I remember fainting on the way back to the hospital, when a car was ushered in, and then I lost consciousness.

Then I slowly woke up in bed, still unable to open my eyes, a little hazy, "What's going on, isn't this the kind of house I used to have, red brick tiles?" ”

I was thinking that I hadn't woken up from my dream yet, so I went to sleep first, but I fell asleep.

Then I was woken up by a loud noise. I heard my mother's voice, "Other people's daughters have long woken up, the sun is drying their buttocks, why are you still sleeping".

It doesn't feel real, "I'm still thinking that I'm a parent, and I'm still scolding me for being lazy, and I won't be allowed to sleep better in my dreams, really."

Then he was pulled out of the ear.

"No, it hurts".

This, what's going on, my mom is young. My skin seems to be a lot fairer, it's incredible!

I really don't understand, is there any other space in the world? Does it work on a different interface? But this really happened, my thinking is so messy...?

Then I fell out of bed in a fit of rage.

I think of my dad, in this house.

My dad is the only one who is really good to me, and he slowly enlightens me about everything.

Mom has no culture, tradition and patriarchy.

Because my father died of illness at the age of 62, I miss him so much if I can see him.

I miss him so much, after he died, I dreamed of him every day, he was sick and painful, and he was in tears.

My living conditions are not good at all, and he left before I could fulfill my obligations as a child.

I feel so sorry! I'm so guilty! But now that I'm doing it all over again, can I make up for regretting the obligations and responsibilities of my last life?

"Where's Daddy?"

My mom "said you are not sleepy, dad goes to work,"

"Really, where do you work?"

"What about the next quarter, you Nizi is sleepy, Dad just went to work, you just sleep, and you're confused,"

Tears fell from my eyes, and I thought to myself that I could see my dad, and it was true.

My mom didn't know what to do, but I was just a girl to her anyway.

Squeamish, always someone else's child is obedient and sensible. She walked away.

Then a person silently thought there, happy and sad, but what happened in my previous life, my son and daughter, are my only concerns, but these can't go back to the past, and the tears can't stop flowing.

When I got up, I cleaned up the house.

"I really can't get my feet, because I am poor, and I don't pay much attention to things, dust, and garbage."

My mother usually doesn't have time at home, so she usually works in the fields, and sometimes she brings food over for a day.

My sister and brother went out to work, but in fact, we don't get along much, and the age gap is so big, so naturally there is no sense of intimacy.

It's just my second sister and brother.

I brought the water and wiped it off, and the garbage got up.

It's almost time to cook lunch, in fact, I don't usually do these jobs, because now I don't work in a candy factory or in the time to study, because I dropped out of school, at home, this period of time begins to be gloomy for a while, because life has no clear goals, confused. After doing all this work simply, I have lived for the first half of my life, so naturally it is no problem.

As the evening sun gradually fell, you could see the workers and peasant uncles returning one after another.

I can't forget my father, I'm very anxious, I can't wait to see you! Thinking about it at home, I finally heard the sound of the motorcycle, I knew that it was my father who came back, I rushed out, this is my father, it was really my father, and my heart had already burst into tears.

Dad is still the same, he saw me, and he still remembered the same dad He always smiled with a kind and amiable face.

"Have you eaten?"

Zhitang couldn't stop her tears at this time, and burst into tears, it's so good that Dad saw you.

Dad seemed a little confused, "Why are you crying?"

"I'm so happy to see you, I'm crying with joy."

Dad, he's so dark-skinned! I know that my dad was originally the foreman of the packet.

Because I happened to be born, he couldn't take care of it so much, and he had to come back to take care of his confinement mother, because he didn't have grandparents, so the family lost the breadwinner.

Dad only relied on him to go to the community, do some chores, construction work, and support our family.

Life is so poor, there is a large population, seeing such a father feel distressed, I secretly sighed in my heart, I want to make up for the obligations and responsibilities that I haven't had time in my previous life, and make good money.

Dad was stunned when he saw me.

"Come and see what Dad brought back, I brought a few rice dumplings and took them to taste"

When I was a child, I rarely ate snacks, but for me, these are very ordinary after that, and I didn't taste them immediately, so I silently took them and put them away.

One after another, my mother, my second sister, and my younger brother came back.

It's time to eat, and my mother usually says that I am a girl and prefers sons. The second sister is not kind to me and caring. The younger brother is still young and not sensible. I have to say that my sister is so beautiful, and everyone likes her, but my sister chose later, a husband who is six years older than her, and her life is average. It's okay, but the naughty brother is doing well! Thinking about it, it's so uncomfortable, so melancholy, what should I do...!

At the end of the meal, I felt uncomfortable, and I ate like chewing wax without a sense of taste.

But now the family is still together, this is a lucky good news, Dad, you can avoid the pain and torture to find out earlier, and you don't have to lose your dad again, that kind of sadness.

Since then, my mother has often been in poor health. I knew that my mother was depressed, overmissed, and sick.

Yes, today has passed, and tomorrow I don't know what will happen, life is always a blessing and a curse, and you can't avoid it!

When my sister saw me, she was depressed, and she thought it was incredible.

After all, even if people didn't like me before, I still greeted them with a smile, and I was afraid that they would get angry and not play with me.

I have no friends, I'm lonely, I'm just a sister and brother at home, and I'm just a neighbor in general, and I never care how I feel.

I wonder if I've done something wrong, why other people's sisters and brothers get along very well.

It's just me who is not good for me, and the attitude of brothers, friends and brothers, I feel so aggrieved. But I couldn't say why, and I later found out that most of my brothers and sisters are selfish in their bones.

So I was silent, no longer doing this way of licking the dog to live, it's not worth it, the only thing is that dad is the one who is worth it.

Gradually, night fell, and life passed as it should.

Gradually, everyone has a rest. At that time, I was sleeping with my sister. In the past, I understood that this sister had always looked down on me, especially because I was poorly married, and she didn't like me even more.

Even when I was sick and borrowed money, she still said that I would discuss it, after all, she couldn't pay attention to it. He also asked me how much money I could earn a year, and I thought about it, so forget it, I thought it was better to close my eyes and sleep.

As soon as the sky was bright, my sister woke me up, and Zhitang hadn't reacted yet?

"What are you doing..."

？ I thought I was at my mother-in-law's house, but when I heard my sister's voice, I suddenly remembered something.

I'm starting over here, and I'm thinking about what I'm supposed to do at this point. , the time for cutting rice has arrived.

My sister hurriedly got me up, "Don't pretend to be asleep for me, my mother will scold me in a while, get me up first!" Let me sleep a little longer. ”

Before I changed it, I must have followed the arrangement, I thought my sister must be too early and sleepy, I don't want to get up, it's okay, I'll just come, oops, what a fool.

People are trying to make you stupid, if you have something, you will stand aside, you have experienced so many things, I am not indulging you, every time I indulge you, in exchange for my lazy food, I am scolded for not landing well.

Suddenly thought of an interesting and non-offending way, since this is the case, then it's okay for everyone to be scolded together!

"Haha... Then I spoke loudly, and my mother and sister said that I should sleep with her for a while and then get up."

Sure enough, my mother's temper exploded like fireworks, and she habitually heard, "What's wrong with other people's children, what's wrong, all the good ones are other people's children, and their own family is bad, sighing!" ”

Otherwise, is it just being criticized? In fact, when my mother saw that her sister was beautiful, she naturally didn't scold her much, in her opinion, her sister married a rich man based on her appearance.

It can help this difficult home. It's okay if I don't know, her wishful thinking is wrong, my sister is a love head, she only likes the love of bread, and she doesn't know how expensive oil, salt, sauce and vinegar are.

Then he shirked it and got up, "Wake up, wake up, wake up!" I'm yelling, I'm dying of noise, my sister is impatient."

I don't care! Because I'm used to this way of life, because I'm the one who is not popular, whatever!

Clean up and rush for breakfast. I really don't know that my sister is really speechless, she wraps the cloth from beginning to end at home, afraid of tanning or something!

We kept coming to Tanabe, and everyone was going on a step-by-step basis.

Everyone looked at their sister, some looked down on it, some were jealous, and some were envious.

I don't look down on most of them, look at her squeamish, wrapped in cloth, and think that she is a big city, she can't see the sun, and she is jealous because she is too beautiful, and she is a beauty that is rare to see, and she is envious: it is pleasing to the eye when you look at it, and everyone likes to see beautiful things.

Looking at these young men, their eyes are about to be attached to their sister, but they are afraid of being courteous and pouring tea and water in front of their sister, but unfortunately my sister can't look down on them.

I really want to say that you save it, people don't look down on it! So no, my sister likes others to pursue her, so that her vanity is satisfied, a sense of superiority,

When the little girls looked at the young men like this, they were so angry that they gritted their teeth and swallowed them.

I have to say that in fact, I am also a beauty controller! I'm sighing, God gave me a look, but didn't give me a good look!

I really want to have a good look. In fact, Zhitang didn't know that she was actually very beautiful.

It's just that my sister is more beautiful, and she hasn't been paid attention to, but compared to "green is better than blue", the comparison is overshadowed.

No matter how beautiful your face is, if you don't have a beautiful heart, if you live for a long time, you will be overshadowed and tired in the eyes of others.

I'm starting to cut rice, and my sister's charm is still very useful.

The young men came in clusters to offer their hospitality, and it was great that one acre and three points of land were done like this.

In fact, I was melancholy.

Was my husband the same as me? How to face him is an uncertain factor in the future...