Chapter 2: You're so ruthless, you're really ruthless......
His roar was mixed with mad coldness.
Gu Qingyu didn't seem to realize it, she put the incense burner in her hand aside, she rolled up her sleeves with one hand, and put it aside with the other, and brought over the tray that had already been prepared, on the sandalwood tray with gold edges, there was a pot of wine and two wine glasses. Flipping over her glass, she picked up the flask and was about to pour it.
"What are you going to do?" Xiao Changqing strode forward, holding down her wine jug, and her calm tone hid a hint of panic.
"Your Highness needs not worry." Gu Qingyu gently pushed his hand away, filled two glasses, picked up a glass to Xiao Changqing, and stared at him with a smile, "Whether there is poison in the wine, Your Highness knows better than me." This glass of wine is toasted to Your Highness, thank you, Your Highness. ”
Since the Gu family was imprisoned, he has tried every means to strictly guard against her, not giving her any space to commit suicide, the house is full of secret guards, there are eyes everywhere, and everything that is sent to her is checked again and again.
Xiao Changqing looked at her quietly, his eyes were so deep that he seemed to pierce her soul, but he didn't move.
"What? Your Highness thinks I can do anything else? Gu Qingyu smiled softly, raised his head and drank the wine, "This is the Qingyu wine I brewed with my own hands." ”
Xiao Changqing's body moved, he wanted to stop it but it was already an empty glass, his eyes swept over another glass of wine, he picked it up without any hesitation, and drank it all: "It's death, and you don't want to get rid of me." ”
With a short smile, Gu Qingyu folded his hands on his lap, and looked at Xiao Changqing with his lap in a precarious position: "Your Highness Jade Immortal, I am still in the boudoir, every time I have a banquet, I can hear the sound of the boudoir praising His Highness, and I still remember that the first time I heard His Highness's name was five years ago, His Royal Highness was fifteen years old when he was a fifteen-year-old scholar of Confucianism, which amazed the world. ”
"Amazing to the world." Xiao Changqing sneered lightly and looked at her faintly, "But I can't surprise you alone." ”
There was a slight frown that was almost invisible between his eyebrows, and Gu Qingyu smiled calmly: "Your Highness is too persistent, or it is more difficult to give up what you can't get......
After a pause, a trace of trance crossed her indifferent eyes: "When I was nine years old, my mother held my hand in front of the sickbed and said to me that everything can be done in this life, but I can't lose my heart to a man. The moment my mother closed her eyes, my heart went with her. A heartless woman is naturally ruthless. ”
Taking a breath lightly, Gu Qingyu kept a quiet smile on her face, "Mother said that a woman in this world can only live happily and freely if she is ruthless." ”
"Your Highness, you see, how respectfully my father treats my mother? After she left, she would rather not have a child than continue the strings, but my mother still died depressed. ”
Gu Qingyu smiled and shook her head slightly, "That's because she is greedy, how can my father, as the head of the Gu family, belong to her both physically and mentally?" The mother loves and respects her father deeply, but she can't get the same single-mindedness, and she doesn't want to be a jealous and ugly woman, so she can only completely suppress all the unhappiness and pain in her own heart, and she will end up depressed, which is all the fault of emotion. ”
"Qingqing......" Xiao Changqing seemed to understand what she meant.
He thought that when they were newly married Yan'er, he also wanted to hold the best in the world in front of her, and he could only see her alone in his eyes, but she had always been cold and self-controlled, and she could be decisive and rational about everything, making him feel that in her heart, his giving and even his person were worthless.
He is young and vigorous, and he is the pride of the sky, and he uses extreme methods to arouse her jealousy and attract her attention.
As a prince, he used extremely humble methods to get her love.
But he never thought about how he would take care of her heart after he got it.
He hadn't thought about it, and she hadn't given him that chance.
Now he can't assume that if she really devotes herself to him, can he withstand the coercion of his mother and father, can he change the fate of the Gu family, and let her not be hurt in the slightest.
"Father is still like this, let alone His Highness." Gu Qingyu stared at Xiao Changqing, "Your Highness, from the day His Majesty's marriage decree was passed to the Gu family, I knew that the Gu family would have today, the Gu family would eventually hit their heads and bleed, and your marriage with me would eventually come to an end, how could I be emotional about Your Highness?" ”
"When it comes to men in the world, His Royal Highness is really excellent, both civil and military, noble character, and a gentleman. If you want to blame, you can only blame Gu Qingyu, not an eye that can only see the love between men and women; I can only see the shallow-eyed woman who can see the one acre and three points of land in the back house. Therefore, His Highness's infatuation is destined to be wrong......"
Finally, I couldn't hold back the knife-like pain in my abdomen, and my wet and bloody breath kept falling.
"Qingqing!" Xiao Changqing rushed over the desk in a panic, hugged Gu Qingyu in his arms, and saw a large pool of blood under her, and immediately glanced at the weak Gu Qingyu in horror and disbelief, and roared like a trapped beast outside, "Imperial doctor, go and ask the imperial doctor-"
The people guarding the door were too frightened to come in and ask anything, so they ran away.
"Your Highness......" Gu Qingyi's voice was finally dyed with a little weakness, this was the first time she was lying in his arms like a weak woman, she smiled at him, smiling like a blooming gloom, and the quiet beauty shrouded the coolness of the night, "I am not only a heartless and ruthless woman, but also a ruthless and vicious woman." You see, I can even get my own flesh and blood......"
"Don't say it, don't say it, please don't say it!" Xiao Changqing has never had such pain, the pain is like ten thousand insects gnawing all over his body, his heart, liver, spleen and lungs, even the bones are throbbing, making him want to howl madly.
"The Gu family is gone, and the daughter of the Gu family can't live, and her life will only make it difficult for the world to forget His Majesty's iron blood and coldness. And my Gu Qingyi's pride doesn't allow me to look at people's faces...... Lingering. ”
After the huge pain, Gu Qingyu regained his composure: "A child without a mother, living in a gloomy royal family, too difficult and pitiful, I am so selfish, since I can't protect him, I can't give him joy and worry-free, then I don't want to bring him to this world with complicated hearts......"
Big tears fell from the painful eyes, and Xiao Changqing's eyes were full of heart-scratching pain: "Gu Qingyu, Gu Qingyu, you are so ruthless, you are really ruthless......"
At this time, Gu Qingyi was still able to smile brightly at Xiao Changqing, and her increasingly blurred vision fell on the case table overturned by Xiao Changqing, and not far away was the overturned incense burner.
She doesn't want to live, no one can stop her, no one can save her.
Gu Qingyu, the first of the nine peers in the imperial capital, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, female cooks are all good, and can be called a model of boudoir nobles. But no one knows, and the pillow person who has loved her for three years doesn't know that what she is best at is perfumery.