Chapter 14 Chen Disi has foresight of the prophet, all kinds of past lives and Zhitang
After being reborn from Zhitang. Chen Disi wondered why there were always some hints of dreams for the prophet.
For example, many chance encounters, as if he had a hunch, it was as accurate as he could judge that he and Zhitang could meet.
The foreknowledge in the dream was when he got the news of the moment Zhitang died. A person who was once so glamorous, he firmly believed that it collapsed overnight, suppressed depression, pierced his eyes and intestines, and died of depression in one winter because of his broken dreams.
When I opened my eyes again, it was like a world away, and my mind appeared in front of me.
"The leaves are pale, and the white dew is frost. The so-called Iraqi people are on the water side. The crowd looked for her thousands of times, and suddenly looked back, and the girl was in the lamplight. ”
Finally met the girl he missed, this feeling since he missed it in his previous life, since he met him in this life, he didn't want to miss it.
So on the street, it was as if two people were raising their eyes at the same time when they met in the next world, one with the thoughts of the next world, and the other with hope.
Chen Disi felt extremely shocked and strong in his heart, as if this was the mercy given by God?
So he is doing all kinds of experiments to prove that the dream is real, and he feels extremely fortunate that everything can start all over again, and the results of the two of them at this moment in history may be able to rewrite the ending.
Chen Disi suddenly looked back, Zhitang is so good to see you again. So he heard it: "Zhitang heard that you dropped out of school?" ”
Zhitang raised his eyes and said, "Yes."
Chen Disi looked at the girl, and his heart spontaneously gave birth to stronger emotions, and his heart beat faster.
Chen Di Mouran chased after her, as if he wanted to talk to her more. "Then I opened my mouth, Zhitang, I think you can find me if you need help."
Zhitang felt that although this senior's words were warm-hearted, she couldn't find a reason for others to help her, and she could earn money by her own hard work.
So he said, "Thank you for your kindness, I will find a job and earn money by myself."
Zhitang looked at Chen Disi in front of her that she couldn't think about it, even if she liked it since she was a child, she understood that the gap between them was not half a star.
Although she wants to work hard, but the front is only the starting point, and she has to work harder.
Chen Disi endured the roar of grief in his heart, "He really wants to tell her that he can help her, don't worry about it, come and rely on him!" ”
But seeing the perseverance in the eyes of the girl, it seems that she is insisting on some kind of belief, so that she persists.
He looked down in disappointment and said in a low tone, "Okay! As long as you need it, I will be the first to stand behind you and support you. ”
"Don't carry it alone, it's important to you, I think it's just a small thing, you can rely on me, you know?"
Zhitang felt from his tone that he seemed to be begging her, as if he was pouring out affectionately, and she felt that this dis seemed to like herself as much as she did, as if she was suppressing something.
Zhitang understands that the distance between them cannot be crossed.
I couldn't bear to be sad, so I said in a gentle tone, "Well, as long as you are needed for something special, I will definitely go to you as soon as possible, and don't refuse me when the time comes!" ”
"As long as Zhitang is you, I am happy to be willing." Chen Disi looked at her affectionately.
Come, come, it's this feeling that makes her so strong, Zhitang looked at Chen Disi like this.
Chen Disi looked at her and asked, "Zhitang, do you have any plans?" ”
Zhitang raised his eyes: "For the time being, we have to solve the problem of food and clothing, and then we will make ourselves more comfortable and plan slowly." ”
Chen Disi suddenly remembered one thing, that is, will Zhitang go to work and leave his hometown?
Asked urgently: "Zhitang, will you go out to work?" I have a job in my family, so try it if you can! This is also the result of labor. ”
Zhitang smiled at him and said, "Let's see before making plans!" ”
Chen Disi suddenly felt that he was too anxious in his heart, everything was still in time, and when he turned the tide, he could do it step by step.
Slowly, he was relieved. "Zhitang is so good to see you like this! It seems to be very fresh and tenacious. ”
"When you saw me before, you either avoided me, or I looked down, and I didn't seem to know how to get along with you."
"There have been times when I wanted to discuss the topic with you, but you turned a blind eye to me, and I wondered if I had done something wrong, and I always wanted to ask for an investigation."
"Now I see that you have a kind of pleasant and natural feeling, it seems that you are changing, and I feel good."
"I'm sorry, I've been a little autistic since I was a child, I like to close myself off, and I'm not good at communicative expression."
"But now because of some kind of chance, I feel that I should change and be more tenacious." Zhitang said why it changed.
Chen Disi suddenly felt a lot more open-minded, so he said to her: "That's good!" Do you have any plans after this? ”
Zhitang smiled at him: "Of course there is!" There are a lot of them, but I know it's hard, but I'm going to try to keep going. ”
"Actually, I've always had a dream, a dream that I want to go to university. And then to be a painter's ideal, something out of reach for my current condition. ”
"I can help you achieve these dreams, would you? There's really nothing for me, can you take it? Such a sincere attitude Chen Disi.
"You know what? The ideal is to rely on oneself to have the motivation and the goal to pursue, so as to struggle. Although it was difficult, I was firm in my belief and inspired myself to move forward. ”
"And I don't have any reason to accept your help, do I? Okay, thank you," Zhitang said gratefully.
Zhitang sighed that if she had been so happy before, she would have had more contact with the outside world. Looking at Chen Dis like this, she felt that she was wrong a lot, and she didn't expect the result.
Maybe it's a different result if you try to accept it, but unfortunately there is no if, now start to rewrite your life!
Since you have your insistence, I don't force you to accept it, but you remember what I said!" Chen Disi, he said in a low and indifferent tone.
"Well, I will! All in all, thank you! Zhitang didn't expect that since the second person who cared about her was Chen Disi, she was grateful and helpless.
"Then I'll go first," Zhitang waved goodbye to him.
Chen Disi looked at the people who were far away, and his mind drifted away, as if Zhitang had taken away his heart.
Slowly, the figure didn't see it, and they still looked at each other reluctantly.
"Like a wangfu stone, his eyes are full of affection, seemingly reluctant to be attached, and then revealing a sad look."
He felt like he had gone through two lives, and his heart was full of thoughts. "Can I wait for you in this life? Zhitang, my girl. ”
In the following days, Chen Disi was like a "stalker" for love.
Chen Disi himself couldn't pay attention, he didn't know if Zhitang would go the same way. He wanted to keep an eye on her so he could rest assured.
If so, he thought that even if he coaxed her and made a job for her, he would keep her by his side, so that a seemingly beautiful lie could be perfect, and sometimes desirable.
In the following days, the girl was looking for a suitable job on the street, and a small car slowly followed behind.
Li Yuncheng is a little confused, so why does the little boss always follow Sister Zhitang. followed like this for several days, and sometimes helped Sister Zhitang block it, admirer. It's getting more and more incomprehensible.
As she walked, the little boss accompanied her to the car. I can't let Sister Zhitang find out, hey, what else don't you understand?
The little boss likes Sister Zhitang, doesn't he dare to confess, he can't love it, so it's deep?
Looking at such a little boss like this, he didn't dare to ask! The mood is sometimes low and sometimes happy, unstable!
Chen Disi was aware of it, and Li Yuncheng's exploratory gaze. He said, "That's what you think." ”
Li Yuncheng in his heart, how can he know what I think in my heart!
"Little boss, I don't dare to question you, I didn't say anything!"
"Okay, your expressions are all self-defeating, do you still need to say it? I can't see Chen Disi's emotions.
He felt that it was not easy for the little boss to take the initiative to say so much for so many days, but he didn't dare to ask, so he stopped the topic abruptly, because he knew that time would let him prove it all.
In the following days, Zhitang finally found a job, which was great.
And then I was distressed that his 24-hour personal feeling was a little too physical to keep up! It's a bit overwhelming!
"Let's go to your house today!" As he spoke, he opened the car door and went in.
And then it came, is this the office of the small boss? Isn't this Sister Zhitang? The little boss's affectionate eyes felt a little flashed to him.
Then it was Zhitang's sister who worked, and he accompanied her silently.
Until one day Zhitang's sister went to work, the little boss was about to toss again, and ushered in a new office.
Since then, Zhitang's sister has been at work, and the little boss has been silently watching on the other side, and even he himself was almost moved by the boss's actions.
Finally, I waited for the little boss to say: "You did a good job", since the sentence was obtained from here. Shouldn't I be happy with such a compliment? Finally, I don't have to toss back and forth, and I can settle down.