to stop you at the Wuzhen Bridge, but when I ran over like a dead dog out of breath, I was cowardly again when I watched you get off the boat, I stood on the bridge, watching you drag your luggage and walk to the bus stop alone, watching you leave on the bus, getting farther and farther away from me, do you know the despair of having your heart hollowed out?
Han Jianing, don't go, don't leave my life. ”
Han Jianing was stunned, her eyes were blankly open, her mouth was slightly open, and it took a while to find her voice.
"Gu ...... Look at...... You...... Just kidding! You...... How could you...... How can it be...... ...... "Like me!"
"I like you."
The sudden confession made Han Jianing even more pale, she struggled to push Gu Xiayang away, she took a deep breath, thinking of the doubts that had plagued her for a long time, "I have something to ask you." ”
"Hmm."
"Back then, why did you tear up the confession letter I gave you? Still rejecting me? Han Jianing bit her lip and stared at the person.
"You wrote me a confession letter!" Gu Xiayang's expression was solemn.
Han Jianing frowned.
"She'......"
"Who's ......"
The two were silent for a moment, and Han Jianing instantly figured out the key to it, "You don't know about this?" ”
Gu Xiayang shook his head sincerely, "I don't have to lie to you. He squeezed Han Jianing's hand slightly, "So you left because of this?" ”
"You're so annoying!" Han Jianing withdrew his hand and turned back to the house.
Gu Xiayang followed, and she pulled her into his arms, his hug carried a trace of coldness, Han Jianing lowered his head and sniffed lightly, and also smelled a sweet and sour taste, as if it was the smell of sugar gourd that rubbed on his arm before.
"Let go of me." Han Jianing's voice was soft and muffled, with a little shame.
Gu Xiayang lowered his head and looked at the person in his arms, "Don't slip away again, I won't be able to find you." ”
Han Jianing pouted, "I'm bah! Do you not know that I went to Shanghai, and every year I will go back to Wuzhen, but you don't want to find it! ”
She didn't know that her angry appearance at the moment was quite coquettish like a little daughter.
Gu Xiayang softened her fine hair, "You don't want to see me, don't you, will you go back to Wuzhen for more than 5 days every year?" ”
Faced with such a question, Han Jianing shook his head with a smile and puffed out his cheeks, "I don't care!" It's just that you don't look for me! ”
"Well, I wasn't brave enough before, don't leave this time."
Gu Xiayang did not deny the past, he held Han Jianing's hand tightly and said, "I never thought that I would have the opportunity to be honest with you again, and I could hold your hand again, this time I won't let go." ”
"Is that to thank Chaoyuan?"
"Indeed."
Gu Xiayang nodded Xie Chaoyuan's words, which really woke him up, "I've been in Wuzhen for ten years without you, I'm so sad that I almost don't love it anymore, and I always think about why it is so far away from Shanghai, it takes an hour and a half to drive, a full 119.1 kilometers."
It is more inconvenient to take a car, you have to go to the bus station to take a car to Tongxiang Station, and then take the high-speed rail to Shanghai.
Why so far! ”
Han Jianing raised her head and bit the trembling corners of her mouth, she never knew that he was the same as her, and because of a misunderstanding between them, they became like that.
A tear slipped from the corner of Han Jianing's eyes, "There is no you in Shanghai, I am only one person." ”
"I know, I know, I know." Gu Xiayang wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and coaxed softly, "I desperately collected all the information about you, and I can also support your sister with a smile, thinking that one day you will come back and find that everything has not changed, but I have never been able to wait for you, this time I am happier than anyone else that you can come back." ”
"Blind Date ......"
"I volunteered to post it."
Han Jianing smiled dumbly, "Then you're still angry with me!" ”
"I'm sorry, you just said goodbye without saying goodbye, and our relationship came to an end, for ten years, I haven't been able to say a word to you, so I can't let me say a few words."
"Why, I ............"
Han Jianing wanted to say more, her lips were sealed, and she swallowed the unspoken words.
The wind blows the flowers that bloom outside the house, swaying vividly...... Ups and downs...... Drift......