Jin Mang tilted his head, as if ...... Whether it's dad or grandparents, their restraint actually has no offensive power?

She asked, "Are the restraints all non-aggressive?" ”

"Of course not." Jin Xidao: "There are many kinds of constraints, and although offensive restraints are relatively rare, they are not impossible. ”

What he didn't say was that this kind of people, who were either active in the political arena, fought in the army, or were in prison, rarely appeared in the people.

Jin Mang said: "I want to attack the restraint of the class. ”

"Why?" Jin Xi was stunned.

Jin Mang said with a serious face: "Because I want to protect my father, grandparents, and grandparents." ”

She couldn't help but sigh in her heart, except for the fact that the family was either an old man or a reserve old man, she couldn't be a salted fish if she wanted to.

Jin Xi blinked, suppressed the tears that suddenly welled up, reached out and touched Jin Mang's head and said, "Dad only hopes that Xiaoguo'er can be safe and healthy." ”

He hoped that his daughter's conditioning would allow her to protect herself, but he didn't want her conditioning to be aggressive.

The deep country is not peaceful, the country is watching singing and dancing, and the news reports are also thriving, but the war on the front line has not stopped.

Because of the existence of constraints, all people with offensive restraints will be trained and sent to the front line.

Even those people in the political arena have basically retired from the battlefield.

He is such a daughter, and he is reluctant to let his daughter go to the battlefield.

Jin Mang didn't know what Jin Xi was thinking, and suddenly asked, "By the way, what is my mother's constraint?" Is she restrictive? ”

She asked casually, but found that Jin Xi's face froze.

"Daddy?" Jin Mang looked up at him.

Jin Xi pursed his somewhat dry lips, hesitating to confuse the topic, but ......

Xiaoguo'er will know about the light smoke sooner or later, especially since she is about to go to kindergarten. The original incident caused a lot of discussion among the people around them, and those children will inevitably know some from their parents, rather than letting Xiaoguoer misunderstand some true and false words from others, it is better to tell her the truth first.

"Your mother...... Her condition is to have children. Kim Hee said with some difficulty.

Jin Mang's eyes widened.

So, her mother didn't die because of a difficult birth, but ...... As long as she is born, she is mortal?

"Your mom has always loved children and wants to have a child of her own. Because of her family background, she didn't do a restriction test at the beginning. Until we got married, she lived a very carefree life. Afterward...... Because of your grandmother's request, I took her to do a conditioning test. No one could have imagined that this would be the case, and we almost broke up at one point. Later...... "The most critical words came out, and Kim Hee's next words went smoothly."

Speaking of this, he paused before continuing: "Originally, we all said that we would not have children in this life, and we would find a way to adopt a child. But I don't know why, every time we go to adopt a child, there will be some accidents, either the car breaks down halfway, or it is inconvenient to travel during a thunderstorm, and once even the orphanage we planned to go to suddenly broke out in a social scandal, and the child we planned to adopt was picked up by the biological parents. Again and again, I gave up on the idea of adopting a child. ”

"But that's not what your mother thinks."

He looked down at Jin Mang's eyes and said, "Your mother thinks this is a predestined fate, destined for her to have her own children." ”

Jin Mang couldn't help but hold his breath.

Jin Xi took her into his arms and said softly, "During the physical examination, the doctor told your mother that she would have menopause in three months. When she came back, she talked to me about stopping all contraception. ”

Until now, he can't forget his wife's eyes at that time, so bright, so desperate.

She said that if she could conceive a child before menopause, it would be fate.

"I was against it." Jin Xi took a deep breath and said, "But your mother was soon diagnosed with breast cancer again, and the doctor said to ...... at that time"

He was embarrassed to say this to his daughter, so he slurred.

"Your mom is the editor-in-chief of the fashion magazine M&J, and her conditioning is to find beauty in her eyes. Therefore, she has her own insistence on beauty, and she can't accept that she has become imperfect no matter what. ”

"In order for her to agree to the surgery, I agreed to her previous offer. But I made a request to her: if she didn't get pregnant, she would have surgery. ”

Jin Xi raised his hand and covered his eyes and said, "I thought your mother's chances of pregnancy were very low, after all, she was a cancer patient and about to go through menopause, who knew ......"

Jin Mang's expression was blank, she didn't expect the truth to be like this.

But......

"If my mother hadn't given birth to me, she would have a good chance of surviving, right?" She said.

Jin Xi was stunned, he thought it would be good if his daughter could understand, but looking at her appearance...... It seems like there's more to it than that?

She can even get the point out of it.

"Yes, but your mother doesn't." Jin Xi sighed and said, "She is determined to give birth to you." ”

Jin Mang couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

"When Mom left...... Do you still love me? Of course, she knew that Mo Qingyan loved her, and she knew it from the choices she made. Moreover, she also recorded birthday greeting videos and letters in advance, and she can receive a birthday greeting from her mother every year.

But...... Those are all prepared in advance, the moment her life is gone, does she still love her?

Could it be that you have a hatred for her?

Just like once she also wanted to ask her grandparents, did her mother resent her before she died?

- No matter how big her heart is, she will crave maternal love, but she is open-minded by nature and doesn't like to drill the horns, but she doesn't care at all.

Jin Xi was stunned, he was even a little stunned, "Xiaoguo'er ......" He didn't expect that a four-year-old child would ask such a question.

What a precocious wisdom this is.

Thinking like this, he didn't dare to delay at all, and replied: "Of course your mother loves you, and until the last moment, her eyes could not be taken off you. ”

"To her, you are her most precious treasure. It's not me that she can't let go of the most, it's you. ”

"At the end of her life, her biggest regret is that she can't grow up with you."

"Xiaoguo'er, don't underestimate your mother, she didn't choose to give birth to you on impulse."

"You are the treasure she decided to exchange her life for after careful consideration."

"We gave her countless chances to regret it, but she never wavered."

"You have to believe that she loves you more than her life."

Jin Xi looked at her for a moment and said, "Because I can't believe how sad she would be if she knew that you doubted her love for you." ”

(End of chapter)